The Bullet of Love of General Hafidz

Last Chocolate

I don't understand what that gift means. Does he consider me special. Or how ... For sure I never had any thoughts with the Commander. I just found out lately, that he's named commander Santoso.

I wanted to refuse, but Brother Akmal told me to accept it even though sometimes caught by the glint of his dislike eyes. But every time I want to say not to give me anymore. He always shakes his head. Says,"Eman. Chocolate's good."

That's how Akmal. Every chocolate I receive, he spends it. Not leaving a single bit for me. He said, "It's not good for your healing." I'm sure it's just his wits. I really do get excited about it. Fortunately, he brought fruits instead. A strange fruit, but delicious. Impas ... He got the chocolate. I got the fruit. Not to be angry dech ....

Basic Brother Akmal. Didn't know she was feeling bad about the commander. As if I was giving you hope. Even though I have no taste. It puts me in a dilemma.

And about the flowers of the rose. He could only perch a day in the vase he had brought. Tomorrow it will move on to a pot. I don't know what that means. Every time I ask. The answer is always the same, "Pity this flower. Just picked for fun. If only she had been left alive, she would have been more beautiful."

The almost withered trunk he took care of. I just help spray it in the morning, afternoon and evening. I didn't think he could grow back. Within 2 days it has sprouted. On the third day there were little buds. Day 4 is back in bloom. It's a little different, the size. The more cute, but the more beautiful and beautiful. Especially in large numbers, in groups. Makes the nurses amazed and want to have. Honey, those flowers are just for me. Sorry yes ... You can't.

When the flowers came again. He brought another vase. More and more of my flower collection from Kak Akmal. Although the origin of the commander. But it withered on the second day. So this is purely from Akmal.

If only Akmal was Bara. The one I missed all this time ....

"Hayo, daydream commander yes ...."

"Not."

I don't know, if the same brother Akmal said anything feels comfortable. But don't let me get stuck. Shame ....

"Then?"

"Udah Brother. I'm gonna finish my breakfast first."

The answer is just a smile. We continued the delayed breakfast. When I finished all the dishes I cleaned. Take him to the shower in the garden in front of the room. Wash it and tidy it up again so that Brother Aisye if you come here later will not bother anymore.

While Kak Akmal observed the rose of the plant above the small wall that separates the veranda and the small garden in front of my room. He's watching her closely. Seriously, then record it in a pocket book that is always taken everywhere. If it's like this as if I see Kak Akmal is Kak Bara. Unaware, I called him.

"Nonsense."

Oh God what I just said.

Fortunately, the commander came to us. Until Akmal didn't hear my call.

"Assynnnya ... Lieutenant General Akmal."

"Wa alaikum salam ... Commandant."

The commander did not stop. He continued his steps towards me.

"How are you doing, Jamilah?"

"Alhamdulillah. It's better."

And as usual, he did not forget to bring flowers and chocolates. Which was directly given to me. Whoa ... Then again, I have to be in a dilemma. Accepting it by giving false hope, or rejecting it feels unbearable.

"Thank you, Commander." I also have no power to refuse it. While Akmal glanced at me with a smile. But what I felt was not a beautiful smile. What the hell is Akmal hiding to me. Curious ....

"Go, it's 7 o'clock I have to go. There's a new assignment."

" Jamilah can only say .. congratulations on duty, Commander. Good luck ... "

"Thank you, Jamilah. Get well soon ... I wait in Indonesia. And this is please read." He handed me a letter.

Why use a letter? If you're going to talk, why? Wasn't I in front of him. What it is. These guys around me are good at making puzzles. They're heartless. They know that in order to get to know me, I need guidance. But okay, rather than hurt.

"What's this about, Commander?"

"Yes, you just read it. Later also know. But not now."

He smiled and then got up. Look at the watch that is coiled in his hand. And approached me who was still holding flowers from her.

"Here, I'll take you to Lieutenant General Akmal."

"No, let's keep it to yourself."

He forced. I was really uncomfortable with his kindness. But to reject him was afraid of offending him. He pushed my wheelchair towards Akmal.

Just a few steps away, I saw Akmal walking towards us. He stopped too, though,

"Letjen, I'll take Jamilah."

"Just calm down, Commander. It's not so beautiful Ayu Jamilah."

Indah Ayu Jamilah's. I seem to have heard of it. But where? What is clear is that this time, Akmal said it.

"Yes, already. Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wa barokatuh."

"Wa alaikum salam warahmatullahi wa barokatuh."

We drove him until he disappeared behind the hallway of this pavilion.

"Great, get some more chocolate."

"Cannot. It's the last chocolate let's go, brother."

"Beautiful Ayu Jamilah!"

Always has. Her interrupting words left me powerless to hand the thing over to her. But this is the last chocolate. I want to know how it feels.

"Please, Brother. It's for Jamilah."

"Sweet sister. How so."

In front of him he always treated me as a child, who was easily seduced. It's very, very irritating. Watch out! Today I won't give you a chocolate bar just like this. Not that it opens the heart to the commander. But I want to know what it's like.

I was relieved to see him give up. Even though heavy breathing. Let it be ... Time and time again.

He pushed this wheelchair up to the room with his silent action. But as I recall, Akmal was so, not much to say. I heard her heavy breathing. Is it because of my attitude? Ah, nevermind. Very caring. Only (people's names) don't care.

When he got to the room, he was still silent. He also took the fruit that was on the nightstand. Peeling it and giving it to me.

"Here, eat."

I was not happy with his silence.

"Well, here's the chocolate for Brother."

"Well, that's better." He accepted it with a laugh that irritated me. I'm lying again. I think I want to get those guys. These fingers are already scratchy.

"Want?"He stopped the bite. And thrust it at me.

"No!" I think this chest is going to explode. The chocolate period was bitten was given to me. Just be right.

"Anged yes ... Sorry Brother. I'll change it for you to heal."

"No need!"