The brothers?!

Dilla, Ardan

Arrived at Lisa's apartment.

Yes lisa deliberately brought Dila to stay in her apartment, because lisa knew if they came home in a state of swollen eyes and nose, it was certain that Rukmana would shower them with a variety of questions.

And Lisa is not so evil to let Rukmana, a woman who is like her mother, know the true state of her heart, as well as the reasons that make Dila not want to return to the place where her dreams are. The wound in Dilla's heart was still so wet, and it was still so clear to remember Denish's words at the time. The place where his dream was tarnished with treason, making it uncomfortable to be there, the shadow continued to haunt him. Silly indeed, but Dila is also female, her heart is not made of steel, Dila is just an ordinary human who is easily injured. Especially when it was the first for him.

From that moment on, Dilla gave up her dream, stayed away from the place she had always wanted to go, closed her heart, being careful of everyone who tried to approach her. All for the sake of protecting his heart and pride.

Next morning.

Lo here aja yes, do not need to enter first, lo pucket face, lo face swollen all, let alone tuh eyes, already like pounded people sekampung know not.sap Lisa, dilla just nodded, just nod, he was not wanting to see anyone when he was having a hard time hiding his wounds, like today.

Bund, Dilla permission yes stay in Lisa's apartment for a few days, the school is busy and dilla think from here will be more shortened time, may yes bund.

Rukmana, speechless at the sound of dilla sounding rather hoarse. But he chose not to ask.

Ok, yaudah you be careful there.sap Rukmana then turn off the phone connection.

Dilla why has not come home also bund.asked Arya.

School is busy so he nginep in Lisa's apartment first for a few days.pucap rukmana looks calm, but the Judge can see clearly his wife is worried.

The 4th forehead of his son frowned instantly. Didn't Dila deliberately buy a motorcycle so as not to be afraid of being late, but why the reason dila like that, there must be something wrong but they chose silence.

Week Later.

Al farhat's residence looks very quiet, since Dilla decided to stay for a while in Lisa's apartment.

You're not going back home? mother and father must be worried especially brother lo.ucap Dilla.

mm. back up, tomorrow.sahut dilla and sip her UHT milk.

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The morning was as usual since dilla left the state of al farhat residence looked so quiet. Suddenly....

Morning everyone said hello to Dilla who suddenly came down from the top floor of her room.

Everyone looked at him.

Dilla when to go home son. asked Rukmana.

Semalem bun.sahut dilla then sat in his chair and took his breakfast like nothing happened.

Kok home did not say the deck. asked Arya.

hehhee.capek really mas, I swear, so immediately killed in the room semalem, hehehehe.

HHHH.to his four brothers could only sigh patiently.

Adek went home alone.asked Arsyad while looking for the whereabouts of Lisa.

MM??? ah mas find lisa.still molor him, today off him, want to pilgrimage he said.sahut dilla cuek 

Ah...today yes. said rukmana.

mmm.

You don't want to ask rukmana. 

No deh bund, lisa need privacy.said dilla with expression implied concern.

They don't ask anymore.

It's through my school, right? dilla asked Ardan

Mmm.nough.

Dilla nebeng yes, males bring a motor.

They leave shortly. Dilla and Ardan looked silent for a moment.

I did it, asked Ardan.

Mmm?? Dilla frowned turning to Ardan and suddenly Ardan pointed to his own heart.

Ask Ardan again. Dilla fell silent.

Not deliberately see, sorry should mas dateng nolongin you, but mas know you must not like, used to be so right?!. said Ardan again.

Ah.. not cool, I always looked at my anger.Gerutu dilla still did not answer Ardan The girl chose to close her eyes, and lean on the back of the car.

They soon arrive at the school where Dilla teaches. 

Ardan deliberately did not wake up dilla, Ardan also leaned on his steering wheel he faced towards friends, rivals, first love and now sister he continued.Streetings full of warmth and affection that he never showed anyone.

Don't look at me like that. Dilla said and opened her eyes and turned to Ardan.

Wh why? did you misunderstand?? ardan Goda

I'm fine, don't pity me, it's all over. said Dilla ignoring Ardan's temptation.

Ardan smiled.then gently stroked the mane of dilla's hair and tidied it.

MM..Okay. said Ardan with a smile.

Dilla first kissed Arnand's hand and got out of his car. Ardan smiled until dilla disappeared from his sight. Then he drove up his car but the smile disappeared and it looked like his jaw was hardened. Arnand still vividly remembers the tears that fell on Dilla's cheek a few years ago before dilla finally disappeared from the medical world like in the swallow of the earth.

Flashbacks

Operation Room.

Dilla who was still in shock forced herself to perform the operation. With his unstable condition at that time Dilla almost harmed the patient he was operating because his mind was shaken.

If Ardan had not been his first assistant, he would have lost his doctor's permission and the life of his patient.

Ardan still remembered the hand of the dila that shook violently back then.

Rooftop RS

Ardan opened the rooftop door, Dilla was there sitting on the bench blankly. Slowly Ardan sat beside Dilla without making a sound.

Sorry .. said dilla breaking the silence.

Its okay.

suddenly dilla's tears dripped down profusely as she stared at both of her hands.

Hiks torment me, I am almost a murderer, hiks.This hand almost kills.

Ardan immediately clasped his trembling hand tightly.

No, you are wrong dilla, your hand, this tiny hand m.ngkin did almost make a mistake but you do not forget how many lives have survived because of this hand Ardan said while staring at dilla inside. Dilla sobbed and cried hysterically. Ardan took her into his arms.

A week later, Ardan was shocked by the news that Dilla was resigning from the hospital where he served. Ardan chases Dilla to the parking lot.

Dilla Stops!!! his yell.

Dilla turned her body.

You don't have to resign just because of this . said Ardan

I feel unworthy, vulnerable human beings like me who are so easily distracted by concentration just because my personal problems will only harm my patients. Ardan was speechless, he could estimate how many tears were flowing from those beautiful eyes by just looking at the puffiness in dilla's eyes.

Sorry you have to handle my patient.said dilla, ardan just silently looked at him flat but his hands were clenched.

We can be angry and hate me. I'm sorry I can't be your rival, ah.wrong, a failed doctor like me will never deserve to be your rival.... dilla said and turned around.

Is that bastard so worthy to make you let go of your dreams.

Dilla turned around, looking straight at Ardan who was right in front of her

No, that bastard is not worth it. That bastard hurt me, but what made me quit my dream was that I was disappointed in myself for not being able to control my feelings until it almost made my patient die in my hands. This hand that I kept and took care of, almost snatched a mother from her daughter, almost snatched a wife from her husband, almost snatched a child from her parents. I, hiks torment me. I failed. said Dilla with tears that escaped from her beautiful eyes without permission.

Ardan was silent, he did not find the slightest lie there.

Flashback off

Ardan until the parking lot of RS. He typed a message on his HP and sent it to Armand. For the first time Ardan asked for help from his first brother.

Armand's jaw hardened as he read the messages and details of the information Ardan had sent him.