
"Will my father forgive you, he can come back to life? go, didn't you say you were living your life with someone else, here I can take care of my mom and myself.
"Adek brother please...". "Your fault is not with me but with my father, I hate you because until the end of my father's life, he loved you so much". The powerless Kenan held back his grief over his regrets running out to meet his father at his navel's final resting place.
Kenan continued to run occasionally walking down the barefoot gravel road to the TPU where his father was buried.
Kenan's journey was quite time consuming almost an hour he walked on foot while lamenting his regrets towards the TPU in question.
Arriving at TPU Kenan cried as if the pain in his heart could not be treated.
"Dad forgive brother well, forgive this son of yours who was not by your side at father's last moment". Kenan was crying a lot over his father's belly button.
Then heavy rain flushed the earth as if to mourn. Kenan remained silent regretting everything that had happened but all that as the saying 'Nasi has become mush'. Kenan's remorse is no longer useful.
"If time can be turned back, I want to spend more time with you well.
The darker Kenan went to leave his father's navel, the rain was getting heavier Kenan continued to step home with a staggered body.
His feet blistered from passing through the gravel-filled streets barefoot, the pain on his feet was unheeded because it was not comparable to the pain of his regret.
"If I had not been so lulled by love, perhaps my regrets would not be what they are today, I would have been foolishly enslaved by love" Kenan wrote to himself.
Arriving at home, Kenan could no longer feel his body that had shivered from the cold, his face was deathly pale, his clothes were dirty full of mud and messy with reddish blistered legs.
Kenan fell unconscious. A security man who was engrossed in coffee was surprised to see the figure of his master who was unconscious on the porch of his employer's house.
The security knocked on the door and the maid opened the door.
"Quick call the madam, Mr. Kenan fainted" said security and the house maid immediately called her master.
"Mistress Mr. Kenan was unconscious, the situation was very bad" said Bik Ijah after the door of his master's room opened. Sintia immediately approached her son who was already in bad condition.
"Because, what happened to you, son?" Sintia cried her heart out like she was slashed and saw the state of her son was very bad.
"Why are you guys quiet? quickly lift the young master in" Sintia snapped.
"Rapid phone doctor bik" orders Sintia panicked to see the state of Kenan getting pale.
"Wake up son, wake up baby, why are you torturing yourself like this son?" lament Sintia.
No matter how angry Sintia is with her son she is still a mother who has a soft heart. The heart of which mother is unharmed sees her beloved child helpless.
That was also what Sintia felt at this time, really she did not have the heart to see the state of Kenan now.
"Sorry madam doctor can not come because there is a rainstorm" said bik Ijah. Sintia is frustrated because Kenan's body temperature is getting colder.
"Take me warm water bik and tell Miss Rania" Sintia ordered.
Bik Ijah followed what his master had ordered.
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Rania tries to rise from her downturn, enough for her to grieve it's time for her to become a force for her family especially for her mother.
His fragile heart made him forget his promise to his late father some time ago, but suddenly his father's shadow flashed Rania jolted because the look on his father's face was so cold that it rained.
Rania thought for a moment, remembering that it never seemed like her father had thrown her cold gaze at her as long as her father was alive.
Rania gasps, remembering her promise to her father while still alive, 'whatever anger she has towards her brother, never ignore it'. That was Rania's promise to Rudi.
At once Rania also felt guilty towards Kenan should not she hurt her brother's feelings like this afternoon. Surely his brother also felt sad and regretful because at the last moment their father was not there beside him
Rania's anxiety became more and more, when she knew her brother was not home while outside the rain increasingly heavy accompanied by lightning that was snatching.
When his heart was still in turmoil at the thought of his brother. The door to his room was knocked. Rania opened the door.
"What's up?" greet Rania when she sees the Ijah bik standing in front of her room.
"Miss, young master...". "What's the bik with Kenan's sister?" cut Rania curious because since the afternoon she had not seen her brother.
"Young master fainted and his condition concerned miss" said bik Ijah carefully.
Rania ran down each step of the stairs without thinking about the condition of her legs that had not recovered.on arriving at the ground floor rania steps stopped when she saw the panic of her mother.
"What is this mother, where is Kenan's sister?" ask Rania worried.
"Your gate is in the guest room".
Rania ventured to step into the guest room with anxiety, then opened the door.
Rania drooped limp when she saw the bad condition of her brother, the face that usually looks handsome now paled, his neat appearance now looks messy and the clean soles of his feet now blistered out a fresh red liquid.
"What happened to you, brother? forgive me for judging you so cruelly". Rania sobbing.
"The appointment after this adek will fulfill the promise adek to the late father, as long as the brother wakes up, do not stay adek brother, we already have no one other than brother". Kenan then muttered in his subconscious.
I'm sorryin brother, invite brother well so that brother can nemenin father. Kenan muttered.
"No! kak Kenan can not go, adek father please do not bring kak Kenan, adek only have kak Kenan well, well, adek promise adek will not be angry again same brother Kenan from father do not bring brother Kenan, let's wake up, banguuunnn". Rania is getting hysterical.
Hearing her hysterical daughter Sintia immediately ran towards her.
"What's up, son?". "Mother, tell Mr. Kenan to get up don't keep bobo, brother Kenan to get up".
Sintia's heart was so shaken to see the suffering experienced by her two children because of being abandoned by her husband.
Sintia approached and touched Kenan's body, it turned out Kenan's body temperature was very hot but his palm was so cold.
"Please dear wake up son, this mother please forgive mother for hurting you" said Sintia panicked.
"Mother, brother Kenan why" asked Rania but the mother did not answer.
Rania panicked because her brother had a high fever and always muttered to call his father occasionally visible clear spots out of the corner of his eyes a sign of his deep regret.
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