The Boy for the Widow

Ooogh sorry God ...

Lyra's body shook violently when she heard the divorce sentence from Zul's lips, she turned to the man who had built a household with her for 12 years despite being a widow at that time.

Now Lyra must hear that sentence again from Zul's lips.

"What's? A divorce? Is it my fault, Zul!?"

Zul chuckles at his wife's stupid question.

"Wrongly? Are you never wrong? 12-year-old Lyra, I spent time with you! From losing my twin at the beginning of our marriage, you blamed me for the death of your ex-husband! Confession of your love to Dony! Even your overprotective attitude towards Kesy is also me! At first I thought it was the way you loved me, but I was wrong! That's your way of trapping me, so you can do the wrong thing to us! From an age, I admit you're older! But from life experience, you're just afraid of losing us!" obviously with a depressed face.

"Zul, I love you, appreciate you! Even all I devoted to us! Why am I wrong here! I'm not wrong! I just want Kesy not to get too hung out there! This is German Zul, I'm afraid he made a fatal mistake. She's my daughter! I'm afraid, because Adi did that to her fiance Laura! Naturally I'm angry, I'm Kesy's mother. Nine months I was pregnant with her Zul ...!" her crying with shoulders shaking.

Zul could only be speechless, he let out a long sigh, preferring to calm down rather than do anything more fatal to Lyra.

'Egoist woman. Never admitting his mistakes. I better find myself where Kesy is ...!'

While Lyra was still crying loudly, roaring in their apartment room, making the three twins Lyra and Zul peek out from behind their bedroom door.

Zul, who was very unhappy with Lyra's attitude if it was like this, again snapped loudly at his wife.

"Stop it Lyra! Stopit! The kids are still sleeping! Do you want me to leave you!?"

Lyra was silent, her face reddened lips still trembling due to Zul's snapping which hurt her heart so much.

Lyra chose to stand up, entered the room that had been opened by Zul.

Their three children do not understand what they are saying, but Hana and Hani can feel what Lyra feels as her mother.

Betris, who slept with the twins, only gently rubbed Hana and Hani's head, but Haris was still silent at the open door. 

Haris asked with a flat face in front of Hani as well as Hana on Betris, "Machen Erwachsene oft diese Aunt? Warum hat sich Mama Nie with Schwester Kesy vershnt?"

(Does an adult often do that aunty? why don't you ever make up with Kak Kesy?)

Betris only smiled faintly, "Als Erwachsener ist das alles sehr verwirrend. Also ist es besser, wir sind geduldig und ruhig. Beten Sie, dass Schwester Kesy unter Gottes Schutz steht, wahrend Mama bereit ist, ihre Mongel zu akzeptieren und ihre Fehler einzugestehen .." hug him on the three twins very close to him.

(If you're all grown up, it'll all feel so cloudy. So better, we're patient and calm. Pray that Sister Kesy will be in God's protection, while Mama will accept her shortcomings and admit her mistakes ..)

While in the same apartment of different rooms, Lyra was still crying hugging the body of Zul who was reluctant to return her embrace.

Zul just silently pecked, even mute. This time he was no longer fooling around. Because I feel very disappointed. Maybe if he had the courage to divorce Lyra for a long time, there was no woman in his life.

However, considering all the circumstances of the family, Kesy, as well as trying to forgive the fatal mistakes that have been committed by Lyra, makes Zul want to survive only in the name of love and affection.

However, the 12-year-old struggles for marriage with all the selfishness of a wife who does not understand how her real daughter makes Zul even more fed up with Lyra's attitude.

"Zul please don't divorce me! I beg Zul, do not separate me from the children! I'm gonna change, I'm gonna be a good mom to them. Don't leave me, Zul .." said Lyra tightly hugging Zul's body on the sofa of their room.

Zul did not retaliate at all, he just let his wife beg like that, before he took out all his entrails.

"Rel ... Answer me, dear. Answer it!! I regret expelling Adi, not listening to his explanation. I beg Zul!" cries howling.

Zul releases Lyra's snare from her extremely stifling body.

"Listen to Lyra, we were married from the beginning. I never wanted to hurt you! I've been working hard on treating Kesy. You should know how our family sacrificed to treat your daughter! Please, please understand! Was this how you were when you were Dony's wife? Never listening, not wanting to know how Kesy, how to mentally treat him. That's what I'm looking after Lyra. Adi is just as an opening of my mind and mind, to continue to be a victim to your selfishness! I work eight hours a day, you work five to eight hours a day. The difference is, you're home, I'm in the hospital. Your kids are in control. I'm pushing it on you! If Kesy's departure, makes one fatal mistake, we're done! I don't want three more victims of your selfishness! Catch that!"

Zul, who was about to get off the couch where they were sitting, was immediately restrained by Lyra's arm.

"Please Zul, don't threaten me with a split word. Our children need us, me you too. Don't you love me anymore? Not in love with me anymore, Zul?" please Lyra while crying.

Zul smiled faintly, "It's not a matter of love or affection Lyra. But your threat is the same as Kesy, making him fall further to the bottom of the ocean" he said.

Lyra is silent not budging ...

Zul pointed at Lyra's chest and then said a very piercing sentence to her heart ...

"Can you not tell Kesy, every time you guys have a problem always saying 'mama will send you to your Papa family ...'! Is that a mother's advice? You think he hasn't told me the same story all along? How is the family of his father, you as his mother! Don't you ever think how disappointed he is with you two? Ooogh I'm sorry God, that one's dead! His mother who is there. You think just giving money, good food, that's enough? You forgot to give your tenderness to your four children, Lyra! I've seen enough of it. 12 Years is enough! There will be no more time ...! In vain I maintain a household that looks harmonious, but not warm to the baby .." he explained with a reddened face and teary eyes ...

"Mil ..."

Lyra wanted to dodge, but unable to continue, she could only cry out lamenting her own fate at this moment.