
"TIIIIIDAAAAAA..."
I woke up with a body full of sweat and soaking in the clothes I was wearing, my tears had flowed very hard.
I looked at both of my hands, both fitted with different infusions. The left hand part is attached to the infusion with a clear color liquid, and the other hand is attached to the infusion of blood fluid. I turned to look around me, blue curtains covering and surrounding my bed.
The infirmary? I said in my heart. Recalling the events I experienced before, I immediately plucked the two infusions from all my hands and ran out of the room.
The sisters keep chasing me. Just as my foot was a few steps past the hospital exit, a doctor caught my arm. Pulling me up and locking both my arms on each to the two sides of my waist, the doctor hugged my waist very tightly from behind.
I focused all my strength on my feet and poured out all my anger by stepping on the doctor's foot with all my might until the doctor felt pain, but he held back his screams so as not to cause a commotion.
"Hey... Oi... Calm down, miss, you just woke up. You haven't really recovered yet, don't act like one" the doctor said.
"No!!! dad... mom..!!" Rontaku while crying and trying to escape from the embrace of the doctor who kept holding me.
"Calm Ms.., sister! immediately give a tranquilizer to this beautiful Miss"
The sister who was ordered immediately headed towards me and gave me an injection so I could be calmer, a few minutes later my legs could no longer hold my body weight due to the effects of the dope injected into me.
"Don't worry Miss, if you realize later then you'll get the information you want" The doctor took me in his arms and brought me back to my bed, put back the infusion that I had removed from both my hands.
"Mother.father..." I said before I completely lost my consciousness again.
For 2 hours I was under the influence of drugs and then realized, I saw the ceiling above where I was lying.
"Welcome back..."
A man's voice rang out from next to me, I looked at the man and it turned out that it was the doctor who had caught me. I tried to get up and try to sit down, the doctor helped me by giving me a pillow refutation behind my back.
"Dad and my mom..?" Ask me directly without further ado first.
"Our team just got there when everything was burning, only you survived being out of the way with a body full of blood" explained the doctor.
I could not hold back my tears and sorrow, my parents who I loved so much and only they my family is now gone. Although the doctor did not say about their deaths but from his explanation that everything had been burned, then I could understand it. How can I not understand, my memory is still clear about all those events and my father and mother were locked in a car unable to move. While me...
'My soul..? how could I be outside that car? and why am I the only one to survive?'
'Why don't I remember where I could be outside the car? what the hell is going on?'
My tears kept dripping down my cheeks, I really did not understand and did not remember what happened after the accident. Am I getting thrown out of the car or am I trying to get out on my own? I don't remember any of that, why?
My cry grew more and more frustrating, I held my head with both hands and cried as hard as I could.
"Calm down, control yourself. I know it's all heavy, but you have to keep yourself in control. Don't let your emotions beat you, you have to be strong" said the doctor, hugging me to prevent my actions from continuing to wring my hair.
I lost everything, my parents and even myself. My spirit of life now really seems to be leaving me, now what should I do? and can I live alone without my mom and dad?
My heart was so painful and painful, I kept crying in the doctor's arms. Muffling the sound of my crying in his white robe, if only I could turn the clock. Then I will choose not to go on vacation, I will stay in my sleep so that the accident does not happen and I do not lose my dear parents.
'Lord, what path do You want to show me so that You give me this life? why is it only I whom You do not call God? it's not fair, you took my father and mother at once. What should I do now, Lord?'
"Rest, calm yourself down" the doctor laid me down and began to move away.
"Do.file.dock..ter..." Calling me stammering because of my cry, I held the arm of the doctor's robe unwillingly to let go. The doctor came back and stroked my head.
"Rest, we're all here. You don't have to worry, get some sleep" persuaded the doctor.
I closed my eyes and tried to sleep, but I was still reluctant to let go of my grip on the doctor. As if if I were to let go then I would be completely alone without anyone, I need someone who can make me feel comfortable. Now that I have no one, I don't want everyone to just leave me.
Within a few minutes I was fast asleep from exhaustion, in my sleep I dreamed my father and mother came to see me. They hugged me, kissed me on the cheek and cried...
"Dear, live happily. Never blame yourself or regret what has happened, mom and dad will always be with you. Watching you and seeing you, mom and dad will always love you. Hyorin we love the most..." Said my mother while hugging me and stroking my head as usual, my tears were soaking down my cheeks.
"Mothers... Hyorin loved mom and dad very much" I hugged my mom and dad together and cried in their arms.
"We have to leave Hyorin immediately, remember the one thing my father said was Hyorin. Choose your own way of life and never surrender your life to death, live happily our Hyorin..."
"Where are you and mom going? Hyorin wants to go with mom and dad, okay?" I said crying sobbing, they shook their heads together and kissed my cheeks together on each side of my cheeks.
My father and mother started to let go of their embrace, slowly they started to move away. I kept chasing them and calling them back, the pain in my heart was dripping with tears as their shadows were completely lost in the darkness.
I fell on my knees and supported my body with both hands on the floor, crying out loud.