The Blood of Cursed Beauty

Episode 8

The entrance and exit of my classroom are now filled with some students who swarm in just to see me who got angry by my teacher or our Ustzda.

I was saddened to find this treatment, but did not feel pain in the chest. I mopped the floor in my wet uniform, After that I still have to clean my broken plate and the food that was broken apart.

My appetite suddenly disappeared after seeing the food that had been served after waiting a long time in the queue, now redundant wasted on the floor.

" Huhhhfff.. At least this food is Afika wrong right?! sorry rice, hiks. You don't cry like Afika well?! Afika will feel guilty if you cry. hikss "my inner as the vibration of crying that I hold.

Back to the actual topic.

" Afika... Afika also wants to have mahh friends!!!. Afica.. Afika is also as small as them, right???!!.. But why does only Afika feel different like that???! Is Islam like this?!! What Islamic school should favoritism well?!! If not, Afika wants to go to Adventist school?!! there Afika has many friends and Mam.merni who loves Afika...😭😭" He complained in the sobbing tears of Isak.

" Afica... " Guman mama slow.

Hearing all my confessions, my mother finally collapsed. She held me in a tight embrace, she did not escape her crying either, and after her crying, she said.

" It's not the wrong religion of Islam, dear. God never taught his creation like that, Blame the human being. Those who are blind to appearances and arrogant to the throne. All Religions are good dear, and all Religions have their own tests of life, Right now you are alone. But one day you will understand the meaning of the various religions in this world. Their teachings are not far from our teachings, it's just that we need to respect their religious teachings, and respect their beliefs. Maybe at this time Afika does not understand, but mama is sure! Soon Afika will understand! Opah has different beliefs, just like we love. We are all Muslims while Opah Afika Advent. All that is okay, as long as you know how to appreciate and respect, not berate and throw insults... Cup cup already.. mama will face the school tomorrow.you still school well son.. sometimes apologizing is not just because we are wrong.maybe without realizing you have made them uncomfortable.... Like the prophet Muhammad Saw, he forgives and relents, whether good or evil, he does not take revenge or hold on to the ego...Already have.. " Mama's words are very long.

All of that is the same Skali I do not understand, but I know it must have a great meaning for me later. I will try to remember all of your words today, so that later if I have understood many things maybe those words can help me?!

Next day.

Mama also faced all parties of the school, room by room, teacher by teacher, question by question, all he passed by with trepidation. For the sake of her innocent little daughter and she loved with all her heart. No mother wants her child to struggle, especially when she is very young to fight a cruel world.

Like the mother of a criminal, she kept getting questions that also tested her heart.

On the same day I went to school even though strange gazes continued to accompany the spotlight of my movements.

I did not care about them, because my heart was dead to know strangers, even more so I became resentful of all the scenarios of my life.

But despite knowing I had embarrassed my class and my homeroom teacher, Ms. Titi still loved me like she loved others. And some of my male friends supported me, and even Fadli, Rizky, Farhan, etc. encouraged me.

" Afika😊 Do not hesitate if you want to tell something, we all remain your friends!! " Surprisingly, Brother Farhan embraced me.

" .... " Hidden.

" Afica.. I don't care what my parents say, although it's true that I'll be moved, I can ask Fadli to tell you about it, and if it's a vacation I'll play with you " Reza's brother's legs are now standing before me.

" Afika. apologize.. " Gumanku then bowed limp.

"..." - ".Silent.

" Why since that day? Afika no longer feels what, just feels empty. Afika was also confused what feeling was this?! " Then I looked at their faces one by one.

" Afika?. it is called numbness... The feeling of emptiness is the term, and can be interpreted as empty, or when compared with a color, such as Black and White/Subur & ️ ️ ️, Don't worry!!!😂😂 "Obviously Rizky's smiling brother.

" You're not disgusted to be friends with Afika? " I asked to make sure.

" Huh???... " They then look at each other.

" Hey don't act plain!! " This time one hard jettison landed on my seat.

" Brother Fadli!!!!! Taaaauuuuu.. " Pull.

We all laughed together.

The mood of sadness, fear, and awkwardness, now crumpled by the warmth given by my friend. I should be thankful that I still have them here, and the only ones who hate me are girls.

" Afika, Brother Rizky would you ask dong?? " Say Rizky who was accompanying me saw a fish in a small swamp near the schoolyard.

" Dad!! Boleeh.. " Sail.

" When Afika changes schools, we can still play? " The question is to stop my activities.

" So that's so, huh?? " Splumbed sad.

" If so...... " He went away and grabbed the hot sun during the day.

Seeing him standing up has made my eyes glare because his face is now equivalent to a point of sunlight, bubbles of light visible from behind the face.

" Come on!! " He stretched out his hand and pulled me running towards our gathered theme friends.

I saw it with narrow eyes, the saying I could not waste, for I was sure! One day I will never see him again.

" Let's play the game!!! Class hike is approaching?!! Make this holiday even more fun!!? " That sentence appeared smoothly from his lips.

Dumbfounded!

" ?!. Come on!!!''early heard "I was touched for a few seconds, then immediately agreed to the invitation.

It was a day full of memories, it did not feel like 2 weeks had passed, and the day after tomorrow was the graduation day for Fadli and others, as well as the class for me, Ilham and Joseph.

Ascension 2nd grade Elementary, I transferred my parents to a school close to the central urban area. Well there even though the effect is the same, but I am grateful! at least teachers in this modest school have a very high tolerance for us who are full of life limitations. And again after everything I've been through, I finally have a friend I most crave, his name is Tyas and Qolbi.

They were my first friends at this new school. Actually there is still a Rule too, but he moved to Java, even though he was only 3 months friends. Huh........

" tya? What do you want to eat today? " Tanyaku to the white girl wrapped in white hijab anyway.

" Hmm.. How much money do you have?? " Reply, Tyas again threw the question.

" As usual RP.2.000,- Heheh.. " I chuckled

" You're Qol? What do you want to do?? " My song is now turning to the sweet black girl with deep dimple blisters.

" Ehh?? Like a good fried noodle food, Buy yuk ..later drink me the treat. how?? " Qolbi's proposal showed off her dimples.

" Of!!!! " saut ku and Tyas together.

" I'm orange juice!!!! I'm Chocolate!! " Our call to each other aut menu on Qolbi.

" Yah Iyah... " Qolbi's laughter was engraved sincerely on her face.

Apparently, my parents choice was not wrong!^^^^

Because of them, I was able to have friends despite being very awkward at first and eating quite a long time. And again, of all those who wanted to be friends with me, it turned out that only they were the ones who kept wanting to keep me company.

In addition, the entire herd of men in my class is no less good than me.

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Oh God, thank you so much!😭、2

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