The Blind Girl Who Culled
The Part 41
Aaron's life is nothing interesting after Siska's departure from his life. The man became a very cold person and difficult to interact, even that to Cessy himself. Though he was not too cold like this and Cessy finally predicted what is currently happening to the man.
Nun until now he does not know what the problem is between Aaron and Siska. In fact, he was so curious what caused the man to be like that every day and Siska also went straight from Aaron's life.
Several times he wanted to ask the problems of the two of them but until now he had not dared to do so. Afraid that Aron would be upset by the question. This would be the most sensitive argument for the man.
Therefore, Cessy had been just carrying out her duties while paying attention to the man and thinking about where Siska had gone. It was also Aaron's sadness during this time, because Siska basically did not live in California that he had set. It seems Siska already knew the man's plan.
But he did not find out the whereabouts of Siska because he thought maybe Siska wanted to leave his life and he could have looked for Siska until he could if he wanted to but remember again Siska certainly did not want him know whereabouts.
Aaron stared at the star that was scattered in space tonight. A faint smile was raised whenever it was recalled by the words of Siska who always asked about the shape of the stars and how the beauty of the night. Because all this time he did not know with the beauty and in his eyes every day was the same and nothing changed.
"You must be very curious about the shape of the star. I've said it before, but you don't know what a pentagon looks like until I give you a pentagonal object until you finally understand what a star is."
The smile disappeared immediately. Aaron missed his head because of the deep regret he felt. Let that regret torment him in return for what he has done.
"Aaron, you really make me so happy. Thank you for everything you've given me" said Siska, who was still ringing in Aaron's mind that day.
Aaron took a deep breath and picked up a bottle of wine. He also looked at the picture of a woman who was displayed there and also beside him there was a photo of Siska. Both photos are of people who have been wasted and make them regret knowing him.
He did not know what he had done had a huge impact on the two women. But the departure of Siska is what makes him so deeply feel regret. Siska is a person who cares so much for her and has helped her a lot but she cannot thank her for that at all.
Cessy looked at Aaron who looked frustrated from outside the man's room. Every day Aaron looks gloomy like that and Cessy herself can not interact and know what their problems are because honestly until now there is no clarity between Siska and Aaron.
"May you live happily."
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6 Months later
Siska's pregnancy is beginning to show. She doesn't live with anyone and takes care of her own pregnancy. He was so steadfast to go through such days without letting out any tears at all. It could be said that Siska was a strong child and was able to pass through such a cruel world.
"Son, I'm sorry I wasn't able to take good care of you. I hope you won't be mad at me."
Siska smiled faintly and then rubbed her stomach and then she drank the milk in her hand.
Siska enjoyed every sip of the milk. A very wonderful taste he felt. He just found out if a pregnant woman should drink milk as a form of caring for their baby in the womb. This method is all he found here. It was so unique and Siska thought it helped her enough.
Although he got suffering in the 2 dwellings but still Siska thinks that the modern world is the best. In the modern world it can help him a little even though he is in a state of sadness.
"Is it so deep in your problems that you're pensive like this?" ask someone who has just come and presented themselves.
Siska turned her head and faced the person. He frowned and sensed the aura of someone completely unknown to him.
"Who are you? And what do you want?"
"I am the one who owns this house. I want to ask if you've paid for it this month? But it seems you have a lot of problems. But take it easy because everyone has problems too. I have a problem too."
"Ah you, who I thought. I'll get you the money for a while" said Siska and then went into her room and took the money she had saved for the future.
Siska handed the man some dollar bills and then left.
"If you have a problem don't forget to cry and give everything."
Siska took a deep breath and then sat down at the dinner table in a very tired and miserable state.
She was crying too. It had been a long time since he harbored this cry that was finally poured out as well. I can't keep that painful feeling quiet.
The words of the man touched his feelings so that he could not win all of it and then cry as it happened.
"I hate these tears coming out. I told you I'm a strong boy and I can't cry, but why am I still crying like this?" siska asked, not understanding to herself who likes to cry.
Though Siska had made a promise of herself that could not fulfill that promise. Siska clenched her strong hand and then wiped off her tears quite harshly.
"Eitherway. I hope my life is happy with you."
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