
hearing sisy's question, alex felt he had run out of patience, dropped his spoon and fork rough on the plate, to let out a clanking sound, and,
"You still ask why? after what you did to me this morning?, oh my lord, shittt"
swear alex when he remembered himself who did not make love when his weapon stood fully ready for execution, it really made alex like a toy with his woman.
sisy who heard alex's anger spoke in a high tone, reflexively closed her eyes, feeling shocked and horrified by alex's anger.
"don't you realize how long you haven't carried out your duties as a wife? it's been three more months, I have to fast for that long? I never even fasted for a week before her, before marrying you and now? I'm not sure I'll be able to be patient anymore"
alex really uses the opportunity to let out his anger, his uneasy feeling in the chest all this time, pour out the contents of his feelings because he did not get rations from his wife during that time.
alex's loud voice makes sisy stop her eating activities.
"I guess I'll really find another woman if you keep rejecting me"
alex grumbled again, still with an annoyed expression, making sisy's eyes open wide, glaring in shock at what Alex had just said.
"What do you mean?"
sisy asked in deep shock at what she had just heard from the man in front of her.
"I'm even pregnant with your child and you want to find another woman?"
sisy's tears have been on the fertilizer, ready to release and freefall on the cheeks sisy increasingly cabi. can't stop thinking alex to say like that even though he was angry, even though he was angry, alex doesn't like to say that.
especially since pregnancy, sisy becomes more melow.
Alex passed the emotions, ah alex regretted the last word that had spoken, his chest of fireworks rose and fell, his breath was stung staring softly at the eyes of the wife who began to glaze over glass, and his wife, alex regretted all the harsh words he had accidentally uttered.
It was just a form of disappointment alex on sisy who had for too long refused to be touched by her.
as a man, making love is an important necessity.
moreover, Alex has tried to continue to correct his mistakes, but his woman can never accept him back, making Alex's patience really in the test and almost exhausted.
"sorry"
alex said softly, looking at the bead of sisy's eyes that were still glazed, silent holding tightness in the chest.
"I know, I'm just your property, which when you're bored, then you're gonna dump me right?"
this time as if the situation turned around, if alex had dominated the anger, now sisy was more intimidating.
sisy remembers what Alex used to say to her, with tears in her eyes, still glazed over.
"I was wrong to expect more from you" sisy told Alex.
there was a deep disappointment from Sisy over what Alex had said just now.
"Do what you want to do, it's your life, I know enough myself, I'll never be who for you, I remember who I am you can never change"
Ah alex cursed himself who mispronounced, because of emotions, all of his being runyam.
"if you're bored, tell me from the beginning and I'll be gone soon"
sisy said again, then passed away from the dining table, there was still Alex who was still silent, self-cursing who could not hold back emotions.
alex was just left out.
call alex to his wife, trying to hold back so that sisy does not leave her alone in a state of anger.
but sisy's footsteps were too fast, realizing that sisy had already left the dining table in a fit of rage.
"shiiittttt, why is it getting more complicated"
alex rubbed his rough face, rushing after his wife who passed leaving him alone at the dinner table.
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sisy went to her private room, the room she had been in since she first came to the house, where her personal belongings were, lowered the large bag, stuffed things into the large bag.
satin, finally the day where he will be free from the noose of alex arrived, first sisy imagined it would be fun if it could be separated from alex, but now why pain?, sisy imagine it would be fun if you could get away from alex, but now why pain?, the taste is like garbage, sweet enough to throw away.
though in the womb there is a baby candidate, but why can alex throw it away while pregnant? saying that she would look for another woman in her presence clearly, while still pregnant, was painful for Sisy.
finally the tears that he had been holding back from earlier, also shed.
the feeling of pain, pain in the heart, wants it to remove along with the release of tears from the eye fertilizers, so that the heart feels more relieved.
duarr...
Alex enters sisy's room after her by pushing the door rough, causing a bang.
making sisy startled and tiptoed, stopping her hand movements for a moment, knowing alex who came, without turning her head sisy continued her activity of packing things.
seeing his woman packing things into a big bag, Alex grew angry.
"Stop"
alex grabs sisy's big bag and throws it toward the corner of the room, until the items that had been put in the bag scatter, scattered.
"Who let you get out of here? huh uh?"
"i won't let you out of this house one step"
alex's face looks dirty, angry.
his eyes glared perfectly.
"Aren't you going to find another woman? I used to be able to casually see other women in and out of your room, but now that I'm even pregnant with your child, I won't be able to see it all" sisy's glassy eyes imagined the painful thing.
alex sighed deeply then exhaled a coarse breath, rubbing his rough face, and,
"okay, I mispronounced earlier, I won't be looking for another woman" said Alex.
trying to normalize emotions, do not want to escape control and make his wife want to leave the house.
alex chose to give up.
"a..what as long as I refuse you, you've been playing with the other woman behind me? ain't he? " sisy guessed, guessed while squinting, looking for the truth to alex.
"astaga, I'm even willing to suffer withholding all of her and you're still accusing me, I can go crazy with all of this"
alex grabbed his own hair, feeling frustrated with the situation, the problem of quarrel with his wife never finished.