The Beginning of My Story Journey With My True Love

You've Found My Substitute

I thought I could move on with you for a very long time, but I was wrong after a few days we ended all the problems you immediately found a substitute figure for me sir.

Are you not thinking about my feelings?..

I was just a little surprised, especially I didn't expect you to get that woman, that fast.

And as I have predicted before it is true that you will never feel enough with just one woman in your life who is always in your joys and sorrows.

But when I have tried to be in your efforts, your difficulties you do not remember all my sacrifices for you sir.

It's so painful that I don't really think you're so naive, sir, you said there wouldn't be a woman in my life there wouldn't be a courtship in my life all your words are lies.

I'm disappointed with all the words that there's no evidence of it sir, you're a big liar, you can break my heart in your way but I'm fine sir.

I can only smile while looking at your photo with the young lady,I cannot say anything more about the two of you that I love so much that you are very brave to incise the wound in my heart by using both of your hands until the sword penetrates my heart and heart, sir.

The pain I felt I could not cover you, the tears that flowed I could not stop you, I was devastated with all my attitude and treatment towards me sir.

On the other hand you always remember me in terms of kindness about clothes and on the other hand you consider me trivial.

Simple right? trifling women is my forte, sir, and you're very proud of it.

It was your stubbornness that destroyed all of you, sir, destroyed my feelings, my soul, when I saw your picture with that woman...

The instant my world was destroyed sir, my soul trembled violently as if a storm had struck my life all of a sudden and struck all my hopes for me Master.

Everything is gone and I try hard to convince myself that I will remain in good condition, sir, without you I am sure I will find another happiness of love.

I have promised you I will never leave you in your most difficult circumstances so I will fulfill that promise I will always be there when you are in an unhealthy state and in a state of being the downed sir.

I will fulfill all the bonds of promise between us, even though your body I cannot have at least I will keep both of us.

The bound, the promise is still the promise of the master and if you refuse it, you have no right to refuse because I intend to pay off all my promises that have been spoken before you sir.

My move on ends today sir, all the stories about us are finished there is no longer my way back to you sir.

^^Jambak,02 June 2023^^^

^^^Author ^^

Mediana Utami^^^^^