THE BEAUTIFUL CARDBOARD HEAD

9

" Crazy yes, thankfully you're a quick emergence. If I don't feel dizzy I want to see Gretha who you continue." said Eric.Now Eric and Endra walked into the canteen that looked crowded, then sat themselves on one of the empty benches there.

" What do you want to eat? Let me order it" asked Eric to Endra.

" Bakso is my iced orange" he replied.

" Don't meatballs, I ordered you to soto rice. You just entered the UKS this morning must be because of maggh lo kumat again right?"

" dh. Sok know lo, yaudah it's up to you order me anything." said Endra. Yeah, even though Eric's a bitch but he's like a big brother to Endra.

" Lo fight again as bokap lo?" eric asked after ordering their food. Endra just shrugged his shoulders indifferently hearing Eric's question without turning his attention to the phone he was holding.

" What's your situation? there's been progress."

Endra put down his phone, took a deep breath and then exhaled slowly to remove the tightness that began to approach when remembering his mother.

" There is still no change" he replied.

" Lo the strong Ndra, I'm sure you'll be cured" said Eric.

Endra smiled faintly looking at Eric.

" Yes, I'm sure that's for sure." her inner.

*******

After school, Anya decided to stop by the bookstore first, to buy some books for her to study and just to read at home when she was joining.

Many books are neatly lined up. Starting from academic books to fiction books by talented writers are also neatly arranged there. Although the distance traveled quite far, it did not undo his desire to go there.

Anya walked down each of her shelves, even she also picked up some books for her to buy. Until when the middle down every hallway from the bookshelf. Enter him on one of the shelves containing music there are various kinds of musical instruments such as violins, guitars, drums and others. There are even tools to play music such as Digital Versatile Disk or commonly known as DVD, as well as books to learn various musical instruments are also available. Anya's eyes sparkled as she began to enter the passageway, this was an eye heaven for her. The sound of music that comes from an old-school musical instrument that uses a black disc as the source of the music sound comes from, named Gramophone accompany Anya around the hallway.

Now his eyes were fixed on one of the shelves containing albums from famous violinists of his time. His fingers slid down every inch of the shelf, stopping at one of his idol's albums. Yes, Bella Aswara.

" It's pretty" she murmured.

He decided to buy some of the album's collections. After he felt it was enough he decided to go home immediately because the weather seemed dark due to cloudy.

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"Endra you've come home?"

Endra grimaced at the question that came out of his stepmom, Instead of answering Endra just kept stepping into the room past the stepmom who was currently staring at him.

He was just about to set his foot on the stairs. The question from her stepmom was able to make her stop instantly.

 " Worry?" endra Gumam.

" Endra.." call him again, trying to get close to Endra who is now silent.

" Well, what's the same with me?" ask Endra to his stepmother.

Hearing Endra's question made Nirvana speechless, he then lowered his hand which just wanted to reach the arm of his stepson.

" -You mean what is Ndra? Mama doesn't understand." she replied trembling. Nirvana dared not say more because Endra was now looking at him sharply.

" Don't pretend to be stupid, I hate hypocrites the most!" endra said with a cold tone.

" Endra, mama just.." - Nirwana's stepmom.

" STOP SAYING THAT WORD IN FRONT OF ME, YOU'RE NOT MY MOM B*NGS*T! LO IT'S JUST BENALU WHO RUINED MY PARENTS' HOUSEHOLD. IF YOU DON'T SHOW UP MY FAMILY WILL NOT BE DESTROYED LIKE NOW!" yelled Endra who could no longer hold back his emotions.

Endra walked closer to Nirwana "If you dare to interfere again in my business. I'm sure your life will suffer!" he said it then passed leaving Nirvana who was now huffing annoyed at him.

Endra walked into his dark-looking room. Groping the cold walls of the room to look for a light switch, then turning it on. His eyes looked at every corner of the room that looked clean, it seemed like the aunt was the one who cleaned it because indeed every morning there was the aunt who was in charge of cleaning the house.

Endra then lay down on the bed to release all his fatigue today. Groped his pants pocket, took his phone. His heart throbbed pain when he saw the photos of his mother and himself a few years ago, a happy smile adorned the faces of both.

Endra is very familiar with the mother they often spend time together, and not infrequently capture every moment of togetherness by taking pictures together. He did not expect if now he can only look at the photos through his cellphone, the mother is now lying in a coma due to a car accident that hit him 5 years ago. And he could only hope that the mother would wake up from her long sleep and return with him as she used to.

Now the day looks more and more afternoon, the clock shows the number 17.30 Endra just moved from his mattress, he said, rushed to the bathroom to just clean his body of dust and dirt due to his activities during school and cool his mind that was hot because of the actions of his stepmother.

*******

Anya had just finished her bathing ritual, while drying her hair that was still half wet using a towel that she sipped on her shoulder. He began to take out the groceries he bought at the bookstore after school. And put it in the closet available in his room

He bought several books and an album. He is looking forward to opening his latest album collection, Anya eyes sparkle. How not, though, the first thing when he opened the album he was presented with a poster Bella Aswara that looks very elegant playing her violin in a garden filled with beautiful yellow flowers around it.

The poster was large enough that he could attach it to the wall of his room. However, he did not have the courage to do so considering the father who did not like it, he was afraid that Bagas would tear and throw the poster.

Switching from the poster, Anya again opened the next sheets of the album. Beautiful portraits of Bella Aswara adorn each sheet, and there are also several photocards of Bella Aswara smiling sweetly with her beloved violin. As well as a beautiful classical music player cassette that comes from the melodious violin.

Anya immediately put the cassette into her laptop, then play the music. Tonight he will not be accompanied by silence because of the chanting of music derived from the violin Bella Aswara who will accompany his sleep tonight.