THE ALCHEMIST: Changing History

THE ALCHEMIST: Changing History
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Suddenly Kristy felt guilty for living in such a beautiful place on the suffering of Margin, my God.


"Kristy" called someone who Kristy really wanted to avoid.


Kristy looked at the source of the voice and was surprised to see Roger already on the porch of her pavilion.


"Why are you here?" kristy asked as if she had forgotten that this was Roger's house.


"This is my home" answered Roger calmly.


"You want to come back to live here?" ask Kristy again.


"Yes you're right" he replied casually.


"Alright then I'll move" Kristy replied instantly.


"Why should I move?" asked Roger astonishedly staring intensely at Kristy.


"Because.emm.I thought you were going to kick me out" Kristy replied looking for an excuse.


Roger chuckles and shakes his head.he gets closer to Kristy and unexpectedly suddenly Roger hugs Kristy tightly but instantly he regains consciousness and loosens his embrace so that Kristy does not suffocate.


"I want to move here because I want to be closer to you.I don't want you anywhere.I want you to judge for yourself how sincere the love I have for you..and you can see for yourself and you don't have to be afraid of me. I'm not in a hurry and I'll wait until you believe me and be ready to accept me into your life" obviously Roger still hugged Kristy.


"I met Margin.. I'm also afraid that you'll leave me just as you left" Kristy said slowly.


"I didn't leave Kristy.he chose to leave.. I've tried my best and take responsibility for her life because I brought her into my people.My heart can't lie and I can't force myself to love her..all of this was indeed my hasty fault for fear that he would age and die.. I was afraid I couldn't be with her but I realized that what I felt was not love.. The feelings I have for you I can't explain with Kristy's words.. I love you and I want to live with you to spend the rest of my life with you, but I don't want to rush and I'll make you regret it..I'll wait even if you get older I don't care and I'll keep waiting for you until you can accept me" she explained of her feelings for Kristy and Margin.


Kristy can't hide her haru taste.she's downcast hiding her cries.


"Rogers..I am a broken person,deep inside.I have never felt loved, embraced, entertained, encouraged, given encouragement, praise, and acceptance and support..it was all foreign to me only Maiden understood and I just felt it all from her..he said I needed some time to get used to receiving all of those things from someone other than myself.and maybe slowly my frozen heart would start to melt" said Kristy still sobbing in the chest of Roger's field and Roger further tightened his embrace giving peace to Kristy.


"I know baby..Maiden said, I have to wait and give you time to heal" Roger said.


Kristy looked up and stared intensely at Roger.


"Yes.he knows you more than anyone.I know now why it's so hard to accept my love..I promise Kristy.I'll treat you well and make up for all the wounds you've felt in the past.. I will wait until your heart is open and ready to receive me" said Roger steady.


"You sure.. Roger I don't even know when my heart will heal.If you wait for me for years then I'll get older and I look older than you" obviously Kristy was doubtful of Roger's readiness.


"I don't mind Kristy, even if I have to wait until you're a granny, I'll just wait for you..I don't want to force you to make a hasty decision even though I'm very sure I want to marry you.. I just ask, give me a chance to always be close to you and treat you well and do things you never received before from others.. I'll heal your heart and make sure that you can accept my love" Roger said steadily without hesitation.


Kristy nods along with the flowing tears and gently wipes away Roger.


"I've never been this patient before Kristy. only you are worth the wait" Roger told Kristy's lips.


Kristy felt a warmth and as if all the eveloquence that was coming her way was light.. Kristy enjoys Roger's warm embrace.


Maiden was right that time she said that her heart was hard and difficult to penetrate because she had never felt affection in her life..kristy's soul has been thirsty for a feeling that she has never felt either from her parents or peers with her self.


In Kristy's life, she just focused on working, not even time to just feel in love.now she can slowly open her heart to Roger.


Roger took off his pagutan and looked at Kristy deeply.he was increasingly convinced of his feelings.he really had fallen in love with the girl he was currently approaching with his warm.


"I will often give you a hug. I will also always hold your hand and do anything for you. I will make you accustomed to the love I offer..and for sure I'll wait for you until whenever you're ready to receive love from me" uajr Roger stared intensely at Kristy and smiled thinly and entered the main house leaving Kristy still stunned in her place.


Kristy holds her chest.she still feels the warmth of Roger's body that just hugged her..Roger was so patient that he would wait until he was ready.


He's very happy.


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The next morning Kristy woke up to the sound of knocking on the door from outside her pavilion.


"Kristy later before leaving to stop by for breakfast with mister.tadi mister advised like that" said aunt Larn from behind the door with a happy face.


Unconsciously Kristy nodded because honestly she was still very sleepy.conscious unconscious she nodded and agreed with aunt Larn's words earlier.