The Accidental Wedding's
#Eps 36's
“Are you okay?”ask Christian on the phone call that Renata just connected to across the street.
Renata glanced at the wall clock in front of him,at half-nine o'clock in the evening.By bowing and a little disappointed he looked at all the dishes he had made with a sad look.Christian seemed to know with everything he felt at this time.But to tell the truth if he was not good, it will lower his self-esteem.Especially with enthusiasm he has told Fabian a change in attitude that changed a lot in his opinion but it was only wishful thinking, and it made him embarrassed in front of Christian.
“What does Brother mean?Of course I'm fine.Malah now Brother is disturbing my dinner with Mr. Fabian.”ucap Renata with a tone that pretends to be happy.Hearing Renata's words that seem to cover everything,christian's eyes were fixed on the two figures who were enjoying their togetherness.
“Kak,Re close yes?Not good with Mr. Fabian, afraid he's angry.Bye.” Renata ends the call, and holds the phone in front of his chest.He exhales, a lie he made makes it difficult to breathe.He again sees all the food on the table with his arms rested.
“Hhheh, in order to cook all this I have to take my savings.Some time You!!! Who will eat it, while my appetite is gone after my savings are drained from buying this foodstuff.Ck!!”Umpat Renata raised the tip of his lips, cursing his disappointment.But his gaze was distorted, when the sound of a message entered his phone, and he opened the lock screen when he knew Christian was sending something.
📩Christian : “Sorry.”
Renata's eyes immediately glared and his heart skipped a beat, while his heart was like burning.Not because of Christian, nor was the word sorry from his mouth.But, about a photo that Christian sent via WhatsApp message.
Without intending to reply to a chat from Christian, Renata's body is like a bone without bones.He droops limp, his heart aches to see the togetherness of Fabian and Evelyn.With a big head he has assumed Fabian can already accept it,then what, he lied to Christian who knew everything, and now Renata feels really stupid.
Regardless of the food on the table, Renata walked down the steps one by one.The tears of his eyes seemed to be stuck in the eye pelukan, he said,he tried to hold it.Renata also set his breath holding his pain.He never imagined it turns out to love someone can be as sick as this.If it will eventually be like this, he did not want to drop himself even deeper.However who knows, who knows,to whom our heart will dock and determine its destiny if he can only want the figure of an ordinary young man who loves him the figure of the white equestrian prince he craves,but he realized it was just a story in his childhood.
At ten o'clock in the night Fabian just arrived at the apartment.He entered the room that some lights had Renata turned off, looked silent.He also stepped into the kitchen, looking for cold water.When you want to down the water,his eyes caught something on the dining table.He came closer and turned on the lights.How surprised he saw some neatly arranged dishes that Renata deliberately made for him.He cupped his face with both hands, and,rubbing it rough.He forgets the promise of dinner with Renata because he is too focused with some work that is delayed.In addition to the presence of Evelyn who deliberately held him.
Fabian entered slowly his room, sat down on the edge of the bed and faced the body that was on his back.The thick blanket managed to become a shield for Renata to cover up all her sadness and sobs at this time.
“Are you asleep?”Fabian asked in a slow tone, but Renata was silent.Let Fabian think he was asleep because tonight Renata really did not have the energy to face Fabian.
Fabian did not continue his words as soon as he knew there was no answer from Renata.He also stepped into the bathroom, immediately cleaned his body and rushed to sleep because of fatigue today.
Not even an apology comes out of your mouth.What exactly am I in your eyes, hhech.not.not you are wrong, this is all my fault!I'm overconfident, who has assumed all your sweetness is your love for me.And now I realize I'm wrong, I don't know myself.I should be aware, I know,who I am and where I really am.What turns out is not here, not beside you, not in your heart.Hiks.hik.
Renata sobbed under the thick blanket when Fabian was in the bathroom.For tonight alone he just wanted to take out everything that stifled his chest, wanting to cry as much as possible so that he felt relieved.
***
This morning Renata departed earlier than usual.He deliberately did not wake Fabian who was still asleep in sleep.He was not ready to face his boss with a state of chaos with his eyes moist.
Food at the table that he had prepared last night, he brought it for him to share with his two friends.After making things right, the apartment looks clean and neat he went to work, and forgot the problem last night.
Renata put the bag into a locker with a lethargic face and sayu.Mata also looks swollen and swollen, leaving a sign that he cried all night.
Retno and Tika who had come first, frowned seeing Renata's lackluster appearance.
“What's Re?”Retno asked framing Renata's face with both hands.Renata only thinned her lips and smiled.
“What happened, do you have any problems.Tell us, who knows we can help.”
“It looks like your face is pale today, are you sick?”
“I'm fine, you don't have to worry.” Renata told a lie.
“But today you are not as happy as usual.”Said Tika who managed to stop Renata from leaving the pantry.
“Again PMS.” he answered with his right hand beside his mouth trying to whisper to his two friends with a smile and then left those who looked at the back of the girl who had long disappeared.
Fabian sat in his work chair before starting the activity, he leaned his back on the shoulder of his chair.His head looked up, his mind floated around and around and all about Renata.About Renata who early in the morning was no longer in the room,about Renata who may be blind in the morning has cleaned every corner of his apartment and cleaned all the food overnight.And now , the girl has finished work in her study, before she can see it.
Did he deliberately avoid me, inner Fabian.
The presence of Assistant Han also managed to eliminate all thoughts about Renata, He was again preoccupied with his work.
“Re..!!” call Retno running near Renata who is preparing logistical needs for the board of directors in the meeting room.Retno set the breath, and collect his voice to talk again.
“Hh..h.Di.called Bu Lala”
Renata scrunched his forehead,
“What's up?”
“Lack of knowledge, but from the morning he checked the list of absentees of OG.”
Renata's mouth was gaping, surely this all had something to do with his absence which was fairly bad.
By using the elevator, Renata down to the office of the head of OG who is on the 3rd floor.
After an answer from inside the room, Renata entered Bu Lala's study.
“Does Mom call me?”
“Hmm.” Ms. Lala replied coldly without looking at Renata who was standing right in front of her desk.His gaze toward a document containing a list of absences.
“ You're a new kid in the OG section, and I saw your absences so bad.Come late, half-day permission and several times permission not to enter.You think this is your ancestral company!”
“Sorry Mom..” replied Re softly and lowered his face.
“I do not like to have an undisciplined subordinate, every 6 months the head of HRD will evaluate each employee.I do not want just because your name, all affected by it.You understand!! And don't behave as you like yourself, I'm still monitoring your performance as a new kid.Understand!!”
“Understanding Bu.”
Ms. Lala also told Renata to come out of the room firmly.Renata closed the door, and stood sculpting, exhaling.
Where his courage so far, why just a clash like that makes his guts chirp.Indeed, today he is not fine.
It's almost lunchtime, he decided to return to the pantry.Spending his lunch with his two friends.
“I just quite forget the unpleasant events.Thus my heart will not feel pain.Hhm ..!! I should be more upbeat.Not be broken just like that.” Babe Renata is waiting in front of the elevator.
Tying
The elevator door finally opened,
Degg
Tbc
