that's me and all my flaws..

that's me and all my flaws..
upset



BECAUSE ALFHA WAS STILL UPSET BECAUSE OF VANA'S INCIDENT WITH ZAKI SHE TOOK OFF VANA'S GRIP ON HER HAND....


VANA AWOKE AND REALIZED...


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"Mmm??" opening her eyes slowly..


"why here?!" Ketus Alfha


"So soon I'll buy you some food" jwb Cold Vana


"!!??" inner Alfha


VANA LEAVES ALFHA AND INTENDS TO BUY HER SOME FOOD...


ON THE WAY HE THOUGHT OF ALFHA'S ATTITUDE CONTINUOUSLY....


"I'm still right2 got sick because of that night..."


"Vann why did you go against him?mm"


"he's hurt you a few times, but you've kept Van quiet!! why Vannnnnnn!?".


"And I was right to always worry about him.hiks" Inner Vana..


UNTIL HE ARRIVED AT A RESTAURANT .AND BOUGHT SOME FOOD..


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AFTER PAYING VANA, HE RETURNED TO THE HOSPITAL..AND GO TO ALFHA..


WHEN VANA ARRIVES IN FRONT OF ALFHA'S ROOM ..


"Fyuhhh you can.." Vana Murmur


Vana is in..


He saw Alfha lying down and closed his eyes...


slowly Vana woke him up..


"Act Alfha ...Wake up you must eat" said coldly Vana by patting Alfha's hands..


Suddenly Alfha's eyes opened...


He tried to get up but could not because his body is still weak...


"ah.." muttered Alfha softly


"let me help you here"


Alfha just kept quiet and let Vana help her..


"why her!?" Inner Alfha


Vana opened the food wrappers one by one and began to feed Alfha...


"I can do it myself.." Said Alfha snatching the food in Vana..


But he was still weak so his hands trembled violently when he was about to eat his food...


"Let me" take back the food..


".........." Alfha was silent and resigned.., he looked at Vana very deeply when he bribed her....


"Why do I feel guilty for her?" inner Alfha..


"What do you see?" ask Vana..


"............" Alfha did not answer and slowly his head He approached Vana intending to kiss him..But he arrived just as he was about to kiss her....


"I'm good, Hey are you okay??" Vanya arrived...


"No" Jwb brief Alfha


"Thank God.."


"hhh here let me just bribe him.you just come out" said Vanya arrived while seizing the food in Vana's hands.


"....." Vana only looked at Vanya's face as she snatched her food...


"Do you see!?" ketus Vany's..


"it's okay, well I'll come out excuse me" Vana said in a soft tone...


"Wait.let him feed me" Alfha told Vanya...


"hhhh dear justin, he's also not who.." Jwb Vanya's..


VANA ALSO LEFT WITH A REALLY SAD EXPRESSION AT THAT TIME.....


ALFHA WATCHED HIM LEAVE WITH A FEELING OF WORRY...


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Alfha went to a small, deserted park near the hospital ...


He sat on the river that was there..


Vana was only dumb and dumbfounded at that time until finally her tears dripped slowly on the cheek...


He has no power to withstand the burden of his life..


in the end, he called his mother..


shortly..


"Haloo??" mother's Voice


"Assalamualaikum..It's Vana.."


" waalaikumsallam Yes mother already knows my dear...Mm What's the matter with my son ?


"It's okay...Vana just misses you.."


"ohh I've said, I told you next week you should be here..".


"i, yeah..."


"eh my son are you okay??? why is your voice like that..?"


"ah no, it's not what Vana is just a mother's soy sauce ."


"ahh really? well..you don't push yourself too much, okay, son?"


"ba, okay.."


"hmm then I turn it off son Don't forget the week here. dadahassalamualaikum"..


"Yes..."


*tut*tut*tut*


"hahaha Van's.hahaha..."


" you really are a coward hahaha.."


"why don't you like to make people worry Vana..??"


"Vaaannn why??"


"You need their attention Van!!??"


"Why is this happening in my lifeuuu!!? huhuu hiksss I can't pretend blahaaaaaa..huhuu hiks hyks" shouted Vana on the banks of the River....


HE CRIED AND CRIED THERE UNTIL THE AFTERNOON SKY CAME..


HE DECIDED TO COME BACK BECAUSE HE WAS RELIEVED TO HAVE ALL HIS BURDEN WITH A LONG CRY...


HE APPROACHED ALFHA AGAIN..


"Where have you been!?" ask Alfha


"No."


"gue wants to tell lo..,lo don't tell Mama if I go to the hospital, you know he's worried" said Alfha..


"well." short Vana..


"I'm drinking!" alfha


"yes" immediately took the water and given to Alfha .


Vana also poured water on her husband...


Alfha noticed Vana's face because she thought her face was not right..


"lo from where!?, did you cry!?" ketus Alfha


"let me go to the hospital" said Vana and immediately went away from Alfha....


Alfha wrinkled his forehead. "gue asked once more,lo from where!"


"i'm just walking for a while..." Jwb Vana's


Alfha also looked sharply at Vana...


"christian.."


"why do you cry!?" ask Alfha


"it's okay." said Vana with a smile so that Alfha did not suspect


"this child" inward Alfha


"Didn't you have anything to talk to me about last night?" ask Alfha


"no, we're actually as true as Vanya said" smiling..


"Sorry." Alfha


"No need...You're not wrong, that's right" Vana said..


"I'd like to say...My mom invited us to eat at her house Sunday ..Can I have a request?" Vana Vata


"What's?"..


"Please, can you come and perform in front of him? I don't want to hurt him.." ..


"yes.."


"thank you.."..


"This kid why is it gini?" inner alfha..


"Then Kaka sleeps..I'm gonna go buy you dinner"..


"......" There's no answer..


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