That Beautiful Man is My Soul

Chapter 35 - Honesty is always painful

" I'm sorry son Vier, I'm bothering you again." said the woman.Vier shook his head.

" All this is not only his fault, but also my mistake aunt, We should not be attached to the wrong heart from the beginning.we who should be able to control the feeling but instead we go deeper.

Vier knew that all this time he and Andra were in the same condition seeking comfort in matters of the heart, but because a mutual misunderstood both of them put them in the wrong situation.

When Vier realized that what he was doing was wrong he began to move away but unfortunately Andra did not approve of Vier's actions, because he thought Vier was only inedible to his brother's momentary speech, only,not from his own heart.

Andra who in fact already has a deviant heart since he was a teenager feels that he has comfort if he is with Vier, who is,those who used to be just friends of the university in search of the same degree abroad become friends of the apartment.

Free association and a supportive environment make him drift, Vier who feels that Andra is one of the people who understand his arrogance also dissolves in the comfort that should not be.

" Vier." - Andra

" Am I here ? " Vier immediately welcomed Andra's hand.

" You're coming, I'm sure you're coming." Andra smile.

" Will my question get an answer ? " Vier nodded.

" so ? "

" I've always appreciated our togetherness Dra, I always felt that only you always understood me, and that's it. But I can't promise that love anymore, because it's here." Vier pointed at his chest.

" There's someone I didn't think he just walked in, and he just kept here and won't leave.forgive me." Vier told Andra his whole heart

" Is she different gender ? " ask Andra." Vier nodded.what is the girl ? " Vier nodded and smiled slightly.

" I lost ? " Andra shed her tears, the mother who saw the condition also cried back.

" No ! " you haven't lost, you've never tried to get out of this zone, no, I'll help you until you find your way back." Vier tries to restore Andra's confidence.

" Thank you, but can this feel stay here ? " Andra held her chest.

" If it makes you happy, what can I do, but don't hurt yourself anymore, I beg you.

" Pity your mama, she loves you so much Andra.she will fall if something happens to you ! " said Vier.

" I'm going to try, did you keep one promise to me ? " what is ?" ask Vier.

" Don't stay away from me, you certainly understand, not just because of love alone we are together, but like you because only you understand my condition."

" I promise, but no more fertilizer love that wrong address, just keep it." Andra nodded

" Ma ? " the mother approached.

" I'm sorry Andra made me worry." The mother shook her head.

" So, you've been trying so hard, baby, you know that." he wiped Andra's black mane and kissed her.

" Because only the mother will accept her child whatever the circumstances" said Vier, andra Mami smiled.

Two months passed very quickly, now the age of baby Ghai has even 3 months.Alisha the stepmother is taking her to walk along with her father as well.

One week ago Alisha asked Davina for permission to take the baby padlock on the road with her, she has been practicing how to take care of Ghai, wanting to take him on vacation.

Davina, who initially disagreed, refused unless she joined, but Reza immediately rejected her.Davina was angry and threatened that she would tell the world if the child was the son of a Reza with another woman.

But the words Alisha who cornered him immediately made Davina not warty.because Alisha had an ace Davina that Reza did not know, Reza did not know,silent Alisha monitors the entire activities of Davina through the baby siter Tira of course with the help of Rizal.

Three days ago Alisha had also submitted her resignation letter, after she trained her successor according to the criteria of a Ryan for almost two months.

And now here is Alisha, she is playing a mother for the first time, so Reza took them on vacation to the island of the Gods for a few days.

" Ghi ! " call him the baby smiled.

" She always smiled like that at you ? " i don't." Reza envious.

" Don't worry, you'll see it every day, I won't ! " Ghai gripped Alisha's finger tightly, as if her words just hinted at something.

" Geez very fast ! " Alisha is hard to let go of her finger.

" dear, mommy wants to drink the loose finger first papa huh ? " Ghi was crying.

" Hey, cup cup cup cup." Alisha snuggled and patted her back.

" Okay, same mom ! " Reza could not help but cry to see the child who understood that his mother would leave him.

" Why the hell are you ! " Alisha approached Reza and rubbed her wide back.

" Can't you stay here, I know we won't be together, but can't you go Al ? " Reza cried shedding all her feelings.

" No, as per our agreement, after the business is done, I will do what I should." Alisha remained in her stance.

" Please, please ! " Reva clenched both her hands.

" Alisha also beg the same mas, we have to face this the same, this is also heavy for Al mas, not just mas alone." Alisha raised her head up so that her tears would not come down.

They have tried but the heart is still the main, for what together if only a sense of disappointment that resides in the heart, a feeling of love that is too deep sometimes makes a person lulled to perfection,but after the mistake comes, the disappointment will dominate.

" Let fate answer later, whether the rope can be tied back or not.Please mas, this has become our decision, right ? " Alisha tries to make Reza understand that all this must happen.

Ghai who understood that if the two old men were in deep sorrow, he who had been crying loudly now fell silent, as if he could feel what was in their hearts.

Late at night, Ghai who was full after drinking his milk immediately fell asleep in the arms of the papa, Alisha who was cleaning Ghai clothes that will be brought tomorrow to the beach looked a little dreamy.

He understood that this was a big decision, he knew all parties would be surprised if they all knew, but they had to know.

Alisha could no longer force herself to be okay, because from the beginning of the incident her heart had been broken and could no longer be arranged with the same person.