
"Oh my God, would I be wrong if I started to suspect my husband. His face looks very calm, like there is no lie hidden mas Dani. Even his attention and affection are not reduced to me, too, but... this heart seems not to want me to compromise again, in order to keep believing, especially on the sacred promise of our marriage."
I was so agitated, walking towards the balcony and sitting contemplating myself, staring at my beloved houseplants, which were blooming, but not in my mood. Tonight as usual I slept in Dani's arms, usually he will ask for rations if he had time to part with me, even though it was last night, but this time he looks mediocre.
"Mas, dong's incandescent."
I deliberately wore a slightly exposed nightgown, wanting to provoke a reaction from Dani. while pretending to ask her to massage my feet and papa.
"Well baby, I know you must have sapped a long trip."
Mas Dani began to gently massage me, legs, back the last of my thighs and waist, but his reaction was mediocre.
"Cup.muaah."
I kissed deeply and lustfully on Dani's lips, her response was a little slow, so I was getting bolder to start the game.
"Love, I know you want to satisfy you tonight, but you're still tired. don't force it. Why-not why. Tonight we just hug ya baby."
Although disappointed with the rejection mas Dani, I forced my lips to keep smiling. scratched slowly sleep in his arms. Tonight was very difficult for me to sleep, I occasionally glanced at mas Dani, I was still sleeping, I know if he's actually just pretending to be asleep.
Long enough we were silent and pretending to sleep, until I was tired, opened my eyes and got up, but I looked at Dani this time was really asleep, maybe he was also tired of seeing me who was still careless ngak can sleep soundly, so that mas Dani chose to sleep without caring about me anymore.
When the clock showed at half-hour one in the morning, I heard Dani's mobile phone vibrate, a chat notification came in. My blood rippled immediately, as my heartbeat and vibrating hand took his phone
“Have you slept mas?” fill out that short message.
I saw the sender No, which was stated No unknown, I also thought if this was wrong continued.The proof is that Dani still strongly believes me and never locked his phone.
Not long ago the message re-entered, still from the same No. This time powerful make my emotions and my disbelief back up, my hands vibrate to read it again, even though I still try to think positively about my husband, and return to throw away bad thoughts. But the more I tried, the impulse to be suspicious and to think negatively kept me fretting back and reading the messages that came back in.
“Mas, tonight I want to feel the warmth of your body again, you are right, now I'm addicted, although in the early days the pain was little, but delicious baget, mas.”.
“Can't mas Dani setega this to me.”
I steeled my heart and cried in silence, hugging my own hand in the chest, my heart began to break with my suspicions if it were true Reality.
“I must not be rash, before everything is proved.” I kept on inner war with my own feelings, and deleting the incoming message that I did not know the sender, I thought it might be a prankster's act.repeating my body back into my husband's field
I don't know what time I fell asleep, which I obviously had bad luck this time, even I didn't get Dani mas who slept next to me.
"Don't Dani leave, but why didn't he imagine me?"
"I'm sorry I overslept, so I don't know if I've left for the office first." I typed a short message, not so long ago Dani replied to her.
"No papa dear, mas deliberately came early in the morning to the office, make nyari prospective leaders of our new branch of the company. make ngantiin you."
"I'm sorry, but I want to focus on our little family, hopefully in this way, I can get pregnant soon."
"Amiiin, I'm glad to hear it dear."
I smiled in response to Dani's message, after which I got up to the bathroom, to clean my body, it didn't take long, just wearing a thin powder and simple clothes, I stepped down for breakfast. As usual, if I was sleeping Lani would stand in front of my door to help clean our room.
"Good morning, ma'am."
“Again, Oya Lani, so on you no longer need to go into my room. Let me just clean and tidy it up.”
“Alright Mom, but don't you leave for the office now?”
I looked directly at Lani, not liking her question just now.
“ Sorry Mom, if I sassy.”
“From now on I want to stay home, I don't work in my husband's company anymore." I replied stepping down while closing the door to my room, I did not want him to set foot again in our room, somehow I guess Lani was too presumptuous, even though I did not have any proof.