THAT BAR-BAR GIRL IS MY WIFE

The Past of Clara

In the past, we were once as close as a snore before finally as far as the stars. We laugh, joke, and encourage each other. Until we turn into strangers who don't know each other.

You were once the most comfortable place for me to go home. You were once a mood-determiner. In fact, my name used to be a complement to my night prayers.

We've been that close, and I've been that loving!

~Clara~

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7 Years ago ....

"Why brother? Why brother, end things unilaterally?" The woman stared fixedly at the eyes of the man in front of her, asking for an explanation for the injustice she had obtained.

"Ra, I have to go out of the country. I have to continue my education as my parents wanted" replied the man coldly.

"Go .. go, brother. I will be faithful to wait for your return" said the woman in a hoarse voice, as well as eyes that began to creek.

He still tried to be wise, even though the truth he heard was quite heavy. He knows enough himself that he cannot be selfish. After all the man left, for good intentions. How could he ban it?!

"Four years, Ra. I don't even know if I'm going home after graduation, or if I'm going to settle down with my parents there." The man's words, broke the heart and spirit of the woman before him. "Ra, we have to end it all up here." He held onto the girl's shoulder, resuscitating her about the blessings she had to accept.

"Thank you for everything, and I'm sorry, Ra. We broke up!" The man continued to talk regardless of the reaction he would see from the woman, later on.

Deg ....

Clara sobbed, her heart breaking. How could the man speak like that. How could the man leave her. This fact is like a big rock for him.

"Is that love you said was sincere, just up here? Is your struggle only so far? I thought you were different, Yhos. I was wrong, you are the same. You are just like everyone else!"

Whose heart is not broken, when the person he loves so much seems to hurt him this deep.

That 2-year relationship, ran aground so tragically. The bond that exists between these two people, has ended unilaterally and created wounds whose pain can no longer be described with words.

"I love you, Ra. Even I love you so much, but .. I cannot continue this relationship. I can't bear the weight of the word miss. I can't, Ra, if I have to be in a long distance relationship." Yhosi continued to pity, hoping that the woman in front of him would feel ibha and understand his position. Unfortunately, the girl's heart was already hurt. He would no longer listen to any explanation, from her.

"Enough, Yhos ... Enough! I'm sick of listening to all of your words. It's all lies, Yhos." As powerful as Clara was, holding back her tears from dripping anymore. He did not want to look so pitiful in front of this man, a man who had the heart broken. But, baby, he's not that strong. "Truely my parents said. We are different, I should have been able to be self-conscious a long time ago. I shouldn't have dreamed too high. I should never have fallen into your deepest heart. And you should never have been in my life, Yhos." Clara sobbed again, she hit the chest of the man in front of her, with her strength still remaining.

"Ara, forgive brother. I can't resist my parents' wishes, Ra. They're everything to me, it's just me and Arumi's sister, who they have, Ra. Please understand, Ra. Please ...." Yhosi held the girl's hand. Time and time again he tried to make Clara, understand her position, but Clara's emotions, only grew.

Yhosi, in a dilemma. On the one hand, there are parents that he should be proud of. But on the other hand, there is a love that he must maintain.

So, what should it be? Whether giving up his love for the happiness of his parents is right, or maybe this will be the biggest regret of his life, later.

"Norh ...." Yhosi, shuffling her hair is frustrating. Lying if he is not hurt. Lies, if he can let go of Clara that easily. Lie, if his heart does not cry to see his woman as fragile as that.

The girl had managed to fill her once empty and no-man's heart. That girl, who had made a dying heart, came back to life and lived her colorful days.

"Just get here, Yhosi Anggara Rahardian. Go then! Go and never come back. I'll let you go" said Clara with a face that tried hard. "Clara, who used to love you, is dead. Never remember that stupid woman again. Forget all about you and him! Suppose we have never met, and weave such a miserable love. Now, go! Obey your parents' wishes, I will give in," he said in a loud voice, and a defiant face. Like a soldier, who is ready to play a role.

"Go, Yhosi!" No more respect, no more love. All that was left was wounds and resentment, which had stoned in his heart.

'I'm sorry, Ra, ' bathin Yhosi.

With heavy steps, he stepped out his feet leaving the girl. Now that everything is over, he must be ready with all the possibilities. It would probably strike his heart.

Meanwhile, the abandoned girl was already completely powerless. He was sitting limp on the park bench of this city. This garden, which used to always be a witness of his love journey. Now, finally a witness of his broken heart.

The love that he had been fighting for apparently had to end like this.

The man he used to be, he was always proud of in front of his parents. It turned out to hurt him this deep.

True, his parents said, they were different. Their status will never be equal. He was only the son of a small merchant, while Yhosi, was the son of a master.

Then how can they be together. He put too much hope, in a pseudo-relationship. How sad!

***

Clara sees all the photos of her memories with the man who broke her heart, and makes her afraid to start a new relationship again.

There, she looks so sweet. And the man next to her looked so charming. They are physically compatible partners, but their economies are opposite.

They look like the ideal couple, who like never going to fail. However, regarding the soul mate, God always has a plan beyond human expectations.

Clara still sobbed, her tears rolling down her cheeks. Even rain, as if to feel his wounds, the rain is getting heavier. The sound of lightning that smoothed his ears, he did not care anymore.

Not only sweet memories, but painful memories continued to attack his mind.

His mother had called him many times, but he did not listen. It dissolves in its suffering, the suffering of which almost takes away all its sane.

The middle-aged woman, who was out there also felt the pain her daughter felt. Although she is not sure, the reason her daughter locked herself in the room since returning from Rosa's party. However, he understood that his daughter was not doing well.

Meanwhile, the man who was there. He ceaselessly cursed his stupidity. Because of his stupidity, he had to bear the consequences like this.

The woman he misses all the time now does not want to say hello to him. Don't you, say hello. Looking at his face, he was reluctant.

"Is that how you hate me, Ra? Is there no more room in your heart for this man?" He looked at the face of the girl on his phone, fixedly.

You idiot!

How could he expect the woman to melt away so easily, just by saying sorry.

Not only did he break her heart, but he had shattered the girl's dream, as well.

Men are always that naive. Even though they have done wrong, but they never realized their mistake?!

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