Thank You, For My Wound

PART 7 WORRY

ANXIOUS

While at home, the vita had woken up from dawn, her body was all in pain. But still he forced to get up and do homework. Cooking, washing dishes, washing clothes and cleaning the house is run out. He wanted to take a shower first, but his head was so heavy. He sat first in his room, maybe the soybean he thought, plus the problem last night and rain rain.

He also saw his phone who knew there was a message from the rendi. Justright. He read all the messages. His tears came back remembering yesterday.

Yes bang, may my brother remain faithful to the promise of brother, because brother has taken something most meaningful in my life, his mind.

Then he put the phone back without replying to the message. Now he was still in a daze and still could not believe everything he had experienced. He still hopes it's all a dream.

sarkang vita sat pensively in her room.

Now I'm not a virgin anymore, now I'm stained..

, the inner vita while rubbing her face rough with both hands.

What if bang rendi suddenly changed,

what if in town there's a pretty girl who can take her heart,

what if he doesn't want to take responsibility later,

how about if my parents and my family know I've been tainted,

how.how...Bagsimana all that makes vita more confused and anxious.

If rendi is not my soul mate will my husband be able to accept me, if I am pregnant what will my parents say.?

These questions are always there in the mind and haunt the mind of the vita so that he is increasingly afraid and anxious.

But what can he do. She was just a village girl whose way of thinking and association was also very limited.

O Lord help me to face all this, forgive me my fault, O Lord, the inner vita in doanya while shedding tears.

In a confused state vita remembered her school friends who were studying in the city. One of his close friends is berta who is still intensely communicating with vita. He's in college in town, but not one town with Rendy.

He took his phone and started sending whatsap messages to Bertha.

“Halo ber, how are you, vinita

“Busy ya”, vita

“ City want to vent nh,” vita

all vita messages have ticked two unread tapes by berta. Maybe he's in college, bathin vita.

Not long to reply to his message.

“Halo beautiful, tumben nih, berta

“Tadi again walked out of the friend” house, berta

“Pengen confide what nh, about ayang beb rendimu yes,” berta

“Don't tell me you're getting married,” berta

“By rendi still in college,” berta

“Or you have not been patient so madam rendi,” berta

Vitapun directly opens whatsap reply message from berta. Actually all the contents of the message berta it is very common for them used to be a joke, but somehow vita respond differently now.

Moreover, the message berta” do not say you already want to get married, or you are not patient so be a rendi mistress,?I think his heart hurts so much to read the message. It was as if she was the one who could not wait to get married especially if she was pregnant.

Ahhhhh this bagainana? Inner vita. Finally he also said not to be venting reply to chat from berta.

“Ngga so dh, I have work,” reply vita.

“Lain times ya” vita

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A few days after the incident, vita intended to worship as usual every Sunday she would go to church. People usually go to church at the same time. Vita departs with her sister Riko because delon follows the little boy.

In the middle of the road Riko met his friend who wanted to worship as well, he finally separated himself from the vita. Now vita walks with several mothers, one of which is her mother rendi.

Seeing there vita walking behind them, his mother rendi was a bit backward to back so that it could be equal to the vita. Vita became awkward, but so far he did not know that his mother rendi did not agree with their relationship..Now they're walking parallel

“ vit, are you still related to rendi? Fear you will be heartbroken you vit" said mama rendi provokes vita.

“ As far as I know now rendi has a girlfriend of his college friends. Some of you are little aware of yourself, cook the joints are so handsome, and smart to be loyal to you who are only village girls,” he explained at length with a cynical tone.

It was obvious that he was insinuating vita. Vita who did not expect to hear this was very surprised. Various questions were in his mind.

Does rendi really have a girlfriend in town? Does your mom agree with their relationship?

But all this time it seems like there was no rejection from his mother rendi. He was confused to answer. He did not dare to look at the mama rendi who was walking next to him.

His heart was completely confused. I want her to go home now and cry in her room.

But he kept walking to worship. Throughout the service, he could not focus. At last, before the service was over, he went home first.

As soon as he got home, the first thing he did was pick up a cell phone and send a message to the rendi.

“hallo bang, what else? Send

“When did you come home? Send

“I want to talk bang. Send

But the message has not been opened by the rendi. Vita waited for a while, 5 minutes, ten minutes, 15 minutes unopened as well.

Finally vita left her phone and wanted to have lunch in the kitchen. After finishing lunch he immediately entered the room again and saw a reply message rendi. But still there is not even a whatsap message has not been opened. Vita tries to think positively maybe she sleeps, or again there is another busyness.

He put his phone back on and resumed his activities today washing clothes.

While washing clothes he remembered the words of his mother rendi

" what do you deserve” village girl,” rendi campus” child, huhhh thought that again vita sucked a rough breath.she was confused thinking about it, and did not imagine how tomorrow his life.

A girl who has no self-esteem, a girl who has nothing economically. Oh God why do I have to experience this, he cried in his heart. If you have thought about this, tears are his most loyal friends. After all the laundry was done, it didn't feel like it was late afternoon. Vita wants to take a shower after all this time struggling with the laundry.

He went into his room and picked up a towel, but before he went out he thought with his phone. He saw the thing, whether the message had been answered. Surely there is a reply from rendi. A little relieved too.

“Halo vit, sory was brother sleeping” rendi

“What are you kbr, healthy right?” Joints

“What's vit, you want to say what” rendi

“Next week brother went home vit, you miss the same weight brother” rendi

And underneath the rendi sends another sticker my love.

After reading it vita calmed down a little. And he thought for a second, need him bls ga huh? Is he waiting next week? Wait for rendi to return home. It feels bad to tell a story on a cell phone.

Wellh shower first, inner vita.

Hi everyone

Thank you for being faithful

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