TEMPTED

S2. Seduced 83

Arumas

I looked up, enduring the immeasurable roar. Breathe in and take it out slowly. Steadying my heart then slowly turned to look at the man who was still kneeling in front.

Akmal Anggara Dinata's.

Long ago, we loved each other. I adored, giving up my whole body for her. Focusing my world on him. Wish we spent time together. Support each other.

But fate willed another. All turned.

The betrayal which he had so cruelly given to me presented a creature. Disfiguring the promise uttered by the boneless tongue.

Pronounce marriage and choose the woman. The woman who had just been in her life. As for me, he dumped me mercilessly. Just rolling me around.

I'm wounded.

The taste I built, involving trust, instantly faded unceremoniously. It just disappears and is replaced with hatred.

I bear an unbearable pain. Boulders squeezed until breathing was so difficult.

If there was a choice at that time, I would choose to rest forever. Buried with my wounds.

But people realize, if in my life it's not just about him. He's not my soul mate. He wasn't meant to be with me. He wasn't created for me.

I accepted.

With great difficulty I rise. Although I have to limp. Leaving behind the bitter memories that still continue to shadow me. Followed my every step.

Not an easy prihal. But I keep trying. Strengthen my heart and do not want to receive new love. Trauma discourages me.

Again the Almighty turned things around. On my way, someone came. Trying to break through the solid wall I built. I tried to hold it in with all my might, but I lost.

Ahmad Harun Kamil's.

The man with his gentleness, patience, confidence and persistence and prayers managed to establish a place in my heart.

Put your heart in the do'a.

It was his words that led us both to the sacred promise of marriage. Another bit.

Today, this moment, my past is back. Bringing a pile of regrets. But slowly. Nothing can be repaired from shattered glass.

"Huufff ...."

I'm staring. But my tears I can't compromise for a moment. Pity gnaws.

It is sad to see his condition deteriorate. This is my reply to my wound.

She's skinny. His body that was once gallant with a brand of clothes is now no longer visible. His face is even thin. Her appearance is tangled and haggard. Even I find it hard to believe that he's Akmal.

But that's the truth.

I tried to stare at the two eyeballs filled with overwhelming regret. Seeking lies in the words he speaks. Butno.

But for what? It's all gone and completely useless.

My story with Akmal is long over.

*****

Akmals

Arumi was the woman who accompanied me from my lowest point until I reached the peak of success in life.

She was a great woman after my mother. She's a patient and loving woman. He said so softly. The shining look on her face, her beautiful smile made me always drunk.

I love her so much.

Editing her as a wife. That's the most historic thing in my life.

Until one day, a woman was present between our relationship. My lust dribbled into the momentary pleasures that were presented by it.

I'm TEMPTED. Unknowingly pushed me into the endless pit of greatest regret.

I'm disfiguring my promise. Having a forbidden relationship. A storm in both of our lives. I never had peace again. Even my mother was dragged into my stupidity.

Arumi left me, driving me crazy and getting worse and losing everything.

I can't forgive myself. Every moment I wish there was a miracle for both of us. I want him to come back to me and stand by me. Being support. Make me feel tireless.

Do I have a chance?

Can things go back to how they were?

It's Arumi I want.

But all is not in line with destiny. When I met her, she was with her future husband. The other one is my best friend.

I hope it's just a dream.

Butno. Everything is clear in plain sight. My world collapsed then and there. Sick but not bleeding. I realized, this is the fruit I picked from my past.

That's how it feels? The feeling my ex-wife has experienced?

I knelt down begging for forgiveness from him. Begging forgiveness for what I did to him.

I'm devastated without Arumi.

Akmal is nobody without Arumi.

*****

The two sat in a stillness. Ignoring time that keeps moving.

"Aren't you happy with your choice?"

One sentence managed to slap Akmal. It makes him stark and doesn't know what to say.

The next sentence was like an electric shock radiating to his body.

"I'm sorry ..." her voice slashed back.

Arumi was silent to hear. Her instinct as a woman says that Akmal's life is no longer healthy.

"I'm really sorry ...."

"It's all useless" he said.

"My law ...."

Arumi quickly shook her head. "It's not my power to punish you."

"I deserve your punishment after what I did in the past. I'm puffing"

"Enough!" Arumi cut the man's speech in front of her.

Akmal took pains to swallow his saliva.

"It's enough Akmal."

No more 'Mas' calls like before.

Makes him more self-conscious. He really has lost Arumi.

"Do I have to bow down to beg ...."

Arumi bit her lips to hear. He looked back at the disheveled and haggard face with pity.

"Go." Arumi paused her sentence for a moment and continued, "I'm happy with her."

DEG!

Like a sword that shreds him. Akmal really has no place. Far away, he had really come a long way. His eyes are back heating up.

"About us it's long over. I've already let you down."

Akmal smiled bitterly. Wants to laugh at himself who still keeps his confidence.

Akmal is more relieved if Arumi keeps an eye on it than it should be like this.

From his words, maybe Arumi gave a little apology. He should be happy to hear that. But why is this inversely proportional.

"I'm grateful that my dark past guided and brought me to the right man."

Akmal nodded with a heavy head. He feels dwarfed. "Thank God ..." That's all that smoothly comes out of the mouth.

Arumi wiped away all the remaining tears that were resting on her beautiful face.

"I'm so happy to hear. D-he's lucky."

Arumi nodded back. "I'm the lucky one to get Aaron. I fell in love with his personality. Everything that's on him." Arumi smiled slightly when discussing the future husband.

Akmal turned his face away. Seeing his ex-wife's smile for another man, made his heart throb even more violently.

*****

"Stand!"

Akmal painstakingly supported his increasingly powerless body until the two stood face to face.

Akmal breathed a heavy sigh. "I want to say thank you."

Arumi is not flinching.

"Thank you for being my most beautiful past" Akmal said in a heavy voice. "I'll never forget you. .. my whole life."

Arumi gave the man time to talk.

"Thank you for accompanying me. Set aside time and half your life to keep me company."

Akmal sighed. "Thank you too. has taught me the meaning of loyalty in relationships. The meaning of the word patience and sincerity."

Arumi swallows saliva.

"I pray for you that you will always be happy with him."

The tears of both escaped. The gripping atmosphere turned into an unstoppable haru.

Arumi nodded weakly. "I also pray for you. May you be happy."

Everyone has a chance to change. Neither Akmal nor Arumi were essentially involved in their separation.

"Come to my wedding."

Akmal nodded. "I'll work on it."

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