Temen So Demen

Chapter 15 cannot sleep

Daffa came out of his room and went to his room

Keisya who still holds his handpon and he is still considering whether he should call his mother or not

between the turmoil, keisya also glanced at the wall clock turned out to be 10 pm.

" Don't dehh, surely you've slept Lagian Kasian if you have to call, then mommy thought to me." Mumbled

But now that Keisya felt agitated he did not know why he was like that, when he was about to lay his body

keisyah woke up and was shocked

" Astaadirullah!!! It's already 10 o'clock, I haven't prayed, why can I forget, pantes aja I feel restless." Say it

Keisya also rushed up and headed to the bathroom to take ablution water,

after completion, He also prepared his prayer equipment that he brought if he went to school.he also performed qodho prayers with kusyu, Why qodho? Because he paid the maghrib prayer first which has been missed after that is only the prayer isya.

After performing the worship he began to lie down again, he felt very calm after fulfilling his obligation as a Muslim.

it did not feel like keisya was immediately asleep.

after keisya sleep, it turns out that the daffa noticed the prayer movement that he was doing, he felt slapped by people who were not healthy still doing his duty while he? wal'alfiat's healthy body is still wasting nyaa.

please note that the daffa and his family were a Muslim, before they had all the wealth, They were obedient people of duty, they were religious, but as time went by they gradually began to forget his religion, Dikarna cann busy each.

no tears daffa let out water

Iyaa daffa cried her heart as if sliced, how long had she forgotten him, who had given everything she had. she also began to hiccup in front of the room keisya.

Bi-jum who saw her employer's child crying approached her.

" O Allah is Adenn, Aden why? " ask bii jum

in between her tears the daffa said.

" Mbokk how long ago dafa forgot his mbokk, How long has daffa forgotten that dafa is a Muslim, why dafa must forget who created dafaa

after dafa has everything dafa wants why dafa must forget his mbok why mbokk whyaa Huhuhu." Sorry for crying

I don't feel tears mbok jum dripping

hearing the heartbreaking words of Dafa.

" Adenn, Actually Aden did not forget nyaa, aden onlya negligent, because the fact is that if the person forgets his religion surely he will not remember back, he will not remember, although he saw others who were doing worship he still will not remember nyaa, but aden not like thatu proof aden realize who created aden because what? because there is still faith in Aden's heart." Mbok jum

" But if dafa can still redeem all his mbok, whether dafa can still be accepted whether dafa is still acceptable mbokk." Answer dafa

" He is loving, forgiving, if Aden really wants to go his way again, if Aden really is really why not, gusti Allah really likes people who really want to go to his jannah den." said mbok jum

" But dafa is ashamed, dafa maluuu Huhuhuu.." answered dafa.

" It's natural that Aden is ashamed, but if Aden wants to redeem alla, aden must be able to fight the shame of aden, but if aden wants to redeem alla, aden must be able to fight the shame of aden, Indeed Aden has been guided through non keisya so that aden remember the lust of god back" said mbok jum

Dafa did not answer

it is thanks to him that dafa remembers the nyaa religion.

" Now, pray repentance, ask him to ask him to always remember to him." Let's say mbok jum

Dafa nodded too

" Thank you mbokk." said Dafa while hugging mbok jum

" Thank you to him and non keisya den, Mbok seneng aden who once obeyed the religion back again ." Reply mbok jum by replying to dafa's embrace

dafa nodded and stood up

before he headed towards his room, he stared at his isa.

" Makasiihh key, thank you because you have realized me." murmured dafa with tears

Dafa also paid on mbok jum to carry out what mbok jum advice right

mbok jum stared at the back of the dafa who disappeared behind the door

the middle-aged woman's tears came back dripping down the derass.

" Thank you kasiihh gustii, thank you for returning the dafa you once again." Mumbam

In the dafa room, he has tried several times but it is still wrong to abode properly, but dafa is not unyielding by trying to return by saying Bissmil bornrohmanirrohim, and finally dafa can ablution properly.

after ablution, he also took a cocoa and pecii holster that he stored in a box

dafa again cried how long he died his obligation, but the sarong and pecii that he often wore dullu was still very good and neatly arranged in the big box.

dafa takes a suit of cocoa and sarong and pecii he uses it and sees himself from the reflection of the mirror

dafa could not hold back his tears

he cried again, so very different appearance now with a wet face because of the water and tears

do not want to dissolve in sadness he also began to pray repentance

after he finished praying he returned to crying sobbing isakk, he could not contain his sadness anymore

how fair his almighty received his repentance, smoothly without hindrance he read letters and letters solemnly, even though he had not read it for a long time.

" Pardon I am, o Allah.." murmured and sobbed.

That's the only word you can say

That night dafa did not fall asleep hea still crying still sitting on the sajaddah.

wherea long ago dafa died almighty

finally, he returned to nyaa...