
" What do you mean ? how do I know ? " ask Narra confused.
" Of course you don't know . 'cause he's gone.
After having heart surgery on you, she was wiped out by the same person who caused the accident.
Just so you know
the doctor was my mother ...
I still can't believe the person I love is the reason my mother was wiped out "after that, Deska took Narra's hand violently.
While Narra is still in shock, not yet able to accept Deska will marry someone else, now there is a new reality that makes him more hit.
" It can't be .. This is definitely not true.
Do you know where you're from ? " ask Narra not to accept.
" From Ana's parents, your childhood neighbor !
now I don't care if you believe it or not.
But please ... don't ever show me your face again !
and if you can disappear from this world ! " Deska passed away leaving Narra who was still idle.
With tears like a torrential rain, Narra sat on the side of the road.
" Well .....
that girl ... You're Ana ? " murm Narra slowly with a stingy breath.
About 'em, all of this is overcrowded. Is fate still not satisfied to see these tears ? so that sorrow for grief comes alternately.
All the memories with loved ones, who are no longer on the side of the swivel turns as if tempting to give up.
Why does it have to be like this? , Dad .... Mother .. I miss you guys. I want to be hugged again, I want to be loved again like before. I'm alone here .. Can't you guys come to pick me up ?
Please, I'm not that strong to bear everything myself. I miss the word "you why? , have eaten? , how about today ? , there is a problem? , if tired of rest yes ! don't get too taxed, just try your best ! "
Truly mother, if only I knew what you said this would make me tormented. Tortured for no longer hearing it, no longer feeling it. It's better than ever to ask not to tell me that.
And for you Dad, I used to cry in your arms and fall asleep. But now, even though I take sleeping pills even though I still can not sleep. I rely too much on your candlesticks to laugh. As a result, when the joke is now gone, it is very difficult for me to laugh like before.
I miss. Missed the old me. Who always smile sincerely and happily. If only I could change this story, I want me to go.
No matter how loud I scream or scream ma'am, well, no one can hear it. Because no one wants to understand me more than you. Who will continue to listen to my whining, my curses, all that now no longer exists.
After lamenting the fate for quite a while Narra stood up and wiped away her tears.
He walked home, his steps accompanied by heavy rain.
He continued to walk under the rain without caring about the gazes of people who were certainly surprised to see his behavior.
After the incident, Narra never again exited the apartment.
He locked himself in room 3, he had not eaten for 3 days.
He was just lying on the bed in a messy room. It was dark because Narra did not open the window.
You could say he was depressed ..
*****
One week later ...
Narra looked ready to go to Campus , with a pretty beautiful kebaya dress.
Upon her arrival at Campus , Narra went to the dressing room to wear her Wisdom outfit. Without any make up on her face.
So he looked shabby with puffy eyes after crying for a week yesterday.
Fortunately there was a girl who was also Narra's friend, dressing her up. Narra would usually refuse but this time he just kept his friend in action.
After the certificate handover event was completed and other events were also over, Narra seemed to walk out.
Because there are only photo activities with family, friends or relatives.
Narra doesn't have any of that.
" God has taken everything from me ...
but why didn't he take my life too ? " that's how Narra asked when he saw another child happily berselfi ria with his family.
Long story short now Narra has arrived at his apartment.
He went straight to the bathroom with the scissors.
He reflected himself on the glass with his fist Narra hit the mirror until it broke.
From his hands flowed fresh blood
he took the scissors and cut his hair very short.
And now he really looks like a man. After that, she grabbed her phone lying on the bed
and call Akira.
" Can you come to my apartment now ? I share the address.
This is very important ! " said Narra in a cold tone.
Hearing that, of course Akira frowned. But he also answered.
" Alright ! I'll come "and then decide the phone is one-sided.
Moments later Akira is seen in the lobby, then in the elevator and finally in front of Narra's room.
Without knocking Akira directly in.
" Aaaa. "he shouted when he saw Narra who was different.
" Hey ....
that's a new model, right ? " ask Akira who still does not believe that the girl in front of him is Narra.
" I won't get stale. I asked you here to make me a fake identity ! " answered Narra with a blank look and a flat tone.
" You're full of surprises. What is it for ? " ask Akira astonished at Narra's attitude.
" Make someone feel the consequences of his actions "Akira seemed to smile at the change of her cousin's sister. He also seemed to understand Narra's intentions immediately.
" Attractive ..Do you want your name what ? " ask Akira who agrees to help Narra.
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