
huhh....
today is really draining and emotionally draining.
drrr....
"hallo mas."
"sad I got eliminated again huh"
"hahaha. kog mas also just want to call you but first"
"your dear is a little more than me huh"
"hhhh"
"what? is it wrong of me to say that?"
"not iben knows"
"what is my trus?"
"calm and cool"
" is it?"
"wahh.. kaya karyakangan mother mother complex ya hahaha"
"you're a ngledek"
"hehehe sorry"
"i miss it"
"same me too"
"lih..."
"kog lied to me"
"kalo you kangen kog not reply sms me from earlier"
"hehehe. sorry I was so complicated mas jadu not open hp"
"yes, I know that tomorrow is still busy?"
"why not. why?"
"i forgot mas. kirain is still Monday hehehehe"
"it's time to walk with me, baby"
"yes, I'll tell you tomorrow"
"have you rest tired of going around the street"
"do you know mas?"
"you know the man you have gone with me"
"did you forget hahahaha"
"you forget yank"
"hehehe sorry yank"
"i'm sleeping there. I want to hang out with the others"
"okay.ati ati don't get off track"
"remember, honey, all the mischief I've got, but now I just want you"
"yes believe kog"
"bye dear muuaccchh"
"iya bye mas ku muuuaaccchh"
that's the habit of me and iben every night, although we rarely have time to meet but we always try to talk on the phone every night just to know the news or just talk.
I feel very happy with the relationship we live because iben can make me comfortable with everything. he never bothers with me who always has more time with my friend friend.he is never complicated if I forget him because I also do ngabarin the same thing with him. I gave her freedom to make friends or to hang out with her friends.
we are not the same no matter or what but because we feel that we are still very young and we still need to hang out with our friends and we trust each other.
from the beginning we dated we had talked about this and also we agreed if one of us was uncomfortable or bored or already liked someone else we should talk without fear of hurting because it will be better than maintaining this relationship but still hurt as well.
even in this relationship we never demand each other we live this relationship relaxed.not ask each other for small things especially for big things like dating in general.
sounds weird but maybe this is what makes us just as comfortable.
we love each other we care for each other we trust each other and are loyal without having to indulge without having to curb each other for us to be free so ourselves. we just need to keep our hearts reminding ourselves that we have girlfriends when we meet or play with the opposite sex.