TEEMING

episode sixteen

..."healed, but not really...

...Healed"...

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his tears had dried up around where he was sitting now sprinkled by strands of hair with various short lengths.Vanilla pressed his chest tight he lashed the taste that was hiding there. no sound left only a small sob that has not completely subsided.

vanilla went to the chair where only his bag was left, looks rushed to open all the sides of the bag then as if he found the hand he was looking for out by carrying a cutter object that he usually carried.

those damn tears were flowing again on his cheeks

his hands shook his chest felt tight

vanila raised her long sleeve shirt

vanilla slowly wrote the line there

*separis

two lines

three lines*

to the countless number of his works today, the red color that seems real makes vanilla now smile with relief.

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the flashback

"lho's traumatized in the bully"

"gw denger you know to change schools because it's right"trust the face of vanilla so markedly frightened

"no papa if you don't want to recede, but you have to be ready to become our bullyan subscription" said ica who managed to make the girl in front of him cry

"utu utu really kasian anyway" said sari

" it's good to introduce us what this is well" said ica looks they are cradling

"ok I have the idea of the cake is suitable for him" said ica

vanilla tried to fight back with all her strength she cried with fear, even they might realize how trembling the girl's body was.

"gw please ca, I'm sorry to let go" vanilla said really.

"tarisa Iw please let go gw. gw gk there is wrong the same you know"

"diem!" saree

ica came back after a few minutes she was packing her own bag.

"hold on!" said ica clearly can vanilla guess what they will do to him

now vanilla bends on the floor with the coercion of the three. while ica he began to pull the coarse long hair of vanilla until the girl looked up in pain he could only resign nothing to do but accept all.

he could see the strands falling more and more, he cried more and more as they grew louder and louder.

"gw sure baskara will mutusin you know because I know he does not like short hair" said ica

flashback off

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after leaving school vanilla went to a regular haircut.yeah just want to tidy his hair a little because it is impossible he met his brother sky with his sad state.

"yes, sister, I just go to school because it has been so long so long because of lack of time" vanilla assures

"so early in the morning you went to wear a t-shirt. go home and wear a hoodie?" said the sky without looking again at the girl who was thinking about the answer she would give

"gw was just about to go home and change clothes and keep coming here"

"yes this sky brother porridge I bought on the road earlier" said vanilla as much as possible show his smile

"no. you know eat aja I am full. tomorrow-tomorrow do not have to bring what what" said the sky and then he closed his eyes

vanilla stared at the porridge she bought and the girl smiled at her own thoughts.

'sky's not sure because he wants to eat it' vanilla said in his heart.

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in the sizable house, a man who walked by with his hands and eyes focused on the online game on the phone repeatedly called his mother

"bun.. mother" the umpteenth time.

"aden nyari madam ya" said a servant

"iya bi mama mana" asked Baskara while his eyes were locked on the screen of his phone

"the mother and father came out, Aden forgot that it was the same saying" he said then returned the memory baskara that his father and his mother had said goodbye to him.

"can you help me?"

"no need to bi aden later run alone to the mother's room" said baskara passed

after walking a little faster now baskara slammed his body into the throne of his parents. indeed baskara was used to go in and out of his parents' room. a few minutes he looked so focused with his game that the happy sound of the victory made him feel satisfied with his expression.

"oiya. where the power bank yesterday yes, then the cake tarok here.

yesterday he forgot to bring the power bank nda left in his parents' room. Baskara close to his parents but he was closer to his mother because according to him only his mother who really understands the man's manners.

yesterday Baskara told a story about someone who loved his mother because he felt he needed a lesson from his mother who was both female so he could understand and understand how women wanted and what women did not want.

in fact many of the things he learned baskara was just worried he couldn't be a good girlfriend to vanilla.

although Baskara was used to entering his parents' room he never touched anything, he just fell asleep in the arms of the middle-aged woman he loved so much. but because of his impatience and urgency he needed this time baskara will look for it himself and will ask permission after his parents returned.

after the entire surface of the mattress he checked he opened the drawer drawers that are on each side.yes, finally what he was looking for he got.but he also found a small box of engraved writing baskara & naiara who was curious baskara opened the box.

one baby necklace with a yellow pendant as the fruit was located on top of the same photo with a small photo of him shown by his parents. but for this one photo baskara just saw it.

the looks of two babies are aligned but the baby's face in the photo is not so similar maybe this is called uniracial twins.

his forehead frowned confused by everything he saw, about who the baby one was why his parents did not tell him if Baskara had twins.

"it's a shame you did it" said a woman approaching.

"bun.. What is this?" asked Baskara with his hand showing the photo he found

"sad you teneng first" trying to take a photo from the hand baskara but not that easy.

"you can't mommy. Why don't I know if I have a twin! keep where he is"

"bun answered baskara.." with reddened eyes

"don't you think of the macem baskara! dengerin used to talk" then at the end of his sentence he softened.

"indeed why bun klo sampe baskara know.is this alesan father always angratin baskara kayak not his son. because baskara is not your child" for some reason the mind of baskara was so far away that he did not realize he had made the woman in front of him cry