Tears of a Wife

Chapter 60

Even with an upset heart. Inspiration left the room.

He did not think, why Arini could be so angry at him, did he not point out if he was still paying attention to him?

"Oh yeah, he must be offended because I'm impressed I don't care about Denis's son." Ilham knew the cause of his ex-wife's anger.

Inspiration sits while grumbling.

" Father, family, Arin's mother?" a sister approached him and asked.

"Why sir?" tanyanya.

"Please take care of the return of the baby's corpse."

Inspiration was silent for a moment.

"Ooh not me, his father's name is Denis, he's in the room.!"

Inspiration pointed to Arini's room.

A puddle passed in front of him.

The covering cloth was accidentally exposed by the wind.

At a glance Ileham could see the face of a very beautiful red baby. There was a strange sigh he felt. But when remembering the boy was the cause of his relationship with Arini made him dismiss the strange feeling.

According to Ilham's instructions, the officer approached Denis who was still trying to calm Arini.

"Excuse me, Arini's family? You must be Mr Denis, can you handle the return of his son's body?"

Denis and Arini looked at each other.

"Yes, soon I'll take care of it." Denis replied quickly.

"It was so outrageous for the Inspiration, so hateful for me, he did not want to take care of his own son's body. I can't imagine how sorry he was when he realized that it was his son, his own flesh and blood." - Denis.

Hearing that Arini came back crying.

"I want to see my son once...."

"But you're doing?"

"I have to see it, please..!" Arini cupped both hands.

"Speak to the officer how..!" whispered Bu Zah.

Denis' heart was filled when he saw Arini's face that was like an undead, he was breathing but lifeless.

Arini tried to move but could not, the influence of postoperative drugs has not disappeared completely.

It's getting more frustrating.

Bu Zah hugged her and gave her strength.

"The land, Rin. take wisdom from all that happens. Your son is still holy, God loves him, he is called not to have time to see the world that is already full of obedience."

"But why Mom? what's my fault? why do exams always come?"

she said softly.His tears felt like they were over.

Denis tries to persuade the officer to let Arini see the body of the poor baby.

By going through a lot of drama, the officer finally granted it.

Arini stuck in her bed, she could not wake up even tilted still difficulty.

He could only see his son's face from the side.

Arini could not sob anymore, but her tears flooded her pillow.

"Mom didn't have time to accompany you, my son,

even mom can't touch you, but trust me. Mother's affection will always be with you, even though we've lived in a different realm.."

Everything in the room was moved and shed tears.

Arini released her son while he was taken by the officer with a blank look.

"Budhe, just accompany Arini. I'm gonna go home and take care of the funeral."

Bu Zah nodded.

"Rin, I'll go home first, yeah! you must be strong for your son. He definitely did not want to see his mother slumped and cried continuously, whispered Denis as he clasped his hand.

Arini did not react. His eyes look empty.

Inspiration who just wanted to go home stopped for a moment when he saw the busy Denis who took care of the return of Arini's child's body.

They fell silent as they passed each other in the hospital parking lot.

After quite a long time of silence, Ilham stepped about to leave.

"Wait!" shout Denis.

"Didn't you want to see your son's face one last time?" exclaim Denis.

Inspiration turned.

"You want to play with my emotions by saying all that?" ilham is fierce.

"I feel sorry for you, Inspiration.

You didn't admit to your son even until his last moment. You'll regret it, remember it!" Denis accused him of grumbling.

Inspiration am to worry.

If that's Denis' son, why would he do this? what's in it for Denis?"

The ambulance was almost gone

When he saw that innocent face, he felt a strange thump infiltrating his heart.

Though Inspiration does not desire, sorrow is present, as if the innocent baby is cursing at him because he does not acknowledge it.

Dad, why don't you admit me? why don't you want my presence?

what mistake?

Inspiration to quickly cover the cover cloth.

His entire body was goosebumps, he did not understand why it could be like that.

The ambulance carrying the body of his son has passed. But Inspiration is still trembling as well.

The voice of the little boy who was holding his answer kept echoing in his ears.

Derr..

Ilham felt his phone and immediately picked it up when he knew his mother was calling.

"Where are you? why not go home too? " bu Lastri's voice from the end of the joint.

"I-mom,." she replied softly. It invited a question to Bu Lastri who was also anxious waiting for news about Arini.

"Ilham... You're okay, right?"

"I'm good, Mom, but Arini!"

"Arini why?" Miss Lastri was so excited when she heard Arini's name.

"The child died, ma'am." The voice of Inspiration trembled.

Died off? Miss Lastri choked. He did plan for it, but that happened beyond his expectations.

"Then why are you so nervous?" Miss Lastri was curious.

"Let me tell you at home." Ilham cut off his phone.

Then he rushed out of the place.

Instead of going home, he followed an ambulance carrying his son's body.

The funeral was attended by several people, including Denis.

Inspiration only dared to see it from a distance.

After the funeral was quiet, Ilham slowly approached. Denis was able to capture the existence of Ilham with his tail.

He let out a long sigh and left the cemetery.

Ilham sat down, he felt the mound of red soil that was still wet.

Suddenly he felt so sad that he wanted to cry, Inspiration also did not understand.

Heart felt very lost. his chest felt tight.he felt like something was missing from part of his body.

"Why this feeling? is this a sign that my son is right?"

Inspiration was getting sobbing.he hugged the red earth mound.

He hallucinated the sound of a child judging him.

"You cruel father!

You don't recognize me as your son!

You will receive karma from all your deeds!"

Inspiration held onto his head which suddenly felt heavy. With great difficulty he reached his car.

"He's my son! he's my son!

I've killed my own son, I've asked the doctor to choose Arini, it means I've killed him, . I'm evil, I'm a killer!" Inspiration feels depressed, he regrets because he never cared for the poor boy.

Bu Lastri panicked when he found Inspiration like an unconscious person, he continued to mumble that he was a killer.

"Anita..! please help me to understand the inspiration."

"Good God, what else is he doing? we were still fine."

"I killed my own son!"

Anita frowned in wonder.

"What did he say, Mom? he killed his son?"

Miss Lastri stuttered.

Bu Lastri leaves Ilham with Anita who keeps nagging.

He locked his room tightly.

"What does Inspiration say? he killed his son?"

In his room, Ilham was still shivering in fear.

"What exactly are you doing, Mom?"

"The son of Arini died, and it was all because of me Nit..!"

"Why is Arini dead?"

"Yes, and the cause is me."

"No need to take heart. That way we can repay their arrogance all this time, yes, right?" answer Anita lightly.

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