Teach Me To Love's
THERE'S NO ROOM
" well" said Xing lu smiling and then ghuzheng went to his room .
"wedding dress ? you mean the death gown" Xing lu said with a cynical smile . somehow Xing lu hated Nesya so much as to want to obliterate her, but the reasonable reason for that possibility was her selflessness towards Nesya .
back in Mario's car, there's a spy who doesn't know whose man .
" where did you get off ? " said Mario to the brown-eyed lady .
" i got off there" said RB pointing to a building that was expected to be an upscale apartment .
" you live there ? " said Mario raise his eyebrows . RB nodded and put on his baseball cap again .
" your salary is a lot to live in an elite apartment like that" said Mario smiled . RB remained silent just looking at Mario because the door was still in the lock.
" what's your salary ? " said Mario began to be interested in scraping information on RB.
" i'm sure you can afford me but I'm not sure I want to work with you . Now open the door " said RB firmly, his firmness is enough to make Mario speechless and obey his words .
" don't forget we meet again at 7 pm . don't be late" said RB who had opened the door.
" okay" said Mario nodding and seeing RB disappear as he walked away from him.
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Luxury apartment
RB continued to walk up the elevator until it arrived on the 8th floor and continued to walk until it was in front of the door leaf number 415.
Ting-tung..ting-tung !
at once the door was opened wide and raised the person who was in it .
" how , have you found Mario. " said a heavy charismatic voice while closing the door again.
" it's mister . later I will act " said RB .
" is no one suspicious ? " say the man made sure .
" no sir" said RB .
" good . now rest" said the man while staying away from RB .
" mister "say RB .
" what's up ? " say the man is charismatic .
" will you come later ? count to treat your longing with Miss Nesya" said RB whose heart ached.
" no need . I don't want to see him anymore , let him start his new life by loving my sister" said the man in a stern tone but there was pain there ... he is Sean the one who has taken Nesya away and returned her again, the one who has been hit by his own younger sibling and the one who hired RB as his secret spy .
Sean has now returned but , he has no intention of taking Nesya . Sean just wanted to protect her from Xing lu's evil intentions .
" when you get there, can you tell me the situation ? I just want to know that " said Sean staring at RB .
" well sir" said RB bowed because of powerless in the face by Sean .
" i know how you feel about me but, '" said Sean disconnected .
" i know the limits of sir, I should not mix my personal affairs with the current mission . forgive me" RB said in an apology .
" you're good RB . I know that " said Sean smiling as he patted RB's shoulder .
" sir isn't it time to take the medicine now ? " said RB staring at the digital clock attached to his hand .
" yes . Take my medicine" said Sean, who is now sitting on the couch . Sean and RB do not live in one apartment only in the morning until 8 pm RB is always stand by to keep Sean.
whereas Sean had offered RB to stay with him temporarily but RB refused on the grounds of violating the rules of work .
" please master "that exotic-skinned sweet lady gave Sean three capsules.
" thank you "said Sean took the medicine from the palm of RB .
" now you rest first . I want to go out for a while" said Sean wearing an army leather jacket .
" i will control you sir "sout RB .
" no .you're a Spy not a bodyguard .if you have to escort , I'm not the right person for you to control . Take a break" Sean said as he put up his watch .
" well sir "say RB obediently .
Sean was complete wearing shoes laced with his black buff and did not forget to wear a baseball cap that matches his buff, finally he disappeared from behind the silver door .
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The nesya Room
Nesya was sitting leaning on the headboard while occasionally imagining her memories with Sean again.she kept on imagining Sean's smile, his warm embrace of Sean and everything he had been through with his heart.
" it's okay . I just remember someone " said Nesya wiping her tears with a thin smile .
" sir Sean ? " said Xing lu guessed and Nesya nodded for her correct response .
" patience yes, tomorrow you will meet her " said Xing lu touching Nesya's cheek .
Nesya nodded with di together Xing lu who was smiling gently at Nesya .
" oh yes nes later I will go to the boutique with ghuzheng . do you want to come, count - count to treat your boredom because in brackets" said Xing lu gave an idea . though he knew for sure Nesya refused the invitation .
" no need for me to come . enough you're just Xing lu" Nesya said flatly .
" you just choose a dress that you think is appropriate for me to wear ", added Nesya again .
" well "say Xing lu .
tok.tok.tok !
" was I bothering you guys" said ghuzheng who was unknowingly already in the doorway and now he was walking closer towards Nesya and Xing lu .
" when were you there ? " said Xing lu astonished .
" what chat did you guys make so unaware of my whereabouts" said ghuzheng with his trademark smile . Xing lu looked at Nesya with a smile but Nesya went back into silence while looking down .
" Xing lu can you leave us both ? " ghuzheng said staring at Xing lu .
" of course" said Xing lu who wanted to get away from his sitting but his right hand was held tightly by Nesya . he did not want to be in the same house with ghuzheng.
" it's okay, I'll watch from the outside "Xing lu persuaded Nesya finally Nesya let go of Xing lu's hand and let him go .
after Xing lu's departure, the atmosphere became quiet with ghuzheng continuing to look at Nesya from his standing position .
" are you that scared of me ? " say ghuzheng softly . Nesya just shook weakly .
" do you hate me ? " ghuzheng said again . Here Nesya just silence without giving a response.
" i know the answer" said ghuzheng, nodding his head several times.
here ghuzheng took a deep breath and began to sit on the edge of the bed. The movement made Nesya tiptoed and moved position to the edge of the bed on the opposite side .
" can I see a bruise on your hand ? " ghuzheng reached out to ask Nesya for permission .
" i'm fine" said Nesya lirih.
" well I'm not forcing "ghuzheng said remain soft .
" there's something I want to talk to you about" Ghuzheng said
" have you your heart been the key to my sister for so long .can't you leave a little place for me .it's okay even a fingernail" said ghuzheng memelas .
" you must have known the answer" said Nesya remained lowered .
" i will ask this continuously until you say you have loved me nes" said ghuzheng holding back his cries . from the beginning of Nesya's confession , his heart had already crumbled dimly but now he still had not given up on getting a different answer from Nesya's mouth .
" can you give me a chance to go to my mother's grave . I want to visit her before the wedding at the title" Nesya said in a weak voice .
" of course I can . I will take you "said ghuzheng softly .
" no need, I'll go there with Xing you alone "Nesya refused ghuzheng's offer.
" but.." said ghuzheng not finished but Nesya had said it .
" you don't have to worry, I won't run away from you. It's useless anyway, surely you'll finish off your sister again and I don't want that to happen " nesya said looking at the scenery behind the glass wall .
" it's good if you understand the consequences" said ghuzheng was already upset with nesya and chose to leave by slamming the door quite tight .
" you will never get my heart, never "said Nesya staring at that door with a look of hatred .
Nesya got out of bed and picked up her diary book which was stored neatly in the drawer near the sofa after which she again sat leaning back while moving her hands on the diary sheet . while occasionally shedding tears and continuously rubbing them, Nesya wrote until her heart was not strong to endure the pain, she was very tormented with longing .
In the diary throw and Nesya began to curl up while crying so badly again .
poetry by Nesya
the pounding of the waves had brought a million memories to the bottom of the sea, forcibly drowning them....
clean white sand becomes a place where we stand on stringing love that is not real...
you are the one I love, come closer, embrace me as I was then, give me your fragrance in my smell...
for the longing medic who is sulking torment me .....
