Teach me to forget

God taught me to forget

God taught me to forget, maybe that's what was in Syafitri's mind when he was allowed to go home by a doctor because he was said to be as stable as health and mental.

A week Syafitri stayed indoors there was no activity he could do because of the trauma he had experienced a few days back. He only daydreams of tears when he remembers the events of the night but he screams unconsciously and hits without cause.

Behind the shabby curtains was a mother who noticed her, A sense of regret enveloped her heart as a mother she could not protect her daughter. He approached her clutching the weak body that leaned in the corner of the room in his embrace of the child he was able to share the pain that his son experienced but real he could not hurt his daughter so big plus again after the arrival of the future mother-in-law.

At the residence of the Munif family must have reached the news of the fateful incident in Syafitri they gathered in the family room is large enough to discuss the relationship of his son with Syafitri.

With a high level, honorable family, abundant wealth, of course, Munif's mother and father will not stay silent to hear that his future son-in-law beat the victim of rape by an unknown person. certainly if they continue their child's relationship with Syafitri will be put where the family name is viewed as a family that is respected and respected in the area.

Munif's mother insisted on breaking ties with Syafitri and it was supported by his father. Munif could not do anything at that time between love, worry, doubt, and his reputation as one of the higher-ups of the company where Syafitri worked, he said, he could only nod resignedly to the decision his parents made to sever ties with syafitri.

His mother even came to the residence of Syafitri to look and give a speech of his concern as a woman, he looked at Syafitri nanar who was crying in front of him, there is a sense of disgust in his heart when imagining his son who must marry the former woman of others in a disgusting way. she spoke frankly to her and her mother with what she and her husband decided to call off the planned wedding that day had passed a few weeks ago.

"Mother, do I not deserve happiness like anyone else, after God took our father away from us. Now the treasure I have preserved has been taken in this way Mother".......do I not deserve to be happy.... The man I loved left me without saying a word and reasoned that I was no longer holy.do I deserve to be loved again mother".

"I know that God does not look at the person in his body, but God looks at the man from his heart.believe Anaku, this may be the scenario that God plans to bring us closer to him. And do you know that God gives us a test of our ability, No. No, do not hate destiny, do not hate yourself, please son. behind all this there must be a silver lining, believe me...

It is like having hope when darkness covers Syafitri's mind. destroying everything he thought to end all this by leaving everything behind He cried again somehow he apologized to his mother and promised not to do the things he could making it worse and even worse.

The time wheel kept turning as usual the sun sank in the afternoon and rose in the morning as usual, signifying that the world was fine. But it is the human mood that is always different to face tomorrow and face it all.

for several months Syafitri has been composing his heart to live a normal life even though the reality will be different because of the incident.will but he is determined to keep going according to the Shaft Syafitri by changing direction and forgetting that dark masalalu.