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mas maaaass
sindy screams for the arya who walks away, but she does not turn her head in the least, Sindy tries to chase after her husband, but the shadow of the arya is gone from her sight
sindy yells to call your arya maaaass where don't stayin I maaass sindy trus keep calling her husband her eyes look around looking for the whereabouts of arya but the one in search does not look sindy sitting lethargic while crying so so do not stayin me mas I'm afraid alone said sindy repeatedly I beg not stayin I sindy crying bitterly
maaaassss
huh. huh. huh
sindy's breath was beheaded she woke up from her dream since her husband died Sindy often had nightmares her chest was really as tight as her real dream sindy cried while hugging her knees I miss you sindy muttered in between between sobs her heart is so sad
almost every night Sindy always woke up in the night Sindy really destroyed sindy harbored her pain alone she did not want anyone to know how devastated she is at this time she always tried to be tough in the in front of everyone, even in front of his family and both parents, he always shows that he is fine, sindy does not want people to worry about his situation
sindy doesn't want anyone to know that she's in such a state of disintegration that she's lost her soul she's so desperate that she has no desire to live that it even crossed her mind to kill her that self is not a sin maybe he has done . fortunately sindy has faith strong enough that she does not do that
it's been an hour since Sindy cried . when the tightness in his chest began to decrease, Sindy sighed in wiping her tears and then she got up from her bed to go to the bathroom wash her face then took ablution and then she performed the night prayer and pray to god in addition to praying for peace of mind suaminy sindy also ask God that he always be given patience and sincerity in his heart to live his life destiny
lucky his sindy still has a complete parent at least he is not alone though for sindy lost arya like he lost his soul
since the departure of arya sindy decided to leave the capital to return to her hometown sindy's parents were worried that if sindy was alone in the capital for that they asked sindy to return home for a while until sindy feeling calm during this time Sindy and arya lived in the capital after marriage arya brought him to the capital
sindy just finished her worship arrived there was a notification into her phonsel sindy asked in her heart who chat night sindy saw the clock wall displayed on the nightstand had shown the clock 1;23 in the morning
sindy grabs her phonsel which she puts on her bed, Sindy frowns after she sees the name of the sender, muttering
sean........
sindy said she still did not expect if sean contacted her again after 5 years they did not tell each other sindy remember last they exchanged messages on July 20, 2016
it was just saying each other minalaidzin walfaidzin when idil fitri after that they never again cheat each other
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who is patient, said sean comforting
insyaallah sindy replied while holding back her tears
follow up sean
yes, insyaallah, sindy
how is it said that wherever there has never been news sindy asked sean news that indeed all this time she never knew sean as if lost in the swallow of the earth but now she suddenly appeared again
good news.not good is it will be the same as the deceased you continued sean
thank goodness that he is in good condition, Sindy said
alhamdulilah you also have to be good yes do not be sad continue to encourage
I'm fine, sindy replied reassuringly that she was strong
good for a short sean
you yourself how sindy asked sean
hopefully again answer a short sean who immediately understand the question sindy
that's why Sindy asked again as if she couldn't believe what she just heard
not in line to give an answer
who is patient, said Sindy felt guilty because she had asked about her personal problems
akh has passed said sean
hopefully cepet cepet can be a replacement, said Sindy entertaining
the same was the case for sean who was then amiin by sindy
sean is her schoolmate Lisa her best friend sindy they were introduced by lisa through social media
sindyyyyyy
pekik lisa called sindy who had just finished the dzuhur prayer when they were again in the break
sin there is nanyain loe said lisa after she sat next to Sindy
who asked sindy
my High School Temen replied lisa while grinning
sindy frowned, not knowing why her High School students asked her when they did not know each other
yesterday I posted a photo of us in sosmed him nanyain it who I answered him trus he nanya singgle I replied yes trus he asked to be known said lisa at length keep him asked no loe continued lisa again
keep loving said Sindy while looking at lisa with a sharp look
while the one in the face only cengengesan sindy rolled her eyeballs she felt careless at the careless lisa ngasih noya without asking permission first
later he will contact you continued Lisa while smiling pretentiously cute while sindy just stared at Lisa raised her eyebrows while cross-sealing
no matter what acquaintances first who know you are a match, then, his name sean permana adiguna is usually called sean he works out of town rarely come home so I have never met him since his son came out of High School good kog pretty handsome lisa said long width explains the characteristics of his High School friend
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sindy sighed resignedly with the behavior of this one friend but Sindy can never be angry because lisa is the only friend who is always there for him in any condition they always support each other
without feeling their break hours have run out they also resumed their activities as a employee of one of the big companies in Indonesia
until the afternoon it was time for them to go home as usual, Sindy always went home with Lisa
on the way home they stopped by to buy some food to eat at his boarding house
they are independent women Sindy and lisa they are the backbone of her family maybe from that equation they understand each other
sindy just finished praying isa no notification entered her counseling
sindy grabs her phone and she opens the incoming message as she expected if the one who sent her the message was the one that was discussed by Lisa last afternoon
ping Sindy yes the contents of the message that went to his phone sindy
yes, sindy answered briefly
I sean temen his lisa salam know ya said sean introduced himself
nice to meet Sindy's reply trying to be friendly
sean permana adiguna has a funny and funny character but he is very mysterious
sean's a guy who's hard to guess he's like the water looks cool but dangerous
have a girlfriend? ask sean
why do you want to go to blm knp??
answer cindy lazily"n sindy wonder why the hell boy if acquaintance ama girl surely nanyain already have a boyfriend does not want to be friends or PDKT anyway according to sindy is stale
it's okay just answer sean
bother not continuing sean after not also getting an answer from Sindy
gk is ordinary
cindy answered briefly
for those who do not know Sindy they think that sindy is jutek and judes they do not know if already familiar sindy a funny person
even a little crazy haaa ha
since then sean often contact sindy even though just chatting and joking even though their chat is not necessarily the direction of the old sindy accustomed to sean sindy feel comfortable chatting together sean mnurut sindy sean guy fun too
the flashback
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