
Arriving at home, Athi looked at the ceiling of his room in great astonishment, because he was still unsure of the circumstances he was experiencing.
Keil is very different than usual. Although at first Keil was very cynical with Athi who he met at the bookstore, but Keil who he had met was very different from the usual.
"Huft ...."
Athi repeatedly let out a long sigh, as he was already very claustrophobic with Keil's attitude which was very different from usual.
"It feels like you have a double personality" murmured Athi, who thought Keil was too deep.
Athi took a small mirror on the table next to his bed, then saw the appearance of her very plain, without makeup polish.
"Ugh ...."
"It feels strange to squirm yourself in the mirror like this" muttered Athi who was upset himself to see his innocent face, which began to be overgrown with inflamed pimples.
Athi came to mind with a very different attitude of Azekeil with both sides of her being different.
"She looks very cynical with me at school, but looks very sweet when dealing with me at the bookstore. Why does this make me so upset, anyway?" thi murmured who was upset with the situation.
"Did Keil really not know about the real me?" mumbled Athi, looking back at the small mirror he was holding.
"Didn't Keil like pretty girls? How come he's acting so bashfully the same Athi he saw at the bookstore, anyway?" muttered Athi wondering with the circumstances that he could not explain.
Athi covered his face using the pillow he was holding, "Duh ... why so ambiguous like this, anyway?" asked Athi in a very upset tone.
"Ah ...," muttered Athi because he remembered something, "did I ask you once in the forum?" murmured Athi who thought about his forum on social media, who always followed all his activities from the past until now.
You could say, he is an internet addict. With his strange attitude according to some people, making Athi did not have a conversation partner in the past, making him forced to make friends in cyberspace. This is certainly very reasonable to do for some people who feel less confident in real life.
Athi immediately took his phone and immediately made a forum uploaded on his social media.
"Hi, how do I feel there is something strange about the people I meet often, lately? He was my schoolmate. He also turned out to be a person who often went in and out of the bookstore that I often visited as well. I was different at school and outside of school. With me at school, he was always cynical and lazy to talk to me, but with me at the bookstore, he even told me the side that was really cute for me. Just imagine, he said thank you to me who was in the bookstore! His face was red, as if he was ashamed. She's why, huh?"
Athi sent status on his social media, so that shortly thereafter, the friends of cyberspace in his contacts also commented on the status that Athi made.
"Tok a double personality?"
"Lho, weirdo! She should be nice to the ones at school, because she's beautiful. How come he's being nice to the one at the bookstore, anyway?"
"I'm not commenting, yeah!"
"Well, there are people in this world who like the same plain girl without makeup?"
Athi glanced at their comments, and read them one by one. His comments are deeply in Athi's logic.
"She should have liked the same in school, because the one in school was beautiful. How does this even like the one at the bookstore, anyway?" murmured Athi who still did not accept the situation.
Athi again saw the comments of the others, the latest. His eyes were round, seeing the positive comments of some other internet users.
"Who knows, in this world there are still men who like the same girl without makeup? Just try deketin!"
"Don't she like you natural?"
"Did he know you were the same person? Try to wear a plain face when going to school. Look at his reaction."
Reading the last comment, made Athi disagree. He did not want to do it at all, because he would definitely be booed back, if he did not wear makeup when he went to school.
"No, I wouldn't want to go to school! I've been too sick to bully them. I don't want to go to High School, they bully me too" muttered Athi, who was terrified of what they were going to do.
Trauma to the past, making Athi no longer want to make the slightest mistake. He doesn't want to be a joke anymore.
It's enough, a few years back this he felt with a bully and maki that pierced the heart. Don't feel the pain and the hurt again.
Athi looked back at his forum. Several comments have been added, and Athi read the entire contents of the comments that flooded the available comments column.
"Try you at the bookstore, be a little aggressive. Who knows if it's true, he fell in love with you at the bookstore."
Athi glared in surprise, "Huh? How aggressive, what do you mean?" asked Athi who was confused by her intentions.
"If he does not know you at the bookstore, try to meet with acquaintances. Who knew you guys were dating because you had the same hobby, right? Coulda!"
"If researched anyway, he likes you in the bookstore. The proof, the attitude is different from you at school?"
Athi glanced at the last remark, leaving himself half-deadly confused by this state of affairs.
Athi threw her phone next to her bed, and looked back at the ceiling of her room with sadness.
"Huft ...."
"What's the truth they're talking about Keil, who he says likes me at the bookstore?" murmured Athi who was still unstable, and still trying to convince himself.
Given the advice of other friends on his forum, made him feel confident that Azekeil he met at the bookstore really liked it with this appearance.
"Ah, really they say, too" muttered Athi with high confidence.
Yet again he was broken with his own heart. That the perfect Azekeil would never have liked that heaven and earth-like self, when compared to Keil.
"Gurgh!!"