Sweet Life After a Heartbreak

Disappointed (Again)

The night has come..

Cahyana arrived home happy even though she did not talk much with Oriza. But on the other side of his heart, he,

Cahyana felt guilty towards Dina. Because Cahyana had lied home late because of business, even though Cahyana went with Oriza.

To slightly reduce the unpleasant taste to Dina,

Cahyana finally bought something Dina and her son's favorite. Before arriving home, a few meters before her

Cahyana buy a serving of food made from dough with a lot of cheese toppings and abundant.

After finishing ordering and getting the food, Cahyana headed straight home, of course after paying for what he ordered.

Walking a little hasty, Cahyana hopes Dina especially her children have not slept. Because it feels like Cahyana longs for her three children.

"Assalamu'alaikum, dad's coming home.... ". While opening the door Cahyana looking for her children.

"Wa aleikumsalam ". Dina came out of the room with a slight justification of her hair tie.

"Have the children slept?". Cahyana did not see what else heard the voices of her three children,

his three children were usually the most excited to welcome when Cahyana arrived home.

For Cahyana, her three children are a cure for longing and a cure for fatigue. Instantly the longing and tiredness of Cahyana lost when with her three children.

"Yes. They're waiting from earlier, maybe dad's coming home too late". Answer Dina potluck.

Cahyana mangosteen heard Dina's words,

"Have you eaten? here I bring you your favorite food". Cahyana tried to act ordinary.

"We eat together?". For Dina this is an opportunity to mend her relationship with Cahyana.

"alright". Cahyana asserted Dina's invitation even though she had eaten with Oriza, it was not good if she had to refuse.

"I heard the day after tomorrow there's going to be an event at school". Dina ventured to open the conversation.

Cahyana seemed to think "Yes, the children of one school on vacation to tourist attractions in the area of Bumi Wangi is still in the city of XX".

"Can I come with you?". Dina asked while trying to stare at Cahyana,

he wanted to know how Cahyana had expressed herself with such a question.

Cahyana seemed surprised to hear the question of Dina who wanted to take a vacation, but Cahyana tried to hide her nervousness

nya, he tried to act ordinary to cover up his lies, and so that Dina did not suspect.

"It's just an event at school, not for outsiders". Cahyana tried to subtly refuse.

"Later if there's time, the five of us will go recreation yaa". Cahyana again said that Dina was not too disappointed.

Dina only responded with a little smile, for him who was promised Cahyana only the wind.

The proof, Cahyana was even cool with his fishing friends, or busy with business at school.

Usually, the man who can be trusted is from his words. But not for Cahyana, she always breaks her promise as if she forgot what she said.

The feeling of Love and hate being one, more precisely maybe not love but affection. The love began little by little

faded, and the affection that Dina had was only limited to surviving for the sake of her three children, and for the future of her child.

Dina nodded unwilling to ask again, "Let's sleep rest, it's late at night". Cahyana just nodded.

Cahyana also took a breath to fill the air in the cavity of his para, then he smiled and agreed to the invitation

Dina for beristrhat. Because it was late at night, and Cahyana was tired for today.

Actually Dina was not wanting to get close to Cahyana, but Dina lost quickly, quickly Cahyana held her hand and pulled her into the embrace.

There is no activity that is usually done at night. Dina slept with her back to Cahyana, and Cahyana hugged Dina from behind.

*Either until when we're together, I'm just following destiny.

I'm sorry my wife*. Cup Cahyana kissing Dina's hair.

Not long heard the soft snoring of Cahyana sign he was already sound in his sleep.

But in contrast to Dina who was half dead held back her sobs so as not to be heard.

Dina was disappointed to hurt her heart, actually Dina already knew that this school event could bring another friend,

if a teacher can bring his wife and children. But Cahyana refused, even he lied to Dina. Dini knew all this from her younger sibling Desi who was the same age as Oriza.

This morning Cahyana was busy with the activity of compiling a seat number that had been recorded before

who will sit with whom. Surely Cahyana had arranged that she would sit down with Oriza.

Not to forget Cahyana had ordered several boxes containing snacks as many people who attended this event for a meal before departure. Do not forget the teacher, driver and committee were counted to get the same snake.

[For tomorrow's supplies, have you bought snacks for the trip?]. Cahyana sends a message that indirectly reminds Oriza of the supplies so as not to forget she brought them.

[No, I only have rice]. Cahyana frowned.

While other friends are busy shopping for supplies tomorrow, Oriza will bring rice without snacks instead.

Teng... Teng... Teng...

So busy, I don't feel the bell ringing. Cahyana immediately finished her work, then hurriedly walked towards the main gate.

Yes as usual Cahyana waited for Oriza, maybe a little smile Oriza could treat her longing for the girl.

Not long after the girl who was waiting came to the gate, she walked while looking down because she was playing her phone.

Passing Cahyana, Oriza simply nodded with a smile.

"Go home?". Cahyana tries to greet Oriza.

"No". Oriza replied briefly still continuing to play her mobile phone, it seems Oriza was replying to a message.

"Where did you go first?". Cahyana asked curiously, because usually if Oriza went home from school straight away, even if there was group work, she would have gone home first.

"You go to a friend's house first". Oriza's reply made Cahyana worried.

"Aa yaa's friend". Out of curiosity Cahyana also volunteered to drive Oriza.

As far as Cahyana is concerned, the only friend close to Oriza is Lani, my countryman.

Oriza nodded and started walking to the left of the school gate.

"Male or female?".Cahyana tries to neutralize her feelings, preparing with an answer from Oriza.

" man". Dduuaarrhtt... As if there was lightning in broad daylight, Cahyana's heart seemed to be in a pinch.

I am jealous of those who can always be with you, laugh with you, and be there when you need to be. Cahyana.

No lami Oriza stopped, Cahyana thought Oriza realized to the mound that Cahyana felt. Yet it turns out

Oriza will cross, across the road to a large field next to Padepokan.

Not long Oriza was saying goodbye, apparently there was already a man there, Cahyana squinted, apparently the man.......