Sweet Girl Charming My Heart

43.Besmirched

Emotions have taken control of Bara's mind and heart, so that Lila's tears and pleas do not stop her actions tonight.Bara is like an animal that is hungry and thirsty.Lila is unable to fight or try to escape from the clutches of Bara.

The clothes that Lila was wearing had been detached from her body, looking at the poignancy and beauty of her body.lust possessed Bara's soul, she kissed the rough lips of Lila.Bara down every inch of Lila's body, lil,while releasing the clothes that are still attached to his body.Lila can only cry and mourn his fate.Bara forced his will on Lila's body, when Bara managed to make a union, his body froze when he found out that he was the first man for Lila, Lila, when Bara managed to make a union,all the prejudices that were in his head now disappeared.The possessive nature and had control of him.That night became a long night for the two of them, and,Bara did the union repeatedly until he felt great satisfaction.Lila did not fight again, he let the man he loved teramat he,as well as the man who made her disappointed and devastated tonight did what she wanted.After their love, Lila laid her body against Bara.Lila shed tears of disappointment, her back shook with her sobs.

Bara hugs Lila from behind, Bara can feel the cry of Lila that is so heartbreaking.but Bara does not regret what he did, he promised himself will marry Lila after the incident tonight.

“I'm sorry Lila, I love you!”

Bara kissed Lila's forehead who was asleep because of fatigue.Bara realized something, she saw the palms and elbows of Lila who was bleeding, blood that had dried up because it was left too long just like that.Bara shed her tears, she saw her eyes,he did not think he would hurt Lila like this.Bara got out of his bed, wearing pants that lay just on the floor.Bara took a P3K box that was in his desk drawer, he said, Bara treated the torn wounds on her palms and elbows.Lila scrunched her forehead when the medicine was applied to her wound, after which Lila fell asleep again.

Bara stared at the dear woman who is now sleeping naked, the traces of Bara's ownership are clearly visible in her innocent body.Bara regrets her actions, emotions dominate her.Bara climbed into the bed and clasped Lila's body, and,he closed his eyes following Lila in a beautiful dream.Ahead of dawn, Lila woke up from her sleep.he felt her hands tightly coiled, Lilah shed her tears when remembering the treatment of Bara tonight.

“I'm happy you're the first man for me, but I'm disappointed in you brother, you don't seem to trust me and it hurts my heart!”

Lila sobbed in silence, she looked at the handsome face that was sound asleep beside her.Slowly and with great care, Lila got out of bed to pick up her clothes, and,and Bara's shirt because his clothes had been torn due to the anger of Bara.after being satisfied to look at Bara's face, Lila left Bara alone in his apartment.In the cold of the night that will soon be replaced with the morning, Lila did not know where to go, Lila did not know where to go,she was not ready to meet the Danuarta family, especially Bara.Lila bemoaned her fate, all she had in mind now was to leave the apartment as far as possible.Lila boarded a mini bus and went to the suburbs to calm her heart and feelings.

The sunlight that entered the apartment disturbed Bara's sleep, reluctantly and forced him to open his eyes.Slowly he circulated his gaze looking for the figure of the lover, the figure of the lover,bara quickly got up and got out of bed, she checked all sides of her apartment despite her anxious heart and feelings, Bara tried to convince herself that Lila was still in her apartment.

“Lila!Lila!,Honey!”

Bara screams Lila's name, all the rooms have Bara checked, when his eyes are directed towards his shirt that is not there, and Lila's bag that is not on the floor.Bara sure Lila has left his apartment, he said,with a feeling of uneasiness and fear.Bara tried to contact Lila, the sound of Lila's cell phone ringing in the room.Bara looking for the whereabouts of Lila's phone and found it lying on the floor, Bara quickly took a shirt in his closet,dress her up and go look for Lila, hoping the lover is not far from her apartment.

Almost an hour Bara went around looking for Lila's whereabouts, frustratingly Bara finally went home hoping Lila had returned home,Bara went into the house and went straight to Lila's room, the mother who saw his arrival who looked anxious, became astonished at Bara's unusual behavior.Bara opened the door of Lila's room, Lila's room, and she was,and look for it in every room but nil.Bara returned to the guest room and saw the mother had looked at him sharply.

“Say Bara,what is it?”Did you lose something?”

Mrs Santika looked suspiciously at her son, who looked chaotic.Master Danu went down the stairs and saw the two were having a point of view, making her astonished.

“What is this?”

Madam Santika and Bara turned their heads when they heard Mr. Danu's voice.

“Entai Pa, try to watch your son?”

Mr. Danu stared in wonder at Bara, who looked chaotic and disheveled.

“Bara!”

Mr. Danu's voice raised, his feeling said something was happening.heard Mr. Danu's voice echoing to make Han who was still in the kitchen, who was still in the kitchen,waking up and heading to the living room, he saw that both of his adoptive parents were staring at Bara who was frozen in place.

“What does Lila go home to Ma?”

“Mama should have asked you, where is Lila,why don't you go back with her ?”

“What did you do to Lila?”

Deg, Bara gulped his saliva, his mouth was tightly shut, he did not dare to say what was really going on between them.he was sure the mother would be wrathful after this.

“BARA ANTARA DANUARTA!”

Mrs Santika was convinced there was something her son was trying to hide from her.

“Excuse Bara Ma,West Ma!”

Bara knelt before his parents made the father and mother, throw each other a glance.As Han still stood and became a spectator.

“Say clearly Bara?”

Said the mother who was getting impatient, Mr. Danu approached the wife and tried to calm her down.

“Say Bara, don't confuse us!”

With full courage, Bara tells everything.tells events after events without it reducing and it is more .Han and Mr. Danu held back his emotions, hearing Bara's bold and honest confession, but in contrast to the mother who was immediately angry.

“PPLLAAKKK”, the sound of a slap so loud and powerful floated and landed on Bara's cheek.

“Mom never taught you, act brash Bara!, even though in your eyes Lila was wrong you should have asked her for an explanation, you disappointed Bara!”

The meaning, as well as the mother's heartbreaking cry added to the guilt in Bara's heart.Han came to Bara, lifting his body staring disappointedly at him, and,and one raw bogem Han gave to his face and stomach.Bara received all the treatment of his family that day, he did not defend himself at all.Mr Danu turned a blind eye to what Han did to Bara.

Mr. Danu could only calm his wife with a hug, there was nothing he could do right now, other than trying to find Lila's whereabouts.

“Han send all your men, and Papa's men, spread them all the way, make sure they find Lila!”

Mr. Danu looked at the son, who was now so pitiful.

“Papa wants you to take responsibility for what you did today, and remember we haven't forgiven you!”

Mr. Danu left the living room, and took the wife who looked weak.Han approached Bara and stretched out his hand,trying to help Bara to stand.Bara looked at Han who is now in front of him.Han could see the deep regret in the eyes of Bara, but according to Han Bara still wrong in this matter.

“Don't fall here, we'll look for it together!

Han hugged Bara, channeling strength so that Bara could undergo the ordeal that was waiting in plain sight.