
I heard the sound of gamelan from inside my house, I felt astonished and confused. I also tried to find the sound of gamelan sound throughout the corner of my house, but I did not find it at all, until at last the sound of gamelan sound gradually began to stop.
Until there was a hand holding my shoulder from behind, I was shocked and immediately looked back, it turned out to be a hand.
"hook, geez, just be surprised! I thought who?" I said while stroking my chest.
"sorry mom if I startle mom? But if I may know, what are you looking for? Kok, it looks like a confused person so." asked mbok ratih
"it's like I heard the sound of gamelan from inside this house. But just as I was looking for the source of the sound, it didn't even exist!" obviously
"mom sure, that's the gamelan?" ask again
"i'm sure it's a gamelan."
"my mother, now rest first. Pity all this time the mother was less rest because of waiting non rara in the hospital" said mbok ratih
I finally followed the advice of the coach. Maybe because I was tired, so I heard a strange sound.
I immediately went into the room and lay down beside Rara. I also choose to immediately sleep while hugging my daughter just this way.
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I realized at 4 am, I was sleeping very well with bad dreams. I immediately took a shower, and got ready to perform the dawn prayer.
After finishing the prayer I immediately headed to the kitchen to cook water, make coffee.
For some reason today I feel my head is very painful, is it possible because of the effect of not drinking coffee or because of the mind with mas dimas? I regret the mas dimas who had stabbed me last night. I did not expect just because a woman like Susi, she could bear to betray the sacred promise of our marriage.
"good morning mother" said mirna to me
"eh, morning is also mbok!" my broom back
"mother, what are you doing? Let me make you drink to mommy." said mbok mirna
"yes, make me coffee, but don't be too sweet? And then immediately delivered to the tv room just coffee." I ordered to mbok mirna
until now I have not been able to accept the word talak from mas dimas. For 6 years we were married, only this time I was really disappointed in mas dimas, he could prefer the bitch.
And I don't know what else to do? I feel sorry for Rara, my son. He is still very small but he has to see the separation of his parents, hopefully it will not be a trauma for him.
While I was watching television, I heard the sound of a car stopping in the yard. I immediately went out to see who came, it turned out that it was Mas Dimas who came so early.
"why did you come here again, mom?" I asked with a face of astonishment, instead of yesterday he had looked at me and decided to get out of this house.
"i came here just to pick up all my belongings and also my important papers" he said as he continued walking towards our room.
luckily last night I slept in Rara's room, so Rara didn't need to see the drama of the quarrel between me and mas dimas.I deliberately didn't want to follow her into the room, because my heart is already too sick with all of his cheating nature behind my back. I no longer want to fuss with him, I have resigned to the destiny of my life.
Not long after I saw the mas dimas coming out of the room with two large suitcases in both hands.
"i'll definitely come, you don't have to worry. Besides, I am also ready to divorce from you." I said firmly
Mas dimas just smiled cynically in response to my answer. And without much ado mas dimas soon left the house that witnessed our love for these 6 years.
'Oh my God, give me strength in the face of this test." I said in my heart
Not long after, Rara woke up from her sleep. I made milk and bread for him. After finishing breakfast, I immediately took a bath and I put on the clothes I bought a month ago.
When I was combing her hair, mbok mirna came to my room and said that there were guests who came to see Rara.
"mom, I'm sorry to tell you that in the living room there are guests who want to meet non rara?" mbok mirna
"who's coming in?" ask me with a curious face
"that's my mother, the doctor who came to this house last night." mbok mirna replied
"oh yes the ghani doctor, mbok." I said with a smile
"let him wait a minute, mbok, and don't forget to make him drink." I ordered to mbok mirna
"get ready mom." she replied as she passed from our room
"who's coming, ma?" ask rara
"who's yeah?" I answered with a smile teasing him
"rather than you are curious, better now we go to the living room dear to see who the hell is coming?" I said while holding him and he nodded his head at me.
As soon as he got to the front, Rara who saw the arrival of doctor ghani was very happy. He asked me to immediately remove him from my sling, and immediately ran to the ghani doctor.
"thank you doctor for coming back here?" he said with a very happy face
"yes, om has promised to come again here to see the state of rara. This is bringing toys and cakes for rara" said doctor ghani while kissing the face of Rara which makes her feel amused because the ghani doctor has a sideburn and a thin mustache on her face. His sideburns and whiskers are what makes him more macho and cool.
ghani doctors also brought large teddy bears and doraemon dolls for rara. Then he brought me chocolate brownies and sweets for my daughter.
I was very happy to see doctor ghani's attention to Rara, even though we had just met in the hospital.Rara was happy to be close to doctor ghani, too, being near her made Rara like a child who never lost her father.
Seeing that I became very sad, if mas dimas had not cheated, maybe now the three of us were joking like this.
When the three of us were talking suddenly I heard a screaming voice,
"pantes you didn't reject our divorce, Turns out you already got a replacement for me!" the three of us turned to look at the voice and it was,
"Mas Dimas...??"
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