Superior Seedlings Mas Duda

Escapees

Zakki walked gontai towards his apartment. As Reno said, today the patient is not much, he came home on time now but somehow his body feels very tired. Maybe not just his body, but his heart.

After putting the car keys down, Zakki immediately entered the room. If I may be honest, his stomach is very hungry now, but either way he seems to have no appetite to fill the stomach. Sea really managed to overturn his life.

After bathing and changing clothes, Zakki decided to sleep. The erratic mood made him very tired. Hopefully by the time he wakes up, everything will have improved. No exception Sea heart.

Zakki felt like she slept not too long ago. The man turned his body, looking at the wall at the clock hanging there. At five in the afternoon, he fell asleep at four, just an hour.

Zakki's sleep was disturbed by the smell of a delicious dish that broke into his nose. Could it be because he was so hungry that his nose just hallucinated?

Zakki was not strong enough to resist hunger, the young man decided to leave the room, looking for something that could prop up his stomach. At least until the food he was about to order from the gojek arrived there.

Zakki was pecking at the spot when he saw a figure busy arranging the dishes on the dining table. Several times the young man rubbed his eyes, making sure that his hallucinations were not this severe.

Slowly but surely Zakki approached. The girl who was serious about her activities looked up for a moment. After a few seconds of staring at each other, Sea first cut off his sight. There were no greetings, no jokes and no whimpers he used to show.

“Sea, are you here?” Finally, after coming back to his senses, that was the only question Zakki asked.

“Food is ready. Eat first before going back to sleep, after this I will go back home.”

Sea spoke without even turning his head towards Zakki. His hands are still busy tidying this up.

“Where are you going home?” asked Zakki without shifting a bit from her place.

“To papa's house mama.”

“Please wait after I finish eating, let me drop off.” Zakki tried to offer herself.

“No need. You're sick, besides I brought a car.”

Zakki was really confused to see Sea's behavior today. The girl did not talk as much and joke as usual. He himself is confused how to behave, because he thinks his mistakes are not as fatal.

It's really tai that's Zakki. Let's destroy it together.

“All ready, I'm back first.”

Sea stepped towards the guest sofa, he picked up his bag and some of his books there. Zakki was only watching the girl's movements, without preventing much less forbidding. It was only when Sea was about to reach the door that the man's consciousness came back again.

“Sea, wait!”

Zakki immediately held the door handle that was almost open. closed the door again tightly. The two men were now facing each other, without speaking and without any action.

“Don't be like this. I'm sorry,” pinta Zakki is still in the same position.

Sea sounded out sighing for a moment. “Already, Doc. Forgetit. You eat and let me go home.”

Zakki shook his head a few times. “You even still call me that, how can you say forget it?"

“Didn't I usually call like this too?”

“I'm sorry. Really sorry. Don't be like this.” Zakki grabbed Sea's hand, grasping both hands tightly.

“Can I ask one thing?”

“What?”

Sea stared fixedly at Zakki's brown-eyed bead. “During this time, what do you consider me?”

This question Sea had wanted to ask for a long time, but Sea was too scared. Sea was afraid of Zakki's reply. Sea was afraid that the answer he heard was not in line with what he expected. Sea is too scared.

zakki who got a question suddenly like that just lowered her head, she did not know what to answer. His lips suddenly groaned, his brain could not think clearly.

Sea waiting.

Almost five minutes, Zakki still kept silent, until finally a sigh came out of the bbir Sea.

“Daily. Someone you need to help blow someone up. Is this me in your eyes?”

Short, but somehow it hurts. Not only did Sea have to be encouraging when saying this, Zakki was in pain as well.

Once again Sea waited for Zakki's reply, but the man still acted the same. He only scratched his face, looking at Sea without saying a word.

Sea smiled wryly. He's got the answer. The girl pulled out her hand which was still in Zakki's grasp. He took a step forward, trying to break the door blocked by Zakki's tegab body.

Zakki remained silent as Sea began to step past him. Before it actually came out, Sea paused for a moment and stared at Zaki.

“I thought your attitude yesterday was a form of jealousy, but I was wrong. You just don't want to lose a second time." Sea took a breath once more, trying to dispel the claustrophobia that began to rule the heart.

"I'm in love, but you never thought I existed. Eat and rest.”

After saying so, Sea stepped away leaving Zakki who did not even prevent him in the slightest. Sea stepped with his heart shaking violently, is this as painful as it feels? Why does it not taste as sweet as loving? If God loves this pain, why does God make it a gift?

Zakki was too late to wake up. Sea was gone even the girl was already invisible.

Wasn't it!

Zakki doesn't really care!

He was silent just to make sure of it. He did not want a wrong word that would eventually hurt the girl's heart.

Zakki loves Sea.

Sea is not his escape.

Zakki never wanted to lose that girl.

And stupidly, when he felt jealous unconsciously Zakki even hurt the girl he loved.

Again and again, Zakki was defeated by the circumstances.