
...There was a time you wanted in your real life, but not in my life, even if it was only in a dream....
...However, the compulsion that pressured me, made me have to fulfill that desire....
...BE THANKFUL......
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"talk" said Sania coldly without expression.
"i don't know where to start either?"burhan replied feeling bad.his mind suddenly had a dead end.when a few minutes ago he could read his chatter with joyo on his phone.
"I hear you are indeed shy.I will understand that.but now we are talking for seriousness.can you ignore your shame?"sania said at length without turning her head towards the burhan sitting next to her.The eyes were still focused on the glass in her hand.
"????"Burhan began to be confused."huhhhh.alright.give me a few more minutes"burhan exhaled a long breath.Shame that had been eating away at him changed his nervousness and lack of confidence, plus the nature of the suddenly cold, sania,make him feel guilty.
why did he change so?
does he not like me?
"I've never dated before, so I'm inexperienced, but I'll try very carefully".
"Well, you just have to ask what you want to know about me" said Sania, clarifying,that he just wanted to do a question and answer session about each other's personality, not the pleasantries that he really does not want at this time.
"mmmm.maybe I will start with your profession" burhan said after he recalled one of the suggestions from joyo.
"......."sania thought for a while to answer the question.
"what's up?is something wrong?"burhan asked worriedly.
"I don't have a profession" Sania replied quickly.
"???....meaning?"Burhan was curious, but Sania did not want to explain.
"i've heard from Ms. Iin that you're an art graduate.I thought maybe you were a musician or..."
"well" replied Sania cutting burhan's question." I was indeed a musician.but that was then, now no longer.
"why?it's fun" burhan said with a cheerful smile imagining how exciting it would be to just play and listen to music all day.
"sometimes what one finds pleasant is boring to others"
"Yes, yeah, but why did you stop?"burhan asked curiously.
"there's a cause I can't explain for you yet" Shania's answer glanced at the burhan for the first time after they sat together in the garden."sorry"sania is still staring at burhan making the one in the face move unbecoming because of wrong behavior.
"let's just talk about something else" said burhan quickly so that Sania would stop staring at him.
"i think it's my turn now" said Sania as she placed her glass on the small table.
"well, just ask me what you want to know"
"actually I already know a lot about you.william told me"
"mmmm...Then, is it my turn again?"burhan asked with his adorable confused face.
"no!!there's still something I want to know about you, maybe about amy"
"you work for William's company, and Amy works for my dad's company, and your family has a bigger company, why?"
"I just know that my brother wants to work in your father's company because he doesn't want to be known as brother yus"
"why" asked sania.
"maybe because he doesn't want to be famous in public.he will always make trouble.unlike I'm always a good boy"be proud of myself without shame.
Forgive me, brother.I only open your little disgrace kok.hehehe.smiles cute pretentious without sin.
"then what about you?"sania asked without caring about the behavior of the burhan next to her.
just understand sania.
"I just want to learn from ordinary employees until later to become a leader.kak yus already has his own company.so, later if I am married, a large company owned by my late father will switch under my leadership.hmmmm..I became sad, how busy I will be, so there is no time to accompany my sleeping minion doll"with unhappily put on a sad face.hey realize, he realized,who's next to you.can't you act a little grown up????maybe that's what I'd say if I saw this.
but Sania still does not care.his heart always forces her to understand the behavior of her future husband.toh burhan attitude also does not bother him.maybe because his heart is cold so that whatever happens around him does not make him have to experiment.
"wahhh.see there are shooting stars.said my mother, if we make a wish when there is a shooting star, your request will be granted.ayo quickly close your eyes"burhan said enthusiastically while covering his entire face with both palms.
"my mother said it was just a myth" she refused.
"what if my mother says right, just do it" pressed the burhan with his face still closed.
"you did it"Sania still refused.
"alright" burhan said, saying kamit, saying his request at length.everything he asked was granted.
while burhan performs his rituals, he also performs his own ritual by staring at the two hands that cover the face of burhan.how sweet and innocent he.why he can be found with this sinless man. sania involuntarily closed her eyes and then uttered a plea in her mind, then opened her eyes and found the unfinished burhan uttering her plea, who had no idea how many, only she and God knew.
"do the people in your work place also leave their prayers to you?why so long?"ask Sania when the unfinished Burhan.
"my request is a lot.hehehe, sorry" he said with a cry.
And again Sania can only understand his childish behavior.not because Burhan is less mature.but because of the sania who do not want to care.
"is your conversation not over?"
the sound of brother yus from the terrace awakened them from their respective daydreams.
"i think it's enough, nothing special if you know too much" said Sania with a small smile.
"hahaha, I think you already look familiar"searching sister yus while embracing the shoulder burhan walk back into the house.while sania walk in front of them.
"i don't think it's that far" Burhan said.
"tell me later, whatever you do" whispered brother yus jahil.
"sister, I say mama loo" Burhan's whining is a little cranky.
"hahahahaha"kak yus could only look up at his sister's expression that echoed.severa only shook his head to hear the whisper of brother yus from behind him.
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roughly visual for Burhan and Sania who would be a good fit?
can anyone recommend??😊