
looking for the whereabouts of jonghyun but how shocked he was when so many calls came in from all the shinee members, from the region, from ceo agenci and from suho the new idol from SM
in fact he read all the chat messages and some articles sent by regi and onew diawnya about jonghyun's death
at once, yumi was shocked, she could not believe jonghyun had died, she woke up the yama moto, but since it might be exhausted, so the yama moto was difficult to wake up
yumi is ready to go and close the door of her house and leave the yama moto, she leaves a message to the yama moto if she has to go first
after arriving at the venue for the session before the burial of Jonghyun's body, yumi came there with tears that had been soaked
when he arrived, no one forbade him from entering because some staff who recognize yumi make it easier for yumi to come and enter the jonghyun place
when he got to the front of the chest that was still open but jonghyun was already in the chest that was covered in white cloth all over his body, immediately yumi covered his mouth and held his crying voice so as not to be too tight
shinee sees the arrival of yumi, but they can't bear to see yumi there crying for jonghyung alone, Kay stands up and quickly approaches the crying yumi and hugs yumi to be calmer, more calm, yumi hugged Kay and cried all the way there
"he's why he left me" said yumi
"he also left me and left shinee" Kay said
the sobbing cry of sobbing sobbing cannot be stopped by yumi, where she is like in her nightmare situation, friends and first person (not family) who know all the dark and bright side of a yumi has not left him forever
calming yumi must also set the condition of the ceremony, the region requested that Kay, Onew, Minho and Taemin bring yumi to a private room to be calmer there
"Miyumi" said Jonghyun's sister
"sister" said Yumi standing hugging the brother of her best friend
"yumi" said Jonghyun's close friend from Dear Cloud
soon yumi was there with the other shinee members, friends and sisters as well as some of the closest people to jonghyun who yumi all knew since close to jonghyun came, greeting yumi, saying hello, mutually strengthen each other and also the same fight in rigor
they also recounted the final conditions before jonghyun was found dead
there Yumi could not say anything but cry, she had already promised whatever Jonghyun said, he would not tell anyone else
yumi was there for Jonghyun's last funeral and would never be able to meet, so she cried so much that there was nothing she thought about the death
while Yama moto, who had already awakened
looking for yumi's whereabouts but nothing, he begins to worry and he sees his hape which turns out to have a lot of news about jonghyun's death
yama moto opened the incoming message from yumi this afternoon and rightly it turns out yumi went to the last place jonghyun
yama moto without a stale base was quickly gone to look for yumi, he worried about yumi's current condition
after arriving and seeing yumi accompanied by other shinee members, he was a little relieved because there were those who guarded yumi
when yumi will return, he saw the yama moto, he approached the yama moto and said goodbye to return early because if still there, he will continue to dissolve in his sadness
after arriving home, yama moto holds yumi's hand because she knows how fragile yumi is, yumi cries again remembering the time of togetherness all the words of jonghyun during their time together
"yumi, get some rest, get some sleep, you have to get some sleep, tomorrow to make it feel better" said moto
yumi was sleeping and the night he woke up but could not go down because he was lazy where let alone just get off his bed to sleep
that night, Yumi recalled the time with jonghyun, when laughing out loud together just for trivial things, discussing things that were not clear, and then she said, to cry together when feeling something is less than the appearance of shinee
recalling what jonghyun said during their time together, recalling his smile, his laughter, his jokes, his jokes, all of his memories
yumi knows all about why jonghyun chose suicide because of the many problems that make jonghyun depressed and the main factor because his achievements are declining
a few days passed, a split of jonghyun for good and news circulated about Jonghyun's alleged death
yumi could not continue to just stay there, she sat in front of the mirror at her bedroom dresser and looked at her own face
that night yumi took her breath slowly and convinced herself to stop being sad, the first person she looked for was yama moto
"hello" said yumi
"yes, yumi, what do you need? I'm going there this"
"tomorrow yes, tomorrow take me wherever you go"
"tomorrow? where you going?"
"whatever it is, you go wherever I go with you"
"oh, huh? yaudah, now rest yes, do not not sleep, let tomorrow the road is not sleepy"
"okay"
yumi closes her phone, closes all her memories with Jonghyun after all, all just friendship in her work
he looked at himself in the mirror and said the last word to his friend
"jonghyun, relax you there, thank you for all the flavor you've ever given me, I always pray that you are calm in nature there and meet a friend who is much better than me who can accompany you during his time" Yumi said to her own reflection in the mirror
yumi still has to continue living her life, she busies herself, does not want to remember anything about jonghyun, she forgets all about the little memories with jonghyun
the second day, yumi prayed, praying for her best friend, indeed they were different religions, but yumi never distinguished anyone's religion, never chose what religion she would include in her prayer
on the third day, Yumi began to accept reality, she could not stand and stay there only for people who had lived in the world most peaceful and forever
his task of living his life again, without jonghyun, continue life is certainly because he is still on earth for the trust of his god while jonghyun has been considered if the god of the friend has taken his friend for another happiness
mornings..
"ready ready?" ask yama moto
"get ready, let's go" replied yumi
yama moto came, last night's appointment with yumi, because last night yumi asked that yama moto help her forget all
yumi and yama moto will go on the road that day, on the third day where jonghyun died