Suffering Siri's Wife

Chapter 30

Dira only felt that he was no longer able to bear the burden that he felt increasingly heavy day to day..

Dira went back into his room and immediately cried his heart ached after remembering everything..

Dira feels that his presence is only as an outlet or just as a distraction for Ferdi because so far Ferdi still treats him like there is and nothing..

"O Allah is this recompense for what I have done because I have hurt the heart of Fatir the man who loves me so much. Until when will I be strong through all this, O Allah." said Dira in between sobs..

Suddenly Dira's phone rang it was from Dira's parents in the village..

Dira wiped his tears and tried as calmly as possible because Dira did not want to make his parents sad..

Dira takes a breath and then throws it away..

"Assalamualaikum Mbok." said Dira while holding back his tears..

"Waalaikumsalam Ndok, Ndok you again how are you?" ask Ibu Habibah lirih..

Dira took a deep breath and smiled..

"Dira's good news Mbok, even very good" said Dira with a smile..

Habibah's mother took a breath and then conveyed the news that made Dira more down..

"Dira pity the Mbok has bad news for you" said Habibah mother a little hesitant to say it..

Dira was surprised to hear the words of Mbok..

"Well, Mbok news, let's quickly tell Dira Mbok" said Dira a little panicked..

"Ndock.. Fatir Ndok.." said Habibah Iirih..

"Fatir why Mbok.." said Dira while a little screaming in shock..

"Fatir died Ndok, he got sick after learning that you were married. Honestly, Mbok does not want to tell you this but you must know because you are his best friend." said Habibah Mother while crying..

Instantly the tears of Dira fell flooding both of her eyes Dira was immediately shocked after hearing the words of Mother Habibah.

"No way Mbok, no way." said Dira while shouting..

Dira was shocked even Dira to faint after hearing the words of the Mother who said that Fatir had died.

Dira who was alone in his room did not get help because Dira's room was soundproofed..

Two hours Dira passed out without anyone's help..

In his dream Dira met with Fatir who had been wearing a white-colored dress Fatir's face was seen as pale and faintly faint Dira talking to Fatir..

Fatir smiles and says that Dira will definitely find his happiness and in his dream also Fatir apologizes for having to leave Dira..

After Dira opened his eyes, Dira returned to histris and felt very guilty after Fatir's death.

Dira could not return to his village to see Fatir for the last time because Ferdi himself was not at home. Dira felt more devastated after hearing Fatir's departure..

"Fatir I'm sorry, it's all my fault. Look at the Fatir of my life now setting me up. Forgive me also for not being able to see you for the last time, I hope you are placed in the paradise of God and until you meet in the next life." said Dira amid sobs..

Dira was still silent in his room and arrived at the door of his room was knocked and it was Ferdi who had just returned from Surabaya..

"Darling why are you crying, then why do you look weak do you hurt?" asked Ferdi while fingering Dira's forehead and body..

Dira shook his head and said he was okay..

"I don't know what Mas I'm good at" said Dira who was still reluctant to tell me about the death of Fatir..