
" Hahaha don't talk like that when you're with your husband." Say Sifa while chuckling.
" Oh, did you bring the kids?." Ask Sifa.
" No, I'm going alone, I'm leaving for a little while anyway." Reply Mutia.
' Are you not going to introduce your son to your father?." Ask Sifa carefully.
" I don't know the Fa for me My parents are gone with my mother and sister gone." Mutia said her eyes began to glaze over and not long after her tears dripped down her cheeks.
" I know how devastated you were a few years ago, but is there no forgiveness for your papa no matter how your papa is a human being who does not escape error and sin. Give him a chance to make it up? your father suffered as much as you, even your father sacrificed his happiness for the daughter he loved so much." Said Sifa advising and reminding her friend if she became Mutia maybe she will not be able to face it, but considering the religion that teaches to forgive each other and not to decide the divine direction to fellow humans.
" Yes he spoiled me from childhood by buying me anything I asked for, but she didn't realize I didn't really need those things because all I needed was time to hang out with her. Not everything can be bought with money I need it, but he chose to busy himself to work then what is this called sacrifice? it's funny how Jenny's mom is always beside me from doing the little things to the biggest ones whether she doesn't appreciate it or doesn't even think it exists." Mutia muttered in a furious heart she clenched her hands together to hold back the turbulent emotions on her chest before speaking to her best friend.
" Sacrificing her happiness?? I wouldn't have asked that if he had left me when I was a kid and let me hate him maybe it wouldn't have been like this, if you can choose me, she'd rather leave me since I was a child than an adult. I regretted my mother Jenny for my sisters, and I was ashamed to meet them because I was the cause of their suffering. Forgiveness is easy, but forgetting all that I don't think I can die even if I don't dare." Mutia said at length to let out her heart while stripping until it made her eyes slightly swollen.
" Mut I'm sorry, I didn't mean to remind you of the incident and make you sad." Said Sifa regretting her words when she saw Mutia who seemed to blame herself for the events of a few years ago, Mutia forced her smile and left Sifa before she came out she wiped her tears.
" A lot of people who say do not be selfish better to forgive and make peace with the past than to hurt yourself, where saying the word forgive is something that is easily said by humans. But will a person who has forgiven not bring up or recall the plight? surely the answer is they will continue to remember in their hearts how the great disappointment to the man we love first in the world, people who so we trust finally prefer others. And now from a few years for the first time I'm going to see that face again, the face of the person who disappointed me. But I'm not hypocritical my love for never changing may be true said the bloodstained thicker than water, but being asked to stay with him I couldn't even get close to him would always remind me of that incident that nobody ever expected. I admit I am selfish and do not see his affection and sacrifice to me, but not as a parent it is his obligation to give love and sacrifice for the happiness of his child. Why now should his sacrifice be counted and pronounced as if blaming me for having made up his mind without telling him first, thus making him miserable. Mother why don't you take me with you and why should I be reunited with Jenny's mother, so that I don't bring her into her sensitivity hole until Jenny's mother closes her eyes, but I can only imagine because all this has happened and cannot be repeated." Mutia murmured inwardly to say it to herself and tried to be strong in the car she ordered in an app while putting her makeup on so as not to look as puffy which would make her quizzed by many people later. Mutia continued to try to encourage herself to be strong and strong in front of many people by covering up her pain and deep regret.
" Mom we've arrived." The driver's speech that brought Mutia made Mutia aware of her daydream.
" Yes, thank you sir." Say Mutia and take a few pieces of money in it and give it to her.
" Mommy is mostly." Said the driver when he saw the money Mutia had given him.
" Take that from Mr. Assalamu'alaikum." Mutia said with a smile, then left her to enter the 3-story house with strict guard.
" Thank you walaikumsalam." The driver answered even though Mutia had turned her body and passed away.
" Show me the invitation." Said the guard at the invitation.
" Invitation?." Mutia asked did not understand.
" Yes before entering you must show an invitation if no mother should not enter." Ketus answer.
" Oh so, I don't intend to either." Said Mutia wanting to leave the invitation checkpoint.
" Who are you?." Mutia asked coldly.
" I'm Iksan his son, Mr. Akbar, his best friend, papa mbak, may not recognize me, but I know mbak pak Zainal's son." Answer Iksan.
" Oh." Said Mutia lazily.
" Where is the show going to start?." Ask Iksan.
" Home home." Reply Mutia.
" How did you go home anyway?." Iksan asked in surprise.
" I don't bring invitations, don't call me madam since when I married your sister and 1 more don't ask too many questions." Mutia answered tightly while Iksan scratched his non-itchy head and he confused himself with Mutia's answer.
" Why bring an invitation? isn't he Zainal's real son who owns this house and this show or he's working on me or he has a problem with his family." Iksan muttered in a confused heart so he guessed.
" Okay ok I'm sorry, yaudah come in. You must be tired of carrying your big belly everywhere." Said Iksan raising Mutia's hand gently to go inside.
" This mother has no invitation." Said the person who was questioning Mutia.
" No invitation? even without an invitation, she can enter if you don't know who she is." Iksan kelp.
" She's the only daughter of Zainal Arifin, the owner of the house and the show, so are you now going to ban her from entering ." Iksan continued to make the people there surprised and immediately looked at Mutia.
" No sir, we don't dare." He said while shaking his head.
" I'm sorry ma'am." His words were frightened while Mutia let go of her hand which was held by Iksan violently, then sauntered in while rubbing her stomach with a face of sprain without her noticing there were a few gazes of eyes looking at her in surprise.
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" Mutia she's here." Said someone staring in disbelief at the person he had been looking for 10 years now near him with a longing gaze he came to Mutia, not even just him who tried to approach Mutia.
" Muti." His call made Mutia inevitably look at the origin of the voice and winch her forehead.