Stuck Married Contract

Droopy

Since Nikita's arrival to the house, Alita showed a drastic change. If Alita is usually cute and cheerful, now the girl who is two-bodied looks to be quiet. It was not only Eza who felt the change, Bik mumun who was only a housekeeper noticed the difference.

"Non Alit why? not usually." said Bik mumun when he saw Alita walking towards the laundry room without greeting himself. The face of her Young Miss was always flat without a smile. It does not match the sweet and natural character as usual.

Alita behaves like that just prepare herself and her heart, before greater bitterness hits her later, Alita hopes to be no longer surprised when that time comes. Without enough understanding, Alita still thinks that Eza and Nikita are a married couple and Alita is just a young wife. Usually Alita was never like that, as bitter as the reality she faced, Alita never hid her smile. The girl was always smiling whether it was fake or real. And because of the pregnancy hormones as well, behave like it was perfectly played by Alita.

"Non how are you? how's it?" Bik Mumun ventured to say hello first when Alita had returned from the laundry room with the same expression.

"Eh.. Good bik." replied Alita lirih. Alita looks not excited at all. Alita's voice implies that she is very helpless.

"Suggest of his looks.. If Non is not well rested Non.. Let your aunt do the job today." Concerned. Bik Mumun felt concerned when he saw Alita. Especially after knowing the girl's life before and how the girl could be in this house. As a woman, bik mumun also does not know how it would be if he was in a position like Alita.

"It's not possible to make a bik." Alita tried to give me a smile. Although forced to but Alita tried for it. "But Alit is a little lemes, don't mind if Alit today doesn't help bibik."

"Yes Non, especially Non again pregnant. Can't be too tired.. Let the bibik know everything.." Bik Mumun knew that Alita was not okay. If it can be comforting, the mumoon bik is eager to cheer up the girl. But how to make a mumun do not know.

"Yaudah thanks well bik, later if Alit has already done Alit help bibik again really."

"Don't mind Non,-Want to bibik make something not?"

"No, Alit's going upstairs.. Alit wants to fall asleep." No. gabe. Alita doesn't want anything. Alita just wanted to be quiet and alone. A helpless woman is always confused to put herself, not knowing what to behave like. Concerns about fate made Alita completely devastated. Makes the girl moody and lost cheerful.

Alita was in the main room. Spreading his eyes in the room. Tracing the room while feeling the objects that are there with the touch of a finger.

　

Haahh~ Alita throws bated breath. Alita's chest felt full of something and made her cramped. Crying was free, dry was Alita's tears. No matter how much he shed tears, it won't change anything.

The quiet atmosphere in the room made Alita look at her reflection in the mirror. Trying to talk to himself as a breaker of silence.

"Mom.. Please teach Alit how to let go that does not belong to Alit. How Alit to be sincere without hate, because it turns out the word sincere is not as easy as Alit said." Alita glum while watching herself reflected in the mirror.

"That smile... That laugh.... Perfume parfume that always reconciles when A' Eza swoops Alit, a soft touch that A' Eza always gives to Alit. The love and care of A' Eza... Alit doesn't want to lose it all.. Alit love Aa'." Alita's mind is too complicated. If only Alita understood that Eza said Nikita was an ex-wife as a former wife, Alita would not have to be that way. Alita was terrified herself when all was well.

　

　

Hey Alita. Love yourself more than you love anyone, you have to be at peace with yourself. To be easy to fight against despair and all the suffering that often hits you. Close your eyes, feel all the feelings that are lodged in you. Sad, sick, disappointed, resentful, vengeful and all, bring them to peace. Don't fight, just accept it. Don't let your sorrows be borne on your shoulders. Leave him alone like you were left alone. Say that you are valuable, that you love yourself more than anything else. Then cry..

Cry if you want to cry, cry as much as you can. Take a moment to make room for yourself to feel all the feelings. Bathin wounds that do not recover one of them because they often laugh pretend, hold back crying to all his bits. Learn from the little boy who laughs and cries full of independence. Crying does not mean that you are weak the wound will slowly heal as the tears you shed.

　

　

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Eza came home early because he was nervous to remember Alita. Although Eza is struggling with work, Eza's heart is at home with Alita. Eza was completely unsettled hence, Eza hurriedly went home.

"Eh.. Sir, tumben's home.." Bik mumun welcomed his employer who came home very early. Eza should be home in 4 or 5 hours.

"Again I want to go home. Alita was touched?" ask Eza while watching her feet enter the house.

"Non Alit Daritadi in the master's room." replied the mummy while following Eza's steps. "Non Alit seems so moody."

"Niky came here. I don't know what he did to Alita, because I'm not home." As an only child away from parents, Eza was able to share his story with a mumun bik. Almost all about Eza, bik mumun definitely knows although not a hundred percent. Bik Mumun has been a household assistant since Eza was a child.

"God! I was horrified, sir. You know for yourself what Non Niky has become lately."

"Yagitudeh.. I go upstairs first, Bibik if it's finished can just go home."

"Yes Sir. I just want to leave the pesen, protect Non Alita, sir. I can't bear to.."

"It's quiet."

Eza then half ran towards the main room. And upon arrival there Eza found Alita sleeping on the bed. Eza then concluded a smile while approaching Alita.

Why is Aa' so worried about you. Inner Eza while looking at Alita who was being closed. And when Eza wanted to join the retreat in the mattress, suddenly something stuck under the pillow. "What's this?" said Eza while taking an object that turned out to be a photo album of her wedding with Nikita. "Yeahofgod. Why is it still here anyway?"

Anything about Nikita is meaningless to Eza. The man did not hesitate to throw away the photo album. Eza then went back to the bed and threw herself down while hugging Alita.

　

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