
When the school break came, Daniel took advantage of his time to be alone in the back
school. There he imagines using his pencil and drawing book.
This time, she drew the face of a sad girl. Her tears
depicted flowing in the cheek. Daniel imagined the figure of Cicilia
now being overwhelmed by grief, where Daniel knows Cicilia is now being ostracized by
schoolmates. But, Daniel was completely in the bank about why Cicilia was excommunicated.
“ Who is it.?” Eva asked suddenly who appeared behind her.
Daniel looked at me surprised. Daniel's mouth was locked. Difficulty communicating because they don't
have confidence, not because Daniel suffered from stuttering.
“ Beautiful. But, why does he look sad like that.?” Eva asked curiously.
Daniel remained silent. His attitude changed. Daniel closes the picture book. His faith ended there because, suddenly, it collapsed.
“ Lho, ko..? Is it done.?” Ask Eva who actually wants to open communication with
it was his classmate whom he had previously ignored.
Daniel stepped up from his seat and left Eva unceremoniously.
“ Daniel, where are you going? Wait..!” Excited Eva while trying to match Daniel's swift pace.
Daniel slowed his pace. Signs begin to open themselves to Eva's presence
which immediately and feels unusual. He occasionally glanced at Eva beside him with a cold look.
“ There is something I want to tell you.” Eva Saying.
Daniel suddenly stopped his steps and began to dare to look at Eva a little later
throw his face back to the left or right down like a middle man looking for something missing. The attitude that became the habit of Daniel when someone spoke to him, especially a woman.
“ Just go, yeah..It seems you still like Cicilia. Right no ?” Ask Eva.
Daniel is getting it wrong. His face turned pale and suddenly wanted to pee.
“ True no.?” Urge Eva.
Daniel's head was spinning around like he wasn't focused. Eva's question really made her groggy half-dead. And Daniel seemed to not believe if there was a classmate who was secretly paying attention
to him.
“ Be honest. Yes no..? If yes, it's okay. That's good.” Eva continued with a smile to seem friendly.
“ I want to ketoilet.!” Daniel shouted while running.
“ Daniel..! Wait...!” Eva chased.
But Daniel, who felt his disgrace, left Eva and locked himself in the male student's toilet. But, Eva waited patiently outside. Extra effort in dealing with his friend who behaves is known to be strange.
When the school bell rang to enter the classroom again, Daniel inevitably had to get out of the toilet.
His footsteps slowly like rats came out from the hiding place.
“ Daniel..” Eva's voice was startling from behind her.
Eva then held Daniel's arm tightly so as not to run away again.
“ Cicilia would like to meet you personally. You ready.?”
Daniel stared at Eva's face with a gaping mouth forming the letter ‘O’. He seemed to not believe the news
this shocking news.
“ When you come home later in the afternoon, you are awaited in advance of school.”
“ Me.., I.., I'm not ready.” Answer Daniel.
“ Prepare what..? He just wants to talk, ko, don't bite.” Persuade Eva.
Daniel nodded slowly.”Yes.” The answer.
Daniel's feelings are mixed up not karu-barikan; there is a sense of pleasure mixed with real animal for no reason. Indeed, Daniel did not think if it turned out that Cicilia was considered to have taken an interest in hanging out with him. At least it can make Daniel happy, because he feels appreciated. Exceedingly
from an important figure in his life, Cicili. And the meeting of the eyes later can also lift his dignity which is underestimated by his friends. Which student does not know Cicilia..? She is popular and glamorous, in contrast to most students. For Daniel who felt like a speck of dust in school, the news conveyed Eva seemed like a dream in broad daylight.
Daniel imagined how happy he would be when he could talk to Cicilia, a beautiful woman he had loved for a long time but he kept meetings. Although it was no secret to some of his classmates, including Cicilia herself.
But that secret love, for Daniel now, was no longer a burden in his heart. Over time it even causes its own pleasure for him. Because Daniel has a myriad of imaginations that whenever he wants Cicilia taken away into him. Free without limits, even to the point of breaking the limits of reasonableness. And it only happened inside his secret room, which was located at the end of the warehouse behind his house. The dark, stuffy and narrow space that Daniel often stopped when his heart was depressed or tired. There are also many pictures of Cicilia that he stole from the album medsos with various sizes and styles of Cicilia.
And more surprisingly, Daniel also created the form of Cicilia from a bolster pillow. The doll is shaped
in such a way complete with school uniforms. It is far from perfect to be called a replica as in general. But for Daniel it doesn't matter. The most important thing for him was that he could express all sorts of feelings. In fact often times the bolster works more than that. Isn't Daniel also a human being who has a biological drive..?
Like last night Daniel did. After previously he had made sure his house was in a quiet state, when all were asleep. Daniel quietly went into the warehouse behind his house. After entering his secret room, Daniel's face turned cheerful, like he was meeting
Cicilia indeed.
“ I see your stomach hidden every time you go to school, like a stalker at the supermarket. What are you hiding in your uniform, Ci..?” Daniel asked one night to roll the scarecrow.
“ I'm pregnant with Daniel, dear..” Answer from Daniel's own mouth as if representing Cicilia.
“ Pregnant..? Well, that means soon I'll be a father. I'm so happy to hear it.”
Daniel replied as he fumbled over the middle of the roll.
“ Oya..? You happy..? We're gonna be a happy little family, baby.” Continue the imaginary Cicilia.
“ Sure. We're going to make a life of my own that's far removed from the influence of my parents, especially my mother, which prevents me from growing up. I want to escape my mother's influence. But, I dare not do it alone without you accompanying.”.
“ Yes, dear. I know your mother is cruel.”
“ Cicilia, now, will you I continue the fertilization of your stomach
again.. ? Tonight I want to. Like something is getting full and moving. It feels bad if I squeeze it too long.” Daniel began to lust.
“ Of course my dear. Am I not your wife. Do as you please.”
Daniel then prepares to carry out his wishes. His clothes and pants he undressed slowly, to invite the anxiety of imaginary Cicilia. Then the doll guling it like an intimate relationship husband and wife. After being satisfied, Daniel kissed the bolster while saying “ Thank you, my wife.”Then come out again from inside the warehouse like a thief with a light feeling.
Indeed, Daniel is not a sweet child as his mother had thought so far. His behavior has been categorized as a mental disorder commonly called fetishism.
But, when in the real world, Daniel was silent a thousand languages when dealing with the figure of Cicilia
indeed.
“ Hi, Daniel..Still love painting.?” Sapa Cicilia was friendly with a sweet smile, as the school had disbanded.
“ Hmm..Yes, still..” Daniel replied with a crunching feeling.
“ I want to be painted directly. Can not.?”
“ Hmm..Ak, I, I've never painted a direct object..But, it seems like I want to try it.”
“ Sure..?”
“ Hu’. Sure.”
“ Tomorrow, before leaving for school stop by my boarding house first..Not far from here, ko.
Bring all your painting equipment..Ready, yes.?”
Daniel nodded. “ Yes. Ready..”
Cicilia immediately took a distance from Daniel, then contacted Mr. Bobby via plane
the cellphone.
“ Hello, um..I've got the groom-to-be” Bisik Cicilia.
“ Ow, thank goodness..Previously, om want to say goodbye to a new life, hopefully lasting.” Sir Bobby said far away there.
“ I've also found a boarding place. How's it going.?” Ask Cicilia.
“ Okay., okay..Tomorrow om directly throw to carry out the plan that we have agreed.” Said
Bobby.