Stuck In Your Heart's

Stuck In Your Heart's
Dian Piesesha



Isana and Evans arrive at one of the food stalls that provide a typical fried rice menu.


The dining hall looks very simple and not too broad, but the atmosphere there feels comfortable with the musical accompaniment of a speaker that is deliberately installed to just be a conditioning atmosphere. In addition, the number of food stall visitors is also quite a lot.


The two of them immediately looked for an empty table in the food stall area, and it did not take long for them to find a table with a double seat. Without a second thought the two men immediately occupied their respective bodies. They both sat facing each other.


"It's comfortable, brother, I like it". Isana started the conversation after holding her body in the chair.


Isana tried to as carefully as possible chat with the man in front of her. Isana does not want to mispronounce and destroy the moment together with Evans which is arguably very rare. In addition, Evans' attitude at that time somehow could be very good to Isana made the woman more careful with her words or behavior.


"I can't ruin this moment!". In her heart Isana encouraged herself.


"Yes". Briefly Evans responded to Isana's remark a moment ago.


"Short, dense and clear, the patient Isana!, you're used to such a cold demeanor!". Isana murmured in her heart as she spread herself.


This time Isana began to fall silent, she did not know what to do now, finally she decided to take the phone from her tote bag and play the phone. Just to take time in the midst of the confusion that is now sweeping.


While Evans is seen calling a waiter who is in the food stall. Not long after the waiter came and gave the menu list to the two people. Isana swiftly stopped her cell phone playing while Evans received a menu list given by the waiter at the stall.


"You order first". Datar Evans spoke to Isana while giving a sheet of the menu list to her.


Isana nodded and received a menu sheet provided by Evans. The list of foods that are almost entirely dominated by the fried rice menu with various variants. Isana also chose the cheapest food and drink menu in order to save money. Not without reason, at this time Isana did not have a job because she had just returned from Germany, so the woman decided to save her finances.


The waiter immediately recorded the order. Then Isana gave the menu sheet to Evans. The man accepted it, but somehow immediately returned the menu sheet to the waiter on the side.


"My order is likened to him". Brief Evans accompanied by a glance towards Isana's face. The waiter also understands the max of the customer.


Isana was at least surprised by Evans' behavior that he had just seen, but the woman did not respond at all.


"Okay, wait a minute". Said the waiter politely and left the place. While Isana and Evans only nodded lightly the omen assented.


The mood went quiet after that. Isana is talking about what she needs to do now. Finally, he decided to go back to playing with his phone. Similarly, Evans, the man was also seen playing with his cellphone.


Sometimes Isana steals a glance towards Evans who looks very serious with his phone.


"What's wrong, Mr. Evans, it looks so serious, maybe he's busy with business. Yeah, it must be like that, Mr. Evans is a businessman". Isana tried to deduce herself in her mind.


After concluding unilaterally, Isana decided not to interfere with Evans' affairs. But still, occasionally Isana still stole a glance at the man. Isana really did not want to waste this moment. Rarely was Evans being this kind to him.


Isana began to get bored, until then her attention was distracted by a song that sounded from an active speaker attached to one corner of the food stall.


A classic song from one of the singers named Dian Piesesha entitled "Tak Wanna own". At once Isana's feelings changed when listening to the song, the look of a face full of sadness from him. I don't know what makes it that way.


Isana listened to the song carefully. Occasionally without the woman knowing, she hummed along mimicking the lyrics of her song.


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***I'm still like I used to be


Waiting for you until the end of my life


My faithfulness is not willing to sacrifice


For the sake of your and me


Let me have


All the love in your heart


Whatever I give you love and longing


For you, my heart


Tonight I don't want to be alone


I'm looking for peace with your shadow


Warm hug that I still think


You love you, baby


I'm still like I used to be


Waiting for you until the end of my life


My faithfulness is not willing to sacrifice


For the sake of your and me


Tonight I don't want to be alone


I'm looking for peace with your shadow


Warm hug that I still think


You love you, baby


Tonight I don't want to be alone


I'm looking for peace with your shadow


Warm hug that I still think


You love you, baby


Tonight I don't want to be alone


I'm looking for peace with your shadow***


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On the other hand, without Isana knowing it, Evans continued to look at him.


"Why this woman, since hearing the song, the look on her face looks sad, and now she suddenly cries". Evans said in his mind.


"Is it possible because of the song?". Evans began to conclude.


Then Evans began to remember the lyrics of the song.even though the old song, a little Evans knows because this song was recently viral among young people today.


The lyrics of the song seem to describe someone who is craving his love that wants to be avenged.


Evans then remembered Fenny's words earlier that afternoon saying that Isana still loved him very much and hoped that someday he would return his feelings.


"Is that why she's crying?". In his mind Evans tried to deduce himself.


But Evans did not want to conclude unilaterally, so the man ventured to ask Isana directly.


"Ishana". Evans said quietly that he had no response from Isana at all. Evans called the woman again, but this time her tone was slightly raised "ISANA".


Isana, who had been crying, looked blankly at the direction, now turned her face to Evans.


"Yes". Isana flat. Isana's gaze seemed empty, while Isana's facial expression seemed to describe that she herself did not realize that she was shedding tears. And that is the truth.


"Did she not realize she was crying". Evans Mumbles.


"Why are you crying?". Ask Evans.


Hearing Evans' question, Isana suddenly realized that she was crying. Isana was completely carried away by the feeling until she was not aware of it.


Suddenly Isana stood up and ran away from the food stall without caring about Evans who was still sitting in the chair. Isana darted through the rain that night.


The woman was seen walking in an uncertain direction, not even caring about the heavy rain that was now soaking her body and the clothes she was wearing. I don't know what makes Isana that strong.


Isana continued to move her legs until finally the footsteps stopped when her hands were held by someone. The woman stared at the person who was holding her.


"Evan". He said softly, then bowed his head. Her tears were covered by rain.


Evans looked at the woman with pity, but on the other hand in Evans' mind still left a big question mark on the cause of the woman's cry in front of him.


"Don't look at me, please don't look at me". Said Isana with a voice that was almost inaudible because it was so soft.


"Why are you crying? why go in the rain like this?". Evans asked with great emphasis. His hand still held Isana's hand.


The woman was still as excited and occasionally tried to shake off Evans' hand. But Evans didn't let go.


"why are you? Tell me". Evans asked a little forcefully to let Isana tell him the reason.


"Hiks.. Hix.. A - I'm ashamed to cry in front of you". Isana said with a still as much as she pleased.


Evans was not satisfied with the answer, which made no sense. The man then took a deep breath and exhaled slowly.


"Isana, we're friends, aren't we, if you have a problem tell me". This time Evans spoke softly.


Hearing Evans speak softly, Isana also felt her sadness subsided a little. The woman now felt a little calmer.


Evans who realized that again persuaded Isana to want to pour out her grief.


"Is all this because of me?". Evans threw away his ego and ventured. As if he felt the sadness of Isana was caused by her who had not reciprocated the feelings of love Isana. The woman replied to him by shaking her head which then continued with a few words.


"A - I miss my mom". Isana delivered that sentence with a heavy tone.


Hearing Isana mention her mother, Evans remembered one thing, Fenny once told her that Isana's mother died while giving birth to her. Knowing that made Evans stare even more at the woman with Iba.


Isana was getting bowed until her wet hair covered her eyes. The rain is falling more and more. Realizing that Evans tried to be nice by pulling Isana's body into an emperor shop that had closed for just shelter. Isana did not reject that and simply resigned.


Evans was a little relieved because he was not the cause of Isana's sadness, on the other hand the man was still curious why Isana to do this kind of action that Evans felt a little excessive. But still Evans was not up to the heart to say it.


"The song reminds me of my mom". Suddenly the words came out of Isana's mouth. The woman tried to look tough. For a moment she held back her crying. While Evans just quietly listened because in the sense of the sentence was still hanging. Isanapun back to continue his talk.


"My dad used to say, Mama loved that song so much, which is why I cried". With a heavy tone Isana expressed her reason to Evans.


Instantly stating the reason, Isana no longer able to stem her cries, she again cried as she pleased.


Evans looked back at the woman in front of him. The man did not know what to do in such a situation.


Eventually Evans threw away his ego and cold demeanor. The fragile woman's body was drawn into her arms.


Isana was very surprised to find Evans who suddenly grabbed his tiny body into his arms. His crying stopped immediately.


Isana's heart beat not because she found her body in the embrace by the adoration of her heart, her face was reddened, her feelings became unbecoming.


"Cry as much as you". Says Evans softly.


Hearing that remark, Isana immediately realized that Evans gave her a hug to calm herself down. The woman was now without hesitation to return Evans' embrace.


Isana hugged Evans very tightly, she felt she got her own serenity and comfort from the embrace.


Evans occasionally stroked Isana's hair that had been rained in the rain. The woman was whining like a baby.


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