Struggle Becomes God's

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sud was once the son of a successful businessman, he used to attend a famous elite school of sedirma. Since his father was bankrupt and in debt, his life changed. his father, who used to smile and be nice to family members, now likes to get drunk to relieve his stress, as well as his mother who now likes to hit him to vent anger.

sud eventually stopped attending school in Sedirma and he started work at a small shop owned by a grandfather who had retired from work.

" sud, today we close the shop early! " said the grandfather on sud.

" why cake? " tanya sud was astonished while tilting her head.

" today, grandfather went to the hospital for a routine checkup "grandfather stared at sud with somewhat contemptuous eyes.

" well cake "sud understood what grandfather meant and as soon as possible closed the shop.

after closing the shop and giving the keys to grandfather, he walked towards the bridge which was a bit far from where he worked.

sud climbed the crossbar of the bridge and glanced down.

" fuck you cowardly" he told himself.

he went back up the bridge and undo his intention.actually if he jumped only two possibilities that happened.first he died and his body was not found or he was still alive, but with his body destroyed.

finally he sat curled up on the sidewalk of the bridge that had been deserted, did not feel the time had been night and he walked towards the bus stop at the end of the bridge.

 

" i came home "answered quietly, but was heard all over the house.

" you finally came home too, where the money from work "his mother snapped at him who had just come and asked for money from his work.

sud finally took out the money from his work, and saw his mother counting the money.

" a little bit, you work or play "his mom hits him a lot of times.

sud did not try to protect his body because if he protected his body then his mother would hit him harder. after receiving many blows from his mother, he finally went to the room and laid his body that was sick because he had just been beaten.

after feeling the bruises on his body deflated he again laid his body into a dark room that was not given lighting.can be said even though the room is dark he can still see clearly. he closed his eyes and finally fell asleep.

 

the sun had risen, the time showed five o'clock in the morning, the sud had woken up to prepare breakfast.

both parents ate on the dining table while the sud saw from far away.finished his parents ate and took care of the dining table and ate the remaining food.

 

sud tidied up the small shop where he worked, while the shopkeeper's grandfather sat down and saw the sud tidying up his shop.

after tidying up the store, as usual sud keep and sell goods in the small store.The customer of this store is quite a lot because it is near school.

one afternoon while guarding the store, there was a woman who wore a purple dress and had skin as white as jade.The girl was fixed with a spoon, with a firm, dark skin, because I could not stand the look and dared to speak.

" what do you want to buy, miss? "

the woman did not answer and turned her back out of the small shop where she worked, and saw that she just kept quiet and muttered.

" why was she staring at me like that, something was wrong with me? " small mutter and scratch his non-itchy back head.

" what is sud, there is a problem "grandfather who saw the mud like that he asked.

" no cake "sud answered the grandfather's question but did not remove the confused face earlier.

the grandfather who heard the answer from the sud just shook his head and walked towards the back of the shop.

after the time shows at 5pm start closing shop.