Street Child Revenge

Letter From Hana

To Dika...

The Owner of the Heart

It rained today. I curled up in a dark little room. There are no lights here, just a beam of light tucking in from the door fentilation. But don't worry, this is enough to continue my handwork.

Dica..

I'm alone here. Caged. I fear. I want you to come here to save me. Take me far away ...

I want you to come hold me, and say that everything will be fine. That I wouldn't do anything. Huh! I was dreaming yes.

It hurts Dika. So hurt. I was caught in a very difficult situation. Where I want to go but locked up in my own stupidity. I regret it now.

Dika, can I still call you dear? If you can, let me say this, "I love you every moment, every second of my life." And if you can't, then let me say, "I'm sorry, this is all my fault."

I'm selfish, that's true. If I'd rather be sick waiting for you, maybe I wouldn't have ended up like this. But what I did was to be stupid by choosing to leave you. So this is worth getting.

I said, I love you. But I betrayed you. I never knew I was human. I'm sorry Dika...

Dika, cu,

Thank you for making me live before. People say, a person can be said to be alive if he ever gives positive energy to others. If he ever changes someone in a better direction. And I feel like I've done that to you, so I feel like I've lived, even though I'm going to die.

Thank you for giving me something I could never give you. Thank you for showing me how to love the truth. Your love is sincere and eternal.

Thank you for making me the luckiest woman ever...

Thank you for teaching me how to survive...

Thank you for being the only person who understands me the most...

Thank you for fighting so desperately for a stupid girl like me..

Thank you for being Dika to me...

For it has shown that the world is beautiful with a smile.

Because it has colored my empty life..

Because it has given me a thousand hopes of lasting longer...

Because I was the only one who came into my life...

I don't know what's special about me until you're willing to sacrifice everything for me. I'm not beautiful, not smart, not unique. But why are you interested in me? I know, from the beginning, girls like me weren't your type, but because of that, you've shown real love.

I'm sorry for always bothering you.

Excuse me...For making your precious tears fall.

Sorry for making you go to ruin..

Sorry for all the pain I caused.

Sorry for having to end everything...

I don't know anything but sorry and thank you. A thousand apologies, and a million thanks to you my captain. Ilove you.

If you can still ask, then I want you to forgive my father. Please take away all your grudges from him. I know everything he's done is wrong, but anyway, he's my dad. The man who raised me from childhood.

I know, everything he's done doesn't deserve forgiveness, but for me, please forgive him. In fact, you have to show me how to live the right way to live better.

Please. forgive my brother. Poor guy is innocent. Don't hate him. He's not evil Dika. He's my love, he's my body, and he's my heart. Please always keep him strong in this life. Don't let that man remember me. I want him to live happily without thinking about me...

Pl-please... Forgive your friends too. They are innocent too. Never once did they intend to destroy you, instead they wanted you to be happy... But one thing you should know is that they love you very much. You're lucky to make friends like them.

To you too. Please do not do reckless things. Don't be sad because of me. Don't want to die because of me. Please, don't take the wrong steps like ending your life or anything like that. Because I'm gonna be so sad...

You must be upset right now. I can only ask for help without being able to help you.I'm sorry again.

Dika, cu,

he said, if someone were to disappear from our lives, there would only be two things happening. That is, the missing person came back with a better thing. Or someone else will come, better than the one before. And I believe, once you lose me, there will be someone better than me coming for you.

He said, if we love someone, then we have to let go. Not because we stop loving her, but because we realize that there are better people who deserve to be happy. And I release you to be happy with the others.

Dika...you still remember our ideals, right? I want you to make it happen. Although not with me, but I will feel happy if it is achieved. Because an ideal is a special thing that should be achieved in this life.

Dica...

Please tell my father that I forgive him.

Please tell Mama I miss her.

Please tell my brother Satria that I want to hug him.

Please tell Andi and the others that I would like to see them once more...

And to you, please tell me that Hana Angela, this stupid kid loves you.

Please tell everyone I'll be okay.

Dica....

If I finally have to leave, may I ask for something? If you can, then I want you to come on my last day. Hugged me and whispered love to me. I want you to kiss me one last time... And I want you to lay me in my final resting place so that I can close my eyes in peace.

When this letter reaches your hands, I will no longer be on this earth. I must have left. But be calm.I will be happy.

I know, when you read this letter, you must have shed tears. I know that, baby, because I understand you better than anyone in the world. But I want to say, don't cry, I don't deserve you to cry.

Dica....

My hands are getting stiff. My consciousness is also beginning to disappear... My body shivered and the pain began to eat away at me. It seems like it's time for me to leave....

Hey Dika, wipe your tears. Smile and start a new life. Don't be too late in the sadness. If you can, you should forget about me so that your pain goes away. And I don't mind going far.

Please.back to the old Dika. I'm sure you can.

Love you's.

- Hannah stupid