
In fact, the pain in the body is not comparable to the pain you inflict on me
- AndaraCw
Dara put her foot into the house. When he arrived at the family room he saw an event he really wanted to feel where papa, his mother and twin sister Dira sat while chatting in front of the big plasma screen. A simple thing that has always been a dream but in reality will not be able to happen.
"Assynoltom.... Dara came home" said Dara greeting everyone in the family room. Everyone in the room turned to Dara for a moment, then turned their faces again because they listened to Dira's story.
Dara and Dira are identical twin brothers where Dira was born 5 minutes earlier than Dara so Dira is Dara's sister.
"From tomorrow you have to replace all the tasks of Ijah's bik because he came home" Alin mama Dara told him without looking at Dara.
"Kok Dara ma?" Said Dara asked her mother, why should she replace all the tasks bik Ijah not her family has enough household assistants to complete the housework.
"Because you deserve P. E. M
B. A. N. T. U" Dira answered Dara's question by pressing the maid's word. Dara was speechless hearing Dira's words that deeply touched her.
"Just do your job. From now on you're the one who replaces Ijah's duty, if you refuse I don't hesitate to tell you to leave my house basic son of a bitch" said Ridwan papa Dara.
Dara could only smile then nodded and left from before them, unwittingly the clear liquid dripped back down her cheeks.
Tears that always fall in this house, Dara really hate to cry but what power he is not a strong superhero and she is not a girl who can always smile without burden, she said, she is only Dara the weak girl with early stage 2 brain cancer who is trying hard to accept the trials that come to her.
"What if I die they'll be happy?" Inner Dara, then he walked towards the kitchen to finish the work that his mother had ordered.
Dara prepares dinner without first changing her school uniform. Shortly after he arranged Papa's meal, his mother and older sister Dira came and sat down at Jepara's wood-carved dining table.
Dara who was about to sit in front of Dira then stopped her steps because she heard a cry "who told you to sit down?" Ask Ridwan to Dara.
"Why pa?" He wondered at his papa's question.
"You are not part of this family, and you should eat in the kitchen because your place is there" Ridwan said this time without looking at Dara's face.
"Sana's gone" Alin kicked Dara. Dara went from before them to the kitchen for dinner.
Suddenly his head suddenly hurt, the cancer re-reacted he held his head that felt very painful and throbbing with his left hand resting on the pantry table so that He did not fall. Dara cried again the second cry today, a cry that symbolized how weak she was and how sick she was. He crouched down next to the plate rack with a massage on his forehead so that the pain was reduced but the pain grew more and more before long Dara fell and was unconscious.
Dara opened her eyes adjusting the light that was slowly entering the retina of the brown eye that 'room' one word she saw when she first opened her eyes when her consciousness had recovered.
"Why am I here?" Monologue he, so he fainted unconscious in the kitchen and why is he here?.
Krekk
The bedroom door opened a middle-aged woman with a face around the age of 45 walked towards her weakly lying in bed and wrapped in her favorite cartoon blanket.
"Non is it?" Said the woman taking a sitting position in a chair located next to her bed.
"Mbok Sum who brought Dara to the room?"
"No Non, aunty is not strong not lift non Dara, because Non will be heavy" he said arbitrarily.
"Ah bibik can aja, Dara is not fat really contains gini" said Dara then he took his phone to see if there is a notification of incoming messages on his phone.
Apparently Raffa called him several times, evident from some missed calls in his green application. He glanced at the clock on the nightstand. At 21:00 last wib he glanced at the clock on the kitchen nightstand still at 19:05 wib means he was asleep about 2 hours more reasonable Raffa called him.
"Trus who took the virgin to Mbok's room? Dara asked with a gaze and a hand pressed on her phone screen.
Hikss
Dara turned to the sound of crying, Mbok Sum cried with sobbing, Dara stopped his activity seeing the phone, he looked at Mbok Sum with curiosity, Dara stopped his activity, he looked at Mbok Sum with curiosity, then he grabbed Mbok Sum's body to calm Mbok Sum so as not to get sobbing.
"Well, what's the story with Dara?" The soft question is still in the embrace of Mbok Sum.
"Hikss hikss non Dara why not tell Mbok that non is sick" he said looking at the girl in front of him with a feeling of sadness.
She knows Dara very well, she is a very nice girl, cheerful, always smiling, chatty and likes to tell stories. Dara is a smart and intellectual girl, friendly and loving. He knows Dara very well because he has worked in this house for a long time precisely from Dara still sitting on the bench of children.
Like de javu Dara swallowed his saliva with a huff why did it have to be this fast?. How Mbok Sum knew if he was sentenced to cancer or maybe Sum opened Dara's closet because the girl had now filled her uniform with her favorite Nemo fish pajamas and found the test results say if he has a malignant tumor in his brain?.
"Do you know?" Dara said curiously.
"Non doesn't need to know. Mbok sad to see Non Dara kayak gini, why Non not tell the same story Mbok if Non is sick?" Sluggishly.
"Sorry Dara for Mbok so worried, Dara just don't want people to know if Dara Mbok's illness, free also Dara said that if Dara is sick there will be no one who cares about Dara Mbok, Dara Mbok said, instead they all want Dara to die" said Dara again and again sobbing again. He remembered the words of his father at that time.
"You'd better die, you know, you know, you're not lucky, you should be grateful that I still want to let you stay with us even though you've been your brother's killer. You better be wiped out of this world" Ridwan said a few days after his brother's death and that day was the day Dara was beaten up by his father.
"Non Dara don't talk about it non . Mbok, Mang Ujang, Bik Ijah we all love the same Non Dara, Non good people where maybe we don't care about Non"
"Still bik. You still love Dara" he said hugging Mbok Sum again.
"With in the verdict of early stage 2 brain cancer mbok, Dara did not know if Dara was sick. At that time Dara felt an extraordinary headache and made Dara enter the RS, when blood samples were taken Dara was proven to be affected by cancer and it was willing to walk 2 months" said dara recalling the incident.
"Astagfirullah how can Non mendem itself, Trus Non have ever done treatment or Chemotherapy?" Tanyanya and Dara just shook their heads .
"Mbok know if Chemotherapy is expensive, better the money Dara tube to help the orphanage" said Dara.
"Pardon Mbok Non can not help Non Dara because of economic limitations" he explained.
Dara hugged Mbok Sum who she considered her own mother a woman who was always there when her own mother hated her.
"Mbok does not need to help Dara quite there beside Dara and accompany Dara was more than enough really" Dara then tightened his arms to Mbok Sum. It was as if Mbok Sum could be the pain dealer that Dara was experiencing now.