
A FEW DAYS LATER.
Halwa met her mother in Jogja, and missed her parents. Just then Halwa was with Randi she introduced him as her friend.
"Mom, sorry Halwa who just visited. After all this time, Halwa's longing is fulfilled at this time."
"Son, I miss you a lot too. Zalwa always said you'd never come home, so I can only pray for you."
With a heavy heart, Halwa who is on the two legs of the mother when sitting. She wiped her tears and asked again.
"Zalwa said I'm not going home?"
"Hemphi! From month to week and day, every second I ask between your places. But answers..."
"Sorry Halwa ma'am!" hugged.
Randi who understands the conversation of two women, he is currently with Hussein's father talking about agriculture.
But he knew that Halwa couldn't talk like that. For some reason, Randi really wants to know why Zalwa has the heart of his own sister.
Zalwa returns with a man and a small child.
"What a coincidence, it must be Zalwa. You wait here huh! I'll be approaching your sister!" said mother.
Halwa nodded and went to the park. But unexpectedly when he was behind the yard, saw a fresh fruit and vegetable garden.
Halwa was shocked to hear a question from the man behind her, and this time she desperately needed a grip but had no idea where to hold on to whom. Halwa just clenched her hand.
"You have to tell me the reason because it's an important factor in determining whether you're a bad woman or not!" revealed.
The man added because Halwa had not answered any questions from him
"I want love and attention. But baby, it's not from a woman as bad as you. I can't believe your resemblance is similar to the woman I once liked."
Halwa who had realized no longer waited and immediately expressed her answer, she turned her head and looked round at the man.
"If you want affection and attention, just ask Zalwa. Why should I talk to you?"
The man removed his hands from the two mounds he had squeezed and now his two hands were holding Halwa's arms while his eyes were staring at Halwa's pupils.
"Stop! Don't touch me, aren't you ashamed to visit. Is this my mom's house?!" his head is close and Evan is lulled when he is close to a woman he considers bad.
'It's weird, I die hating you but why do I want to be close to you.'
While Halwa took off and left, she felt nauseous still with a gaze turned to Evan when she took off her hand, then she went to push Evan away. He soon meets Zalwa at the kitchen door. It's good that Zalwa didn't see it when he was hugged from behind, with Halwa's shock turning his eyes. Zalwa was smiling and staring at Halwa.
"You think I can give you something like that. Do you know, Evan's gonna marry me. The real love?"
Halwa nodded her head, lazily arguing with Zalwa. I could only listen to Zalwa talk more.
"Momy Merli promised me that. You can give me affection and attention, that's what he said, so I ventured to come here, ask for my mother's blessing to get married." she explained.
"As far as you are concerned, do it!" reply Halwa.
Merli, she is the mother of Evan who is overseas, although Halwa has only ever seen her on an album in Eca's room. Halwa gave the appropriate answer given by Zalwa. His desire to get affection, has made Zalwa blind and try in any way to get his dream.
But why does Zalwa really want to get love? Why should he drop it and be dishonest. Inner Halwa.
Flashback this morning
Halwa turned the eyeball, when she had to get a message from the mother. If Zalwa had been gone for a week, and today he would have returned. Even so, Halwa did not want the mother to suspect if she quickly returned home not waiting for Zalwa. Because of that he asked Randi not to tell anything, just accompany him so that he was strong.
His workaholic father could even work twenty-four hours non-stop, if he was pursuing an important agricultural project. His mother was too busy with the world of Arisan. His first brother was not asked, since then and has been divorced.
Eros is now overseas with his conflict envoy lawyer. He took care of the company that was there while recovering a retrial related to the conflict of fraud in premarital.
Then Halwa here she is now. Sitting at the dinner table with his parents who may not be aware of his existence, there because both parents also do not greet each other. When together let alone the gaze of Zalwa that always makes him look bad.
Coughy-cowl.
The sound of gunfire on the phone made quite a bit of noise at the dinner table, when the boy who was still sitting in the second grade of elementary school came closer and just picked up a bag of fresh bread. Then immediately leave with his eyes still on the gadget he was holding.
He is Ecarlos. Evan's first child was brought to Jogja at this time. No one cared about Halwa, no one even realized to greet her this morning. If only one or two times it may not matter, but many years this always happens in his life makes his heart empty and feels so painful to live with family but it feels like a bit like a country.
"If you want affection and attention, you should ask your parents not to come to me. You can also find a lover who can give it all to you!" halwa answered in front of Evan with a grin, then turned her legs back to the sofa and sat closer to Randi.
"Why remain silent. Did they make a rowdy, should I reprimand?" Ask Randi.
"What should I do. We're even at Rand's family home?" plain Halwa asked no longer knew what to say.
Halwa was confused, how to respond to the statement, from the man who had sat back and looked at her. While she still hides herself pregnant with Evan's child. A man who hated him so much, and he could not accept everything too soon.
While Randi could only glare at Halwa from one day, Zalwa's existence. Halwa's attention seemed to be unthinkable.
"Replace your sweater. We're going home now!" randi's orders that did not want to see Halwa were lowered.
Halwa nodded her head. Understood and with a shy blush rushed to wear his clothes one by one. The thoughts in his brain were already a mess between shame, confusion, anxiety, anger everything became one and Halwa did not know how to respond to everything.
Halwa did not realize there were people who enjoyed her shy attitude, when Halwa was covering one by one thick sweater and grabbed her bag.
"Can I get out of here?" halwa asked after wearing a sham. But the person in front of him was still staring at him and had not driven him away, having been silent for more than twenty-five minutes.
"Do you have no parents, why do they treat you differently. What's wrong with you guys?"
Halwa shook her head
"My parents are still complete."
"Then why don't you get Halwa's affection?"
"That's ...." Halwa did not immediately answer and still think about what she wanted to say to the man in front of her, she did not want Randi to know much more about herself and Zalwa in the past. He also doesn't know if his opinion is right or not.
'I can't say who I am to him, can I? But I can't miss this opportunity either! I want to be happy too. It's the only chance I've had and maybe I won't dare try to do this a second time. But I have to answer what the question is?' halwa muttered in her heart she did not want her identity to be known by anyone.
"Not all your questions I have to answer. But all your questions, give value to whether I'll accept you or not. And if I don't want to answer your question, there's the exit, we'd better get out of business because we're going home now!"
"I don't have a boyfriend, I have you Halwa, so I'll wait for you even if I get hurt" replied Randi quickly because he did not want to lose the opportunity to get Halwa the woman he loved.
Halwa nodded, she felt admiration for Randi. But does he deserve Randi at the moment.
"So since you don't have a boyfriend you want me to be ..?" halwa asked, still in fashion staring at Randi.
Randi was curious about Halwa in the past, so Randi increasingly digs information about Halwa.
Halwa quickly nodded her head
"Why didn't I seek from a friend Halwa's age first? Wouldn't I want Halwa's genuine care and affection, and to solve all her toughest problems." - Randi.
Until shortly, Randi and Halwa saw a pair of people approaching them, with a cynical look.
TO BE CONTINUE!!