Stop Loving You's

Whatever Happens, I Still Love You

It's been almost a month and Nara is really in good shape now, she's really healthy and Ronald is no longer afraid that Nara is sleeping. Usually, Ronald would bother Nara in the middle of the night just to make sure that Nara was just sleeping like yesterday.

During that time, Nara struggled to be able to give her own ASI, she took breast milk, ate a lot of vegetables, fruits. All Nara did just for the sake of being able to produce ASI.

Ronald could not bear to see his wife who so ate a lot until he was nauseous but still in eating it.

"You don't force yourself, honey! I've never forced you to give Sonya breast milk, I just want you both to be healthy" Ronald said when he saw Nara, whose eyes were wet because she forced him to eat a lot of spinach but still smiled.

"Sonya has to ASI baby, I will try my best, if I can, I will give her ASI myself" Nara smiled.

Hmmm .. it is difficult to talk to Nara, Nara was stubborn. What he said he would do no matter how difficult the obstacle was.

Ronald took a moment to throw his breath slowly. What he thought, Ronald again confused how to explain to Nara that at this time he no longer has a uterus. To be honest, this is very difficult for Ronald.

Actually only Nara's uterus was removed but her two ovaries are still healthy, still can not get pregnant.

"Honey, since I woke up until now, I haven't had a period, is it because of the effects of giving birth yesterday? When I'm in a coma, I don't period, honey?" nara asked as she relaxed near the pool with Ronald and Sonya. Nara is giving her ASI to Sonya.

As Ronald guessed, Nara would definitely be suspicious of the current condition of her body.

"Never, honey!" ronald replied slowly.

"How many months has it been so I don't period, what's it gonna be, I'm afraid of bleeding again, if we go to the doctor, I don't want to happen again like yesterday," said Nara gently while looking at Ronald who became agitated by Nara's request.

This time Nara must know with his condition, Ronald is not ready to hear him cry. Nara would be devastated if she knew she was no longer able to conceive and carry her child.

"Honey, why are you quiet?" nara asked when she saw Ronald just shut up.

How say?

Ronald scratched his forehead because he really could not listen to Nara sad.

"To the Doctor well, hmmm .. yes can honey, later in the day we go to the doctor, yes dear," said Ronald stroking Nara's cheek gently. Nara smiled and leaned against Ronald's arm.

They rarely have quality time like this.

By the time they get ready to go to the hospital, maybe it's time Nara knows and Ronald will still accompany his wife even in her current condition. Ronald's love is not at all reduced even greater. He really had the heart to leave Nara like this. With her own eyes, she struggles between life and death until she is willing to sacrifice her womb for the sake of the child she contains. Their boy.

Of course if Ronald was in Nara's position, he wouldn't be able to feel that kind of pain.

"Honey, you should know, I love you so much, when you're perfect or not at all" Ronald said before they left for the hospital.

Nara hugged Ronald.

What's this guy saying? Every day she says love to me, it's like the first time she's been dating.

"Me too!" reply Nara gently.

Not knowing Nara that Ronald is struggling with his heart, even now Ronald feels like he wants to cancel to the hospital. How he faced Nara later, that's what Ronald kept thinking.

"Mother Dinara, please come in!" exclaimed the nurse who made Ronald's heart beat again.

"Hun?" call Ronald before they come in, Ronald feels like he wants to pull Nara back.

"Yes honey, why? From the moment you were so agitated, I'm okay baby, you see now I'm healthy" Nara said with her most beautiful and beautiful smile.

That smile will disappear when I go home later, I'm not strong.

"I'm happy with you, I love you, you know, I just love you?"

"Know honey, every day you say that" Nara chuckled. "Come on! Doctor, it's waiting for us" continued Nara pulled Ronald into the gynecologist's room.

Finally Nara checked and performed USG, obviously Nara did not understand the display in USG shows what, he was just a layman. I don't know what medicine is like.

After she finished, Doctor Viola smiled warmly and gently explained Nara's condition. Ronald rubbed his face and again clasped Nara's hand very tightly. His hands are cold and wet.

"Nara, your condition is fine and there is no problem at all, if the period problem, indeed for a woman who already has no uterus, she will no longer experience periods," the doctor said slowly and smiled. Viola knew this must have been heavy for Nara. Nara no longer smiled. He's silent instead! His eyes began to fog.

Don't have a uterus? I mean, I don't have a uterus anymore?

Suddenly Nara let out her tears and looked at Ronald who kept seeing her. This turns out to be Ronald's intention of saying his love continuously until Nara gets tired of hearing it.

"But you still have two ovaries still healthy, only your uterus was lifted yesterday. Of course it causes you will not be able to get pregnant again, even though the baby tube is now in trend but you also do not have a uterus to accommodate a prospective fetus that has been reunited, he said, in Indonesia using a surrogate uterus is still prohibited," said Viola clearly.

Nara was crying as she closed her mouth. So now she's a disabled woman. He would no longer be able to give children to Ronald.

"Doctor thank you" said Ronald, quickly carrying Nara and carrying her to the car. Ronald said he couldn't bear to see a sad Nara like this.

"Why not tell me?" nara asked softly and her voice was very small. Ronald clutches Nara's body which vibrates violently. It's tough for Nara, Ronald knows very well.

"I can't see you crying, honey! I can't take your smile, you hear me and you have to remember, whatever your condition is right now, I'll still love you, I don't care if you get pregnant again or not, it's important to me that you're alive and with me until we age and die together" Ronald said with his foggy eyes. Nara could no longer speak, she just cried bitterly and sobbed. Arriving home, Nara even carried Ronald into bed, he was silent and tired of exhausting his tears.

Ronald accompanies Nara to the bed. Sleeping next to Nara while looking at the dreamy Nara. Sonya is held by her nanny and if she asks for milk though, Nara has prepared her breast milk that she has pumped if she is free.

"I can no longer have children" said Nara Lirih but this time she was stronger.

"We've got Sonya, honey! I'm happy with the three of you" replied Ronald stroking Nara's cheek gently while lying face to face.

"Honey, if you use a baby tube it means having to be with another woman's uterus but it's our child?" asked Nara innocently.

"Don't think about it, I'll never do that" Ronald said firmly.

"I'm just asking, honey!"

Nara couldn't have done that either. Doctor Viola clearly said that in Indonesia such things are still prohibited.

To Be Continued ….