Still Loving You's

I'M STILL LOVING YOU

"Darling who is dat__?" Ha Na, who did not see the faces of the two men who were talking to Jiseok, suddenly stopped her sentence.

Ha Na was silent. His body feels stiff, especially when Jung Kook and Namjoon turned to look at him.

The longing that has been hidden must come back to the surface.

Namjoon knew very well what Jung Kook and Ha Na felt. He with the initiative asked Ha Na to bring them into the house. At least talk more comfortably inside.

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"Before I apologized Ha Na, I forced Jae Hyuk to tell you where you were, I came here according to Park Jimin's request your husband" Namjoon looked a little calm in saying his words. Contrary to the reverse with Ha Na who looks to be holding a small fingers Jiseok sitting next to him.

"Mom, you're okay, right?" Jiseok could feel Ha Na's tension. The little boy moved giving a warm hug to his mother.

Seeing how the mature and warm nature of Park Jiseok reminds Namjoon and Jung Kook of the figure of Park Jimin. "She is very sweet, just like her father" said Namjoon who smiled at Jiseok's sweet attitude.

"He looks more like his father" Jung Kook chimed in on Namjoon's line.

"What is the purpose of you coming here?. What does it mean to follow my husband's request?" asked Ha Na who had been filled with curiosity, sadness, and there was a bit of happiness that also sneaked in.

"Jae Hyuk gave this to me. It looks like Jae Hyuk has been heavily involved in the Park Jimin scenario" Namjoon thrusts out a DVD wrapped by an envelope commonly used to apply for work, right in front of Ha Na.

"This what?" confused to see what Namjoon gave her. He could not guess the contents of the paper envelope.

"Open up" Namjoon ordered.

Without waiting any longer, Ha Na opened the brown envelope so heartily. "What is this DVD?"

"Turn around" Namjoon smiled meaningfully. He was curious about Ha Na's reaction after hearing and seeing for himself everything.

How are you, dear?

Ha Na had just seen and heard how Park Jimin greeted her with a smile despite enduring the pain they could not feel. Either Ha Na is too crybaby or indeed misses the figure of Park Jimin who makes him cry?.

"Mother, it's dad isn't it?" ask Jiseok who saw the tape. And Ha Na pulled Jiseok in her arms to keep watching. It is true that Jiseok knows the figure of his father because Ha Na is always showing a picture of Park Jimin and how Park Jimin during Ha Na together.

Jiseok was silent. He knew his mother must be sad. So that the little boy can only return his mother's embrace with eyes that focus on the television screen.

Miss you.

I loved you.

I don't know how big our son was when you saw this tape.

I am sure I love you guys. Hugely.

If you've seen this message. That means you've met the owner of part of your heart.

The man you still love even if you marry me. I know everything.

I know how back then you made me an escape for you to forget Jeon Jung Kook. If I'm honest, I think that time hurt a lot. But I am still ego to be able to have you completely even though my place is not broad in your heart.

Can Ha Na notice Park Jimin holding his own chest. Pointing to his heart. Ha Na was a little regretful considering how she turned out to have hurt Park Jimin's feelings.

Right now I miss you. Really am.

Maybe another month. Yes, in a month you'll be a mother. I'm sorry if I can't be with you when you're about to give birth to my son. Fight for our child. I'm sure you're a strong woman and a strong mother.

The tape, and the letter that Ha Na received a week after Jiseok's birth were accidentally recorded and written by Park Jimin a month before Ha Na's time to give birth. And by that time the doctor had convicted that the time Park Jimin had would not be more than a week.

Exactly with the date of Park Jimin's death written on the headstone, which is three weeks before Jiseok was born.

Honey, if you've seen this message, it means you have to go back. Back to the heart where you should be anchored.

I knew Jeon Jung Kook was the right man to take my place as husband. Not because he's my best friend. But because he loved you a long time ago.

I'm sorry I never tried to tell you if she loved you too. I just want you with my ego to be mine.

If only you had been aware of each other's hearts and feelings, I'm sure you'd be together before you finally gave up.

Again, I don't want to be quiet. I keep fighting to make you mine, make you have the same feelings as me even though not as deep as you feel for my best friend.

Marry her, be a good wife and mother. You're young, you need a place to lean.

I'm sincere. Very sincere.

It's just that I want you not to remove me from the recesses of your heart. At least let me stay there. Until the end of your life, even though my place is so small.

I just want you to love me until the end, just like I loved you until the end of my life. I'm Still Loving You Park Ha Na.

And if my son has seen this message.

I just wanted to say that you love you, son. I love you even though you can't feel your love and love me.

Forgive the father who was unable to fight the pain. Because of this I had to part with you before you were even born.

Be a good and devoted child.

Don't forbid if your mother's gonna marry someone else, son. Because the person who will marry your mother is a good person. I'm sure he'll be a father to you.

Son, if you grow up, be your mother's protector. Take care of your mother, son. I'm sure you're a great kid.

Again I say if you love you son.

See how Park Jimin is also covered in dead water at the end of his message.

Ha Na and Park Jiseok cried and kept hugging each other, strengthening each other.

Jeon Jung Kook and Kim Namjoon were no longer able to say the word to see how good the atmosphere was in the afternoon before night.

Jiseok moved slowly out of his mother's embrace. He walked around the guest table approaching Jung Kook and Namjoon who were sitting next to him. The boy stared so deeply at the two. It was like looking at his father when he saw the two figures of the man.

"My son" said Namjoon who haru, then pulled Jiseok to embrace him. Jung Kook hugged her too.

"Uncle" said Lirih Jiseok make their embrace loosened.

"What's up, son?" ask Jung Kook who petted Park Jiseok's face.

"Is Uncle Jeon Ha Ra's grandfather?" ask lugu Jiseok.

"Yes son. This uncle is Ha Ra's grandfather" Jung Kook said.

"Yes, Uncle Jeon who will also be your father son" Namjoon said in a soft voice.

"If you're married to Uncle, can't I marry Ha Ra?" jeon Jung Kook, Namjoon, and Ha Na fell in disbelief at Park Jiseok's words. Just now they were in a state of haru then the atmosphere changed instantly with the speech of little Jiseok.

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How's nih?

Are you a loyal reader of Still Loving You?

Which one do you like in this episode?

If I'm the part where Jimin says I'm Still Loving You. I think it's sweet. I took a moment of silence and wrote that sentence again.

So sad and sweet, isn't hehhh???? Huwaa..... 😭😭😭😭 Want to cry I was.

Oh God, you made noona noona's heart like mine so ketar ketir.

See You in last episode sayangkuh 😘😘

LOVE LOVE LOVE

Author: Ameera Limz