Still In White Grey

AGC~ Metta Pamit

...I didn't come after you when you left...

...Not because I don't love anymore...

...But I want to stop...

...We hurt each other...

...I'm not keeping you here...

...Not because I'm not happy anymore...

...But now I realize...

...Love does not have to belong to each other...

...Better to separate...

...Than to keep getting hurt...

...Because I was always wrong...

...I was honestly traumatized...

...Metta Naura's...

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A few months later

After months passed, Devan's activities were normal again in the Ujung cafe assisted by Metta. Every Sunday at the weekend Devan would visit Nia's grave.

Meanwhile, activities in the Abel campus were busy with several tasks, considering that next semester Abel will undergo KKN for 2 semesters which means Abel will be closer to the final stage.

Abel's plan will follow the KKN at the Embassy on the recommendation of Prof Zayn who considered the figure of Arabella quite qualified.

"Metta, anything to see you." asked BG to Abel, who was on their way to BG's apartment. Actually they want to chat in the campus cafeteria while talking, but Abel thought again because of the possibility there Kevin was afraid to make Metta uncomfortable.

Dekka R is calling

Abel frowned when his cell phone was written the name of Dekka who contacted him.

"Why Dekka called." murmured Abel, but Bagaskara could still hear the girl's words.

"Just pick up baby."

"heum."

"Hallo Dekk, what's wrong."

"Loe where Bel has returned."

"Heummm, I went to Bagas' apartment first."

"Ohh okay."

It turned out that Dekka only asked where the Arabella was, when he did not find her in the cafeteria. Given Abel this afternoon he still has a course clock.

Arriving at BG Abel's apartment waiting for the arrival of Metta who he said was riding a motorcycle taxi, actually made Abel confused because it was unusual for Metta to ride a motorcycle taxi.

Not 10 minutes waiting to see Metta come and make Abel frown his forehead is a big bag in his hand.

"What is Mett."

"Yeah I say yuk." said Metta then pulled Abel avoid the presumption of his best friend. BG had followed the two girls behind without any response from him.

Without Abel realizing BG had sent a message to Angga, because he had guessed the outline.

I have a mission with Abel, please let me know.

Send->

Angga knows that if today they meet Metta, the important point is all things related to Metta. If BG says there is a mission, Angga also understands if they are not okay in quotes.

"Bel, Gas earlier I apologized to you guys, the same thing if there was me wrong.." said Metta for a moment he seemed hesitant to explain and tell a story, but given Abel's threat at that time if he did not want to share with him then Abel will forever hate him.

"Gue has to go back to the village, I want to live in the hometown of the mother. And the house here we have separated." continued Metta sad while holding both hands Abel.

"Then why do you have to come, not if you are here also work." asked Abel, Metta shook her head, although Abel knew that Metta only wanted to bury her feelings but not to just leave.

"Please Bel, pity me... Eummm lied that I just wanted to take care of my father, but on the other hand I have no purpose to survive here... Precisely... Precisely the more I survive here, the more I can heal kaaann. Hiks." replied Metta who had tears in her eyes.

Long Abel fell silent, diving into Metta's words, right he said if the wound is still not healed but continues to be wrapped with new wounds again then when Metta will be completely clean if in his daily life he always met with Kevin.

"Hikss.I don't know I'm confused, between wanting to keep you here, but I'm also selfish if I let you continue to be locked in your own wounds. Hikkss.. Hikss." said Abel, really so carried away the pain of Metta, Abel's chest immediately felt tight and his breathing was stingy.

BG could not see the fiancee was so hurt when Metta said all this.

"Gue baikaaakk tolooong really Bel, hiks.. Hikss i-ijin-kaaan Gu-gueee perrrgiii. Hu hu hu huuuuu, gu-gu-guuweee ssaaaakiiiit bangeett Bel." said Metta.

"Hikkk.. Hixss.."

"Baby." sergeant BG reminded the fiance not to aggravate Metta's steps.

Abel did not budge, his tears were increasingly making the river, even he was not able to just answer Metta.

BG knelt in front of his girl, then grabbed the body of the girl who could not compromise with the situation Metta.

"Yetoooooo." Abel gets hysterical when the fiance hugs him, his disappointment with bringing Kevin closer to Dania makes him forget the feelings of his best friend.

"Whatever happens, God must have his plan behind this, we release Metta, let him heal his wounds yahhh." said BG while rubbing his Arabella back.

"Hikss.."

"We're taking yahh Mett. Let Abel believe Loe can live happily in Loe's new place. And one more thing, Abel can come to Loe when he is missing" said BG humble so that Abel withered with his thoughts.

When sad and stressed Abel can hardly think logically especially when it comes to the people he loves.

"Boleh, but the place is quite far and rural, sure Loe will anther." replied Metta spirit, as if her feet were able to stand upright again.

"Heummm." murmured Abel answered Metta, finally he could respond to what BG had to offer earlier.

"Ayook we leave now, I've said to Angga make your permission to the lecturer." said BG, immediately made Abel surprised, since when the fiancee was contacting Angga.

"Ohhh."

"But baby, I told you that, because I'm sure Metta wants to run away from us." explained BG, Abel nodded while cleaning his tears from the remnants of his sadness.

"Haaaahhhhhh starts a new chapter again." bathin Metta, after getting ACC from the figure he feared the most.

The Metta family chose to return home after the father had entered retirement at his place of work. Armed with retirement severance and the proceeds of selling the house, they want to start a new life in the village by trying whether it be a farmer or entrepreneurship.

"You guys bring some baby clothes, if our kemaleman only nginep, we will have an afternoon tomorrow" said BG, said BG, and Abel immediately took some clothes that he deliberately left in the apartment BG.

"Wait, you have not forgotten the news of this Mas Al kah." asked Metta, because Abel and BG seemed to have lived free from the confinement of the aide.

"Ohh mas Al there is a 1 Week Appearance, so I only know if Nina does not come home" replied Abel, Metta nodded his head.

"Guys, please Jang says my kids used to be where well. Not that I kegeeran they will be nyariin only I really want to turn into white paper again." sidelines Metta.

"Yesaaa dehh ER here is closed." subtle-sinir Abel, making Metta chuckle with the intention of saying Abel.