
"What do you mean." Angell's eyes turned red.
Wili brought his face closer and enjoyed the face of despair, crumbling, shame, confusion that Angell showed at this time.he really enjoyed the pain on the face of this poor woman..nothing compares to the pain that Grace felt, and Wili will make sure that this woman will pay more for the pain that her sister Grace is experiencing, and Willi swore to it.
"After what happened last night, you're pretty smart with what I don't mean" Wili said coldly.
Tears came down from Angel's face, never imagined before if what happened to her would be so painful.not just shame, but, even he could not imagine if his parents knew what he had done.how humiliating he is now, imagine the disappointed face of his parents Angell really can not just look them in the eyes now.he ,raising his face to look into the eyes of Wili who seemed so calm.well.for men there will be no trace.but what about him, the matchmaking that has been done papa..but what will be the reason.Agell's mind is deadlocked at this time.
"I.want to go home now." Angel's voice was so hoarse.
Angel wriggles from Wili's embrace and tries to get up, pulling a large blanket along with her, to cover her innocent body.Angel's tears flow back when the pain hits her. as if to realize himself that he is not the Angel who used to be. an Angell who is full of confidence with the sanctity that is held in high esteem. Angell has lost it all. Angell froze, hoping that this was all a dream, but the bloodstains on the bedsheet seemed to confirm that this was not a dream.
"Where are you." Wili blocked Angell's body until the two looked at him...
"Go home..."
"Where."
Angell covered his face with his hands, the pain he felt so great now that he needed time alone.he had to go home where, which face he had to show his parents. Angell lost his confidence.
"Remove.." said Angell with tears in his hands.
"No."
"What do you want."
"I want you Angell, we've done it, and then where you want to go."
"It's none of your business" Angell said with a wounded face.
"You've been my business since last night Angell Wins" said Willi.
"You're crazy.not because we've done it and then you're just saying that I'm yours no. You're just a bastard who used me. And you've been very successful."
Angell pushed up Wili's body and stepped up to pick up all her clothes with heartache and left her with a calm face...Angell, now in his grasp.
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Angell sat in his car driving with a blank look, finally he was able to get out of the cursed house. Angell had stopped by his boutique and changed his clothes.he had also called his mother and said that last night he asked Wili to take him to the boutique.and thank God mama believed him.
At this time he was heading to the lonely beach.he needed time, he needed to calm himself of everything that happened to him.he needed to vent the pain so intensely wrapped it.
Angell stopped his car on the beach and got out of there with a shaky step. Angell continued to stare forward letting his feet touch the sand.
Angell's tears keep flowing....
"Why..why do I do it.why can I do it." Angell continued to curse himself, "Why am I so stupid.why.." he cried with tears.
While a car stopped not far from Angell's parked car, a man got out of it and slowly walked up to Angell behind him....
Angell came to the shore, and looking at the omvbak rolling around not tired, he smiled with a broken heart..this is the feeling of wanting to die when no longer able to withstand all the pain.for Angell, purity is everything.even the words he kept hearing from Mama Livia, she said, offering chastity to the man who will be her husband is a matter of pride.
But Angel has lost it even to a man who is not her husband, a man she does not like.and the man will marry another woman, and she herself is working on their wedding dress.
Angell fell on the sand, leaving his long hair in the wind....
"Everything is broken." he sighed with a look of despair......
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"Mama called Angel." looked at Russell with a worried face.
"Last time he said that he would come home papa..sunnight he stayed in the shop, he said there was a meeting with his new client this morning."
Russell frowned...
"Well, he's an adult, let him do what he wants."
"Papa.apa is not as good as papa to meet him.why do you feel bad" said Livia looks anxious.
"No, papa's sure she's a strong woman.calm down baby." Wili approached and hugged Livia tightly.
"This is the first time she hasn't slept at home, and somehow Livia feels bad.
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Angell looked down for a long time, still with tears spilling, his face reddened from crying too much, his eyes swollen....
Angell raised his face to look at the tide of the sea.he smiled, indaah.
"You're the brother I'm most proud of Angell's sister."
"Mama's so proud of you, you're able to take care of yourself so well.you're exactly like mama."
"Papa does not ask anything from you Angel, it's just.do not embarrass papa as small as any.then straighten your steps and take care of yourself well"
The words of his parents and younger brother then began to accuse him sharply.. even all that pride she destroyed overnight with a man who wasn't her husband.
Angell was unable to look them in the face.he had destroyed their trust, he could not marry any man....
Angell stood staring at the beach, his fingers tightly clenched.what if he just disappeared.it is better not......
Angell strengthened his heart and then stepped onto the beach.he was even numb when his feet touched the sea water and stepped..
"Maybe it will hurt a little, but only for a little while Angell." whispered to strengthen his heart.
Angell then closed his eyes to put everything in order, dedicating himself to death at the bottom of the sea.Hopefully he was never found by anyone.......
Angell drowned himself.let the waters fill his body.His breath felt as tight as his lungs seemed to explode..
Angell almost lost consciousness when something from above the water pulled his body violently....
"What are you doing."???? the man screamed furiously.......