
Chapter 20's
"It's not work or anything else that makes me tired, you make me tired."
"Me?" noval berkehem was confused.
"What I did to make you tired, I freed you to do whatever you want, want to be a housewife please, want to find a job please, please, even I let you play with your college friends, I never forbid you this and that, I never did your country, you were free."
For whatever sake nasya want to flush her husband's face with hard water.
"Yes mas, you never deny anything to me, even I can do anything like ask permission to you, but you ever think of me in this house, I'm sick you don't know, you know, I'm in the hospital, you don't look, you don't even know where I haven't been home all day, you always say that I cheated every time my best friend saw me, you said, that's the question, I'm cheating, or you're cheating on me."
"You think I'm cheating," the noval dodges roughly "Mas.. mas. until when do you want to lie still mas, want until you hide something this big like me, I cape mas, I, every day you are just indifferent to me that is, every day just mapirnya to your cheating house rather than your wife's house, nothing ko, ko, lajutin aja your romance with your dark lover mas, anyways we want to divorce the mas, so you are free to sleep with anyone other than the WIFE SAH MU?" Nasya pressed the last word
Nasya gets up and tries to run towards his room, but before that happens the noval quickly holds his hand firmly.
"Look at me" Noval directed nasha's face to look at him. He gasped at the sight of his wife's tears, for a year of marriage, though noval had never heard nasha cry. "You're crying."
"Why? You've never seen me cry before, sure you're just as busy as your girlfriend in the office, where you know how hard it's sad I'm at home," Noval's heart is striking.
For over a year nasha's marriage looked fine in the eyes of a noval, she would look good and care for a noval.
Every wake up nasya asalalu make a noval breakfast, although sometimes breakfast is nasya who has to spend it, massaging it when coming home from work, and then,
welcoming him warmly even though the time home office was quite late from the usual time, he never complained or protested.
Has nasya been playing the show all along? He pretended to be fine.
"Why don't you ever say all those things, why don't you ever nag me when you know it's not fair for me to treat you like that."
"Because I know, you never loved me in the first place" Noval fell silent.
"You love him, I realize ko mas, I only know you at the engagement event where you can ask me in one meeting, you who have known him for a long time, you know him, how do I understand my love for you, for a year we were married, you never touched me, until I wondered, what was wrong with me? Am I less sexy?, am I less beautiful?, am I less attractive in your eyes?, I want to go crazy on my own without knowing the answer."
"And one more thing that I believe, on the first night you never touch me in the slightest, either, mas," Noval again fell silent with a hard expression from nasya who already knew all the things that happened so far.
"you don't have to answer anything, I already know the answer, I'll take care of our divorce papers. After that you I am free to do anything with YOUR DARK CHEATING IT! "
Without waiting for her husband's answer, Nasya immediately left her husband's office. All this is not easy for nasya, parting with the choice of the father and mending his mother, as well as the person he loves, it hurts so much, he said, but it is much more painful to stay with a man he loves but loves another woman.
Nasya returned to the room, slammed his body in the mattress, pulled the blanket and closed it to the head
.
"I hate you mas hiks... " Nasha sobbed while hitting a pillow as if she was hitting her husband.
The sound of the door opening.
Noval was sitting on the edge of the bed, right next to his wife.
"Nadya..."
"Go, I'm going to bed."
"We need to talk."
"I'm busy" answered nasya like the days her husband did to her.
"What's busy, you're just lying there."
"Well, what are the ruins of what else, this is my day's work."
Noval clucked and forcefully pulled the blanket that covered his wife's entire face, but nasya glared unacceptable.
"Don't bother me, I'm going to bed! I don't want to talk to you anymore, my decision is complete, I'm going to divorce you mas."
"Sit down first."
"So!"
Get the fuck out of here! I don't want a looker on your face!" nasya shouted loudly to make the noval shocked.
Never once did he see the nasha yell at him this loud, until finally he remembered the nasya's past before he married her.
Nasya the tomboyish girl he had once seen, in contrast to the one who was now his wife, this difference was clearly visible but it seemed, his tomboyish attitude only appeared when he was angry like this.
"You don't want to go, all right, I'll just get out of here."
Nasya gets up and leaves the noval alone in his bed.
"What should I do."
****
Her morning.
Nasya was in a restaurant with his four best friends, namely maya, rozer, syela and also jay, seeing jay who was also present seemed to have improved their relationship.
"Where is it, you're done with your husband? " ask maya wanting to know.
"It's may, I've caught my amaraah with him, I've also said that I will take care of divorce papers for both of us, all this is my fault, I was too rash for a young marriage, I was, though I just met him once but I stupidly accept his application that is so, sorry guys, I do not believe the same talk you guys, sorry I, sorry I, and thank you for always being there for me?
"Nothing right, I understand how you feel, everyone has their own mistakes, as well as us as your friends, it's wrong not to take care of you."