Spoiled Thug
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DONI slowly massaged the base of his nose, they had checked with the Doctor and it was true that the problem was Doni.
At this moment Doni sat outside, waiting for Gita who was talking with the Doctor.
Helaan breath back Doni give, his chest and heart ache, hear the words of the Doctor if indeed Doni is the problem.
"Gita will stay with me..G-gita gabakal has a child if I continue to." Doni whipped softly, all raging in his head.
She gamau Gita with the others, but she also gamau Gita live only two without a baby between them.
Unknowingly, tears flowed slowly, sickly, while Doni could not make Gita happy at all.
Even to have a child just Doni gabisa, his karma is as terrible as this..
"G-gita gabakal go.enggak.he will be the same I continue.hiks..Gita gabakal ninggalin me.enggak.hiks.." Doni cried again for the umpteenth time.
"Hiks..ARGGGGGH..YOU HUSBAND IS USELESS!! YOU'RE NOT USEFUL DONI'T BE USEFUL!! LO DISEASE!! YOU DON'T LOVE PANTES BY ANYONE!! YOU DON'T PANTES!! NOT A PANTES AT ALL!!" Doni's hysterical there.
He didn't care, it hurt so much, Doni just let out the pain.
His cry was so heartbreaking to anyone who heard it, the ordeal he got so heavy, why should the obstacle in having offspring?.
Doni.got willing..
She gamau Gita away, but she pity that for the rest of Gita's life, women only have to take care of sick men like her.
"Hiks.lo is useless.hiks..ughh..a-akh.sickness.." The former stitches 4 years ago still often feel pain.
Doni normalized his breathing for a moment, then wiped his tears.
"Dear." Doni turned his head, he gave his sweet smile to Gita and stood up.
"Why dear?." asked softly.
Gita was silent, she stroked Doni's thin cheeks slowly, clearly Gita was holding back her crying.
"Father, baby, I'm not papa. We can work." Gita shakes, Doni's heart aches instantly.
He cried again, hugged Gita tightly and roared curled at her neck.
It's a big blow to Doni, he's got to have a child, the doctor said Doni's sphema is weak so it hasn't reached the egg, **** it's all dead.
"Sstt, don't cry unfortunately for me." whispered Gita softly, though the tears also did not stop flowing.
God gives trials to his people not beyond the limits of his people, but the karma that God gives exceeds the limits of the ability of his people.
Karma that must be received from past deeds, Doni deserves it but Gita?
Does he deserve to live next to a sick man like Doni?.
Doni reckon, that's not fair to the Gita at all.
Doni stroked Gita's jet black hair, they had just finished playing for 3 hours.
At 3am, Doni got up from his sleep. He walks into the bathroom, he wants a bath first.
Doni wants to pray at night, asking God for help.
Doni gatau want to ask for help to whom else, he gabisa hope in humans, Doni can only hope in the owner of this universe.
During Doni's bath, the tears never stopped, he continued to regret all his mischief in adolescence.
"Hiks.lo jerk Doni.hiks.lo not happy pantes.hiks..ARGGHH!..hiks..lo stupid!!!." it's worth Jeje's stupid all this time.
He was stupid, very stupid.
Doni thinks his life is perfect and will go smoothly, in fact he's trying now and he already feels unable to bear.
Doni was unable to.
After finishing the bath, Doni wears a cocoa shirt, sarong, peci and then stretches Sajadah.
Doni had to confide in the Creator at this time.
During the prayer, Doni continued to cry, tears came down wet the Sajadah that Doni was wearing.
Tight, it felt like God was looking at him with a sincere and loving gaze.
Finished prayer 2 rakaat, Doni's crying increasingly heavy. He gripped the scabbard he was wearing, crying incessantly until his heart was tight.
"Hiks.huhuuu..O Allah.hiks.hamba apologise.hiks..hamba apologize.hiks..servant begs forgiveness o Allah.hiks..hamba apologize.hiks.maafin.mafin servant.hiks.."
That was all Doni could say, he kept crying, apologizing sincerely and really begging for forgiveness for what he had done all this time.
Doni gatau again want to do what, he wants to tell Gita, for the woman to marry again.
Doni willing to be pitted, Doni no problem Gita has 2 husbands Doni no problem.
In addition to Doni remaining Gita's first husband, Gita must have succeeded in having a child from her second husband.
Doni won't feel guilty for Gita for holding such a woman for a man like her.
"Yes Allah.hiks.maafin servant.hiks.pardon O Allah.."
Doni cried as much as he could, until he unwittingly fell asleep in Sajadah with the rest of the stuffing and tears that still flowed soaking his Sajadah.
At least, Doni was relieved to have complained to his God.
Doni was relieved, after this he stayed surrendered to whatever God determined for his future life.
...Whatever it is, Doni believes it must be the best that God has done for him....
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