Split To Be Together

Abel's Regret

Nodding. Only that sign language Abel used.

“Ingin I tried to restore this taste. Taste before I knew him. But how can, if his attitude is able to make me melt and stunned”.

This afternoon Abel was sitting in a bus stop. While occasionally answering the questions of people who kepo.

“Iya I gapapa kok, has healed also”.

That's answer. Could they be sincerely considerate, or just simply curious. I don't know, but that afternoon the bus didn't need the money. His friends are diminishing. They can't wait, and decide to take another vehicle. Get picked up, or even find a ride.

“Kak Andre”'s.

“Ehh, hi . . . Abel, not home yet?”

Abel was confused himself. What to say. He did not mean to call his name. But it's all because of reflexes.

“Where is it healthy?”

“Em. ..iy. . .iya. .ud. . __ already heard from ko”.

Abel was getting embarrassed and blushing his face.

“You remember not the time of the first day we met, older sister Temenin abel wait for the bus here”. Ka Andre seems to take Abel back to the past. The time when it all started. An unusual feeling he felt for her. That's a beautiful one. But it was the beginning of destruction.

“That day, I shouldn't have met Andre”.

“I've never been this close to a man. Andre always helps and is always there when I am in trouble. Apparently, I misinterpreted the kindness of brother. My brother was the first person who could make me laugh even through a cell phone. Give me comfort. It may be true that the star is beautiful, but my hand is too weak to reach it. In my dreams, I could have it. But in fact, it's too beautiful for me to have. Selfish when I expect it?”

A clock is louder than any sound. Nothing beats the silence that afternoon. Even the vehicle seemed not to want to see the silence that occurred at that time.

'I have wrongly dropped my heart. If only I could refuse it. If I could choose, I'd rather never meet him. However, the taste was present without being asked. He cannot choose whether he deserves or not to be loved. All he knows is that he likes it so much.'

Abel's bathroom was wider. Loneliness is on tonight. Be quiet. He turned his eyes to the vastness of space. True. .. Silent, silent, even the stars do not show the sparkle of the light. The moon is hiding behind a black cloud. Only half the light is visible.

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Time by time. . . Second by second. . . Day by day. . has passed. . . alone, Abel alone, completely alone. . . No more figure ‘hero morn’ no accompanying as he himself awaits the bus. Abel really lost it. The more determined he was to erase his thoughts about her, the harder his heart rebelled. Because basically, the heart cannot lie even though the mouth says it is capable, but not with the heart.

“She. .what might have understood with the words spoken from my mouth last time. I guess not. If I have to grasp a thorn, am I strong without getting hurt ? Yet if he could only be stared at, even from a distance of 1000 meters, what was this self-power ? If he is too hard to love, but is forgetting him easy?”

The man said that love should not have. If you love someone, you should make them happy. Even if it is not with us, happiness is created. If he is happy with his current choice, then why still maintain this one-sided love ?

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