SPELLS
SPELL-37S
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Seir listened to all the stories Rain told carefully. Now Seir realized that Verrel's treatment of him all along was not solely because they were friends since childhood. But because Verrel loves Seir as a woman.
Seir didn't even realize all that. How Verrel's sweet treatment has been on him, the man's attention, even the possessiveness Verrel has shown openly is out of love.
Seir thinks that if Verrel only considers himself a friend, just like what he feels about Verrel, but it turns out Seir is wrong.
Seir felt stupid and also felt guilty because he could not realize it all along. Even now, when Verrel no longer showed himself, and disappeared somewhere, Seir didn't even think about it.
Seir really feels stupid and selfish because he is only selfish and also his feelings without knowing that he has hurt the feelings of the only friend he has.
If only Seir could meet Verrel..
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"Sir Ma'am..? what's up?" mrs Rofthen was a little surprised when she saw Seir standing at their doorstep at this kind of hour.
Seir visits the Rofthen family residence right after he returns from Rain's studio. "Aunty.. Is Verrel home?"
For a moment there was doubt on Madame Rofthen's face, but then the woman smiled gently at Seir. "Verrel's in Seir's room, just go up. I'll get you a snack for both of you."
Seir breathed a sigh of relief. Thank goodness Verrel was home. At least Verrel wasn't hiding where Seir couldn't find.
"Thank you aunty." With a slightly thumping feeling of guilt, Seir climbed the steps one by one until he reached the front door of Verrel's room.
His slightly trembling hand knocked slowly on the tightly shut door of the room. "Verrel, it's me.. Ella. You're inside? I want to talk to you."
Seir waited with anxious feelings. He is afraid that Verrel really does not want to meet him because he has been in a relationship with Rain.
"Rell, I want to.." not to mention Seir finished his sentence, the door of the room was open and it looked dark, really low in light.
"Come on Ell.." Verrel's voice sounded flat. Like the man was forced to accept his presence. When Seir opened the door to the room wider then there was a light entering the room.
Has Verrel kept himself locked up like this? seir's heart started to get agitated.
"Are you okay? you're not sick, are you..?" Seir's voice hesitated a little when he asked Verrel about it.
He never felt awkward talking to Verrel, but now he was a little scared.
Seir is afraid that what he says will hurt Verrel's feelings. Seir doesn't want to do that. Even more so after he knew how Verrel felt for himself.
Unlike Seir who felt awkward, Verrel was actually seen sitting comfortably on his sofa, while Seir was still standing and not moving a bit, "Sit anywhere you want Ell.. " verrel.
"Rell, actually I came for.."
"I know." Sela Verrel's. "About you and Rain. No need to say that to Ell again. Rain has told me everything." Verrel sounded indifferent, but Seir could not really see Verrel's facial expression. Is his best friend really okay as his mind.
Since Verrel was hiding in the darkness, Seir could only see Verrel's body without being able to see how his best friend's face was.
"Rell, I've also heard it from Rain, about us. I mean about.."
"You don't have to say it anymore Ell. Let it all be for me alone. Even though you know everything now. But it won't change anything, will it?"
Seir did not know if the crisp sound he heard just now was because Verrel was smiling or because the man just wanted to hide his feelings. Seir really wants to know.
"Because to me, you're still a very meaningful person." continued Verrel.
"I know I can't be completely happy for you and Rain, at least for now, but I feel a little better knowing Rain can make you happy."
Seir smiled. He also felt a little grateful because the light in the room was not entirely bright. At least Seir could hide his falling tears.
Seir's heart became filled as he listened to Verrel. How could he not realize Verrel's sincerity with him? but even if he knew, would everything change?
Rain means the same to Seir. Even Seir was convinced, that right now he really liked Rain. Though conscious, her feelings have hurt her only friend she has.
"Hemm. You're right Rell. I do like Rain, and for now, I feel happy with our relationship. Well, even though you yourself must know, that your warning at that moment actually happened." Seir laughed at him a little.
"I'm not kidding with that Ell. "Verrel sidelines as if seeing everything Seir experienced after becoming the lover of a Rain.
"Hemm. You're right. Today was almost messed up because Yukkie ran amok in front of us. And it's almost Rain.."
Seir stopped his words. He tried to hold back his tears, but he couldn't. He felt guilty for Verrel. Seir really doesn't want to hurt Verrel like he is today..
"Rell's... " Seir walked closer to Verrel until he could see the light from the reflection of the man's eyes. "I'm sorry. I'm really sorry for.."
"Sstttt... " Verrel approached Seir and hugged him tightly. "No Ell. Don't apologize to me, please. You're not doing anything. Because this feeling is my problem. Please don't apologize." ask Verrel.
Verrel's heart feels better. He could hug Seir and inhale the scent of Seir that he so longed for.
Seir is so warm and also. always makes Verrel pounding. Although now he must realize, that Seir loves another man, his own best friend.
"I'm really stupid for not realizing it, Rell. I'm sorry.." Seir sobbed while hugging Verrel.
For Seir, Verrel is his best friend and family. Verrel means the same to Seir. He did not want their friendship to end just because of this.
Seir really wanted to maintain their friendly relationship. Seir wants to fix everything.
Just like her, Seir also did not want his existence to damage the friendship between Rain and Verrel. Seir wants everything to be okay. Is he selfish?
From outside her son's room, Madam Rofthen listened to everything in silence. He deliberately did not want to disturb them both. Because it had been enough all this time that his son was hiding without saying anything.
At least, Verrel was willing to solve the problems between them well. And thank goodness it all ended like this.
Madame Rofthen smiled, then went back downstairs. He will deliver the snacks later. Ah, his poor son.
After all, Madame Rofthen knew very well how her son was so fond of the daughter of her husband's best friend, Seir.
Mrs Rofthen himself hopes that the two can indeed be together. But apparently, not all reality is in line with expectations. But at least, his son had learned something.
Delaying will not change the future, it will only prolong what should have happened.
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"Thank you Rell. Thank you for listening to me. And thank you for taking me home, too." Seir said as he arrived in front of his house.
"Hemm.thank you for meeting me first, Ell.." Verrel smiled. Although disappointed and his heart hurt because of his unrequited love, but at least he can still have Seir as a friend.
"hem, Okay. See you tomorrow at the college. I waited for you. I don't want you to lock yourself up anymore." asked Seir, "But if you still need time, please send a message to you, I'll come to you."
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